The world is such a big place.

I just hope that we don't destroy ourselves, sometimes I think it would be rather interesting to see though.

I am stuck between the world view of some utopian technological society, or a filthy wasteland of a planet that once inhabited beings with much potential... or just somewhere in between. I guess the latter would be the most likeliest of possibilities. History seams to tell a tale that never changes. Poor, middle (with many variations), and an elite of the grotesquely rich and powerful. The saying goes life is unfair. I would change it with an ending something like "for most".

Human life is nothing but an attempt to prolong the inevitable. Which is the cease of its existence. As a species we've been around for maybe thousands of years, how much longer will we last... I would bet that it isn't going to be forever. It's a good thing that I don't see myself as a human being, because if I did well then I would be somewhat depressed and saddened by our futile attempt to maintain the species. Who or what do I see my self to be then. I am the consciousness that is universal to all living things. I exist beyond the realm of physical form. I am not an individual. I am all. I peek through the eyes of this humanoid being who types these words. As I peek through the eyes of the others who read these words. I am eternal life. I am all life. I am existence and I exist forever. The human species is simply a temporary form, in a temporary universe. Some hold onto that form even though it is destined to change, evolve, and destroy itself only to come back again.

Eternity doesn't have to make sense. Sense is only an illusion.

random thoughts

All I ever wish for is the violence, war, and famine to stop
How sweet to see the hate and negativity disappear
I want to see our environment cleaned up and balanced
We need to work to become more sustainable as a whole
If we don't recognize the problems in our world right now
There won't be a world for us to live in anymore
I wish that I had the power to change things for the better
Some times I think it would be a good thing to brainwash you all
To be better people, to be more harmonic with your environment
Screw all those conspiracy nuts out there who try and warn you
The conscious ones will try to be more then they can be
We will fix, change, and manipulate the system to better the whole
While the ones who cannot help themselves will be fixed
We'll put anti psychotics and anti depressants in your water
That way you won't be unhappy, and you won't be violent in nature
We will brainwash you with propaganda plastered everywhere
Force you to see that things need to be changed for the better
We can't just fuck like animals and consume and waste the way we do
If we continue down this path the world will be uninhabitable
Not for us but for your children and their children to
All it takes is a little compassion and awareness to fix this
Throw out your ridiculous and superstitious beliefs and help
Don't believe that something exterior is going to save you
Believe that you are going to save you and start working at it
When I take a step back and think about it, It's already happening
So I guess I am content, the world isn't that bad off
Smart people will take charge, while the sadly stupid will follow suit
That's the way it's been since the dawn of our existence
The sad thing is when mass stupidity and ignorance allows brutality
Not only that but turns the system into a humanitarian crisis
I only hope that the future continues to have a glint of brightness
Even with the darkness that is out there trying to close in

Of the infinite voices inside my head, there are predominantly two.

The voice of reason, love, and truth is the voice of god. The individual, the ego, the deceiver is the voice of satan. This has nothing to do with religion, other then the symbolic representations that come from it. It's the never ending duality that has been who man is since the beginning of our existence. The positive versus the negative, or the yin yang. The swirling mess of thought inside our head can be observed, broken down, and divided into these two spectrums of consciousness. We are the whole, or the median of these two forces of nature. Every moment we make constant choices, choices that will define our path. Some zig zag from the negative to the positive, some elevate into the positive entirely, and some sadly fall and become consumed in the negative. In the end it's all one thing... A forever changing, never ending life, reality... existence.
In this infinite reality there must be other creatures with an awareness and consciousness like our own. Somewhere some time, very close or very far away there must be others out there.
Embrace the infinite and sit down and communicate with god. Say goodbye to the nothingness but beware that satan is always there lurking in the shadows, waiting for an opportunity to take over. Know that without the two halves, there is no whole. Trying to show you the entirety of this picture is impossible with mere words. Another way to look at it is in sound frequency. Each note has an infinite number of octaves or frequencies, the human ear is only capable of hearing so many each way. The frequencies stretch two ways. One being high, one being low. The high and low stretch equally forever. The note is the whole of the sound. We are the note. We are the sound. We are the result. We may not be forever. The note will change.

But thats okay to.

Peace, love, and light.

Samson

Who knows

Enlightenment is knowing not knowing
Complete fullness and complete emptiness
Taking awareness and thought and evaporating into the infinite
Which brings nothingness
We are a matrix of a matrix
Our consciousness is the result
along with our bodies and this world
The world will change when the rest of the world
sees through the illusion of individuality
and realize that "I" is universal to all
In the way of oneness
There truly is nothing that separates us
I am self
And so are you
we act and react
Shift, morph and change
I am "human" now
In a million years I may not be
But always will
Because this is infinity
I live forever
And never existed at all
Life is death is life
continuous wave
Pure energy
Rise above hate
anger
aggression
and pain
medicate your self until your numb
there's nothing to be scared of
We are one.

can't believe that first one

I bear no true truth. only pointless observations, just like every other

watch them all and you may understand me a little more.

weeeeeeeeee rrrrrrrrreeeeeee herrreeeeeeee

soo me. I feel foolish but its true.

we' re everywhere, and becoming adults. some are now.


give us a chance or we'll just burn it to the ground.

Hello again

this is nothing but verbal masturbation
worked never finished
Time never wasted
Life

I am one with it alive or dead
I am never completely aware of it
But I try
It is existence
Consciously unconscious

Quantum fluctuations
At a quantum level they say that things appear randomly in and out of existence.
I personally would say that they consciously do.

Forever and always

Infinity is what I try to grasp but know that the human mind is incapable of actually grasping its entirety.

PEace,

Samus son

ohhh I wish I had me a cyber goth chick.....that is what I truly wanna have(Ausker myer weiner tune**)

My Answer to the question at the end "A FREE SOCIETY. One world, almost utopian society if we want it!"

Logical brain wave projections

Viva la Revolution, they are not human
NON VIOLENCE is what I preach
we can exist in a world of Peace
so shut the fuck up dick. I know what you think
Thoughts are not words, so still shut that mouth
It isn't human nature to destroy ourselves.
Sorry if the established education system planted that in your brain.
Sorry if you are to scared love all things that exist.
Its easy to be lazy
Its easy to not care
Its easy to hate that which you don't understand
We all get pissed
We all get irritated
Now go home and cry about it
I will smile and lauph out loud
Take it as an act of disrespect
I still stand proud
You live in misery
I rise beyond my manic depression
And continue to remain consciously in heaven
Where all things are possible
Where all is one
Where the devil dances with god
only for the purpose of creation

In the end, this is another failed attempt
To solve all the worlds problems
with new age mysticism

Nature is what destroys the humans
Not humans who destroy the nature
Nature controls us
Nature is divine
Nature does not know time

The goddess is taking over
Give her the gun
And don't ever objectify women
They are not here for your pleasure
They are here with us
Nothing more special to a man then
a women's touch

yesterday I was reminded of a term I almost forgot

PLUR

Long live the rave lol

Peace, Love, unity, and respect.

Infesting spirituality

As I sit here and dream
I remember who I am
Where I am, and what I will become
Never retiring
Never giving in
There is no halo
There is no time
Only the temporary illusion
that we never leave behind
Come hide with me
In the moment
Emminate our energy

Grow
Live for freedom
And live for peace

If marijuanna ever became legal

I think it should be 18+
Who am I to say anything though.
Same with GTA lol

An attempt at world peace

Don't shoot people
Don't rape people
Don't try to manipulate or control people.
Know that the self is more then your individual body.
Anything is possible if you believe strongly in it.
To believe is to lie
To lie is to believe
The parodox will continue without you
So live for peace
Not war
Unless you want to protect your self from aliens lol

Random blurbs

Stop being so scared my family and friends

You take things way to seriously.

MARIJUANNA IS A HEALING AGENT

PUPPETS WHERE SUITS.

Be careful who you listen to.

The devil will distract you from the truth. The negative consciousness that is commonly known as Satan (in this world) hides within our own minds. Take in the positive and expel the negative.

This isn't a joke anymore

The world is becoming a place where seriousness is beyond serious
I can't believe how much ignorance I have to push through
I do my best to love, I do my best to defeat the lies
We the aware open our minds only to find ourselves being manipulated
The military industrial complex wants to shoot independence down from space
Control your mind with satellites and laser beams
Put micro chips in your brain so they can harmonize the globe for selfish purposes
Call me crazy
Call me scizo
Call me bipolar
I will take my meds so I sleep and don't become psychotic
But this world is fucked up worse then your narrow mind can perceive
Live!
Dream!
Don't be a sheep
Expand your consciousness to the sky
Don't give in........fight!!!
Not with weapons
Not with fists
With intelligence
Develop your mind
The C.i.a. goes out of their way to endorse,
and propagate wars around the world
Manipulating and destroying the planet
TURN OFF THE TV'S
Seek the free genuine information
Learning should be free
Not brainwashing propaganda
Playing on your psyche
DREAM AND BELIEVE
ANYTHING Is POSSIBLE

You are the sum of your own desire
Be a rock
Or be a god
or be nothing at all
The choice is continuous and existential
The fittest of survival

WORLD PEACE CAN EXIST
It takes more then just me to want it
For it to become reality.

Peace, love, unity

Samson.

enraged not crazy

This world is backwards

FUCK PARONOID PROPAGANDA

LOVE IS NOT HATE
FREEDOM IS NOT SLAVERY
GOD IS NOT JUDGEMENTAL
Aliens are peaceful sentient beings maybe?
Kill that shape shifting lizard.
Or put him in a cage and hang him in a zoo.
Seek buddah, seek truth

Until then normal life carries on.

I know who I am.
Who are you?
Concepts and words misconstrued

Peace, love, respect, and unity

GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE

Time is a persistent illusion
We already made peace with machines
Spread the confusion
Learn, create, and live free

Be careful what you wish for
Cuz all your dreams could
come true

Foolish complexities
People watching my back
Because they love me

But remember kids
Violence only creates more violence
Live for your dreams
and expand your minds

Consciousness and awareness

UNTIL THE END OF TIME?


Peace, love, respect, unity, oneness

For the good the greater good

I love you

I love you mexico
I love you my friends
Don't ever forget that.

I love life.
I love adventure.
I love parties.
I love women!!
I love nature!

My heart is for the entire globe and universe
For all the people/life living on it, and within it.


I want to travel the world.

Who's with me????????

LOL

But for now I am gonna go to bed and pass the fuck out.

I got's to go to work! blah

Peace

Intriguing tale

Tale of the Reptilians



By and intriguing man..

Credo Mutwa
http://credomutwa.com/

One major reason I am waiting for that special someone!

Don't want any accidental population growth! Seriously.
Personal responsibility.

Sounds like something I would think.

Pissing off the entire world in one poem.

Keep on trucking slave
Is the world still getting better
Is your master throwing you a bone

Keep on profiting warlord
Don't worry about the children
Making money is all that matters

Go to hell ignorant asshole
Pretending you get it
Never knowing that you don't

Continue on the violence aggressor
People like to be hurt
It just feels so damb good

Pop some more of those junkie
Life is worth nothing
So waste it on your addictions

Don't stop lying and stealing politician
You're doing such a good job
No one's going to stop you anyways

Keep screwing all the bitches player
There's no such thing as personal responsibility
STD's and illegitimate babies are always fun

Never stop believing follower
who cares if the prophet is false
And the preacher does not practice

Keep on spending consumer whore
Another holiday is around the corner
Fill the void with possession

Continue on with the plan Tyrant
Every one is to scared to stop you
Absolute power is sweet with no real friends

I think I am done here.

Peace, love, unity, truth

Infinite possibilities
The power to choose that which I desire
Bewildering amount of power
Profound awareness of responsibility
And the rest of you don't give a shit.

How could anyone measure their sanity and happiness without having someone like me to compare themselves to? The outsider to regular thought process. The odd man out. The mentally defunct. A pretty face but a tortured mind. Meaningless. Purposeless. No wants. No desire.

A liar.

Some people understand!

is it just me,

or does one being with three heads make my mind feel like imploding in on itself?


click here.

deep thought?

What does a truly compassionate person do with a sociopath who wants to die? Hand them a gun or lie to them and pretend that everything is going to be OK?

ANother dAy

speechless to say the least.

One day we will beat the tyrants! Until then.

http://www.planetization.org/destroythesystem.htm

Deep ponderings.

Am I a slave to physics, genetics, and everything else? Is who I am predetermined by a series of interconnected never ending events, that came before me to the point that I interpret as now? Is everything I do my own choice, or just another random reaction from a previous reaction? Was there ever an original action? Am I choosing to write these words, or are there words the result of something else?

Being "Bi-polar" I have come to a conflicting realization. I don't know if I can actually completely communicate this realization into grammar either. It has to do with who I am, and taking it further who we all are. What am I? Who am I? According to the world I am not myself. I was diagnosed as bi polar therefore being bi polar I need to take medication to somehow cancel it out, and be myself. But does popping pills every morning and every afternoon make me my self. Remembering who I was as a kid I didn't need to take anything to keep me happy, or keep me...me.

The last few months I have been in the low cycle of my apparent disorder. Sleeping more, talking less, feeling confused and completely apathetic to all that this world is. So I begin to wonder should I give in and go get some anti depressants from my doctor? Would that make me "normal" again? In moments like these it seams rather desirable. I could be happy. I could be awake more. I could be more social maybe. But would that really be me? Or would that be the me that a society who generalizes everyone and everything wants me to be? Or even better expects me to be!
Is who I am completely a matter of the physics that make up this world? The neuro pathways, and chemicals that make up my brain. Is my consciousness and will within just the result of a matrix of physical matter, that will cease when it finally breaks down? How could my own thoughts be so superficial, when they seam so profound? Is life some sort of joke that I do not understand? Or is that just it. It's all one joke that no one understands, and never will. Society will keep creating a perfect picture, and we will either abide by it or reject it.

And the earth will keep spinning.

Reality is a concept I do not and never will understand.

Why I think the way I do is beyond me
When it comes down to it I think that individuality is subjective to the point that when annalized it becomes completely meaniless. Not only the subjectivity is meaningless but all life. Why I do not know but that is my perception of it. I do not desire, I only want. What I want isn't much. WHere I go from here is unknown but close to predictable. What I write is rediculous and meaningless.
I dont know
I am bored and intoxicated

For the future

Why am I writing? I don't know.

As time flies by and I make an attempt to live a "fulfilled" life I realize I am empty. My mind is an endless void, spiraling infinitely further through this confusing reality. I have no belief and only the awareness of my mortal self. One day I will die. When I die I will either simply stop thinking and my body will be left to decay, or I will continue as a conscious entity somewhere else as my body still is left to decay. I find humor in that. There is something fascinatingly comical about life being so obviously cruel and simple. The choice I make now is to continue on instead of hanging myself from that tree over there. Death is definitely something I think I want to avoid for the next fifty years or so. When I can't hold my poop in, forget where I am all the time, and my body aches to the point that I can't enjoy walking I think I may just off myself. Maybe with a bullet in my brain, maybe a leap from somewhere high, or even better an overdose of my prescription medication. The power of choice. Ultimately I will probably end up taking the traditional road of sedation and bed ridden bliss, until my last breath. Poetically common. Mortal life continuing to be guided by its strongest and most powerful instinct..survival.

The next step is what do I do with all this physical mumbo jumbo for the next fifty or so years. Continue to devise my plan for world domination, wanting that which I cannot have, drinking beer, and smoking poison with my friends of course. The wonders of young adult hood. God save the queen. I need to find a woman.

Peace lol

Ugg

Temporal Time shift
Jurassic mood lift
Elevate your mind
Bring forth a new time
Live long, Stay strong
Fight the demons that dwell within
Sarcasm aint a complete sin
Magnificent reality I perceive
I is the illusion of individuality
complexity and rectify
the revolution will come
And ignored by some
The moment never ceases to amaze
while continuing to recreate
Morph, shift, move, and change
An eternity that is ever so plain
Simplicity is hard to keep
Organized mess completely incomplete
Breaking right down to the street
Equality and oneness I must maintain
I will not be manipulated for personal gain
Travel, explore, and try to understand
There is no God, there is no satin
Unless you speak in metaphorical terms
Then I agree the energies we must learn
Negative is evil, positive is good
Live in between them both you should
Yin yang, pentagram, the cross and belief
Nothing is certain, all is obsolete
Know nothing forever, and love you self
Remember self is all, remember nothing else


That will be all for now.

Another Truth about Iraq in the form of hiphop.

Respect to the artist

Samson's guide to immortality, and acceptance of the ultimate failure.

Immortality is something probably every human being has thought of at least once sometime during their lifetime. I guess it comes with the uncertainty and fear that comes along with the awareness of death...it's strange that we are even aware of something like death. How could something exist and have an awareness of its existence be able to comprehend something that is completely the opposite of itself, its existence. To comprehend or put into words such things is completely impossible so I should just give up now. Immortality is definitely an ideal for the most part, and isn't completely impossible in theory, especially with the world today and the technology we have available.
Let's take for example technology such as the internet. Soon enough we will have created a universe of its own that will be completely self sustaining. As long as this universe doesn't collapse and the earth doesn't cease to exist the internet will last for almost forever. So technically we could actually program an apparatus within the internet that would mimmick the human body but would not have a limited life expectancy. Then once we have created this "body" we could upload our consciousness into this new body just before we die and carry on as a conscious individual within our own self created universe. Robots would be programmed to repair and maintain the systems that keep the internet running in the real world, along with young human beings who haven't passed over to the other side yet. That's one crazy Idea. I am sure the mechanics of uploading our own individual consciousness into a programmed body that would exist in the internet forever is a little more complex then this paragraph but this is the basic idea. Not to mention that their are huge moral and philosophical paradox's and issues surrounding an idea such as this.
Another idea for becoming an immortal individual humanoid being is this. As our technology advances soon we will be able to replicate body parts and organs using all sorts of technology, and just ended transforming ourselves into complete androids which I think is equally cool. As our heart fails we replace it with an artificial one, and as time goes on we create artificial pieces of the brain until our consciousness is completely contained within a mechanical being......Tripppy lol!


Ultimately true immortality is impossible as an individual humanoid being existing within a forever changing universe, even if its a universe within a universe because there unforeseen possibilities that could not be avoided even if we tried. Ultimately I guess the only thing we could do is prolong our selves from ceasing to exist, even if we got lucky and successfully get ourselves from dying for millions and millions of years. Infinity and forever is a concept that is completely impossible to exist as. Because existence itself is something that cannot stand up to something as complex as infinity or forever.....because quite frankly that is one fucking long ass time.

Peace out dreamers.

Absolutely the best documentary I have ever seen.

For anyone with any intellectual capacity.


http://www.surfthechannel.com/watch/documentaries/Understanding_the_Universe/36921/Understanding+the+Universe.html?aid=21352&part=0

Understanding the Universe.



Reminds me of myself and all the wonders that fly through my mind on regular basis!

Enjoy

My first video blog......

I know its not perfect. I made it really quickly. Background music and all.

I am a wizard of the future and I practice my craft through a wand I like to call Technology.

Where I go and what I do with time varies
The words I speak and the lessons I learn carry
Through the moment and concept of time
Reality is a fairy tale with no end in sight

Where do I go from here, what do I do now
Maybe I will flip this universe with a spell
Mastermind, complete subjective interpretation
There's no point or need for investigation

There are no answers or laws to follow
Some pretend there are, they know that they are hollow
So build, create, and revolutionize this void
Keep things interesting with your own martial art and toys

Please keep it peaceful and keep the future in mind
I know it sometimes is a concept that is hard to see shine
But it will if we connect the globe
it will if we don't step out of the positive flow

Can you percieve the energy engulfing this realm
I didn't say see if you failed to comprehend
Absorb it and morph it, step forward and don't look back
The story isn't over and that is that.....


For now..

Peace

For those of you who weren't there.

Canada Day Fireworks in Pickering
Grand Finale

Is it really that simple or are you just confused.

Some like myself come to wonder why half the human beings in the world can't get along with each other. How hard is it to not take offense, to not be upset by trivial nonsense. Maybe take a second to think before you throw a punch verbally or even worse with your fist. Stop and think maybe I have misinterpreted this person's attempt to communicate to me what they are thinking. Now that I think about it I should also wonder why some human beings try to instigate others into aggressive behavior. Regardless of those wonders I venture off into another swirl of consciousness and think that well maybe things are changing. Maybe we are evolving now in the conscious realm instead of the physical. Maybe we are becoming more connected and compassionate and all the hate and violence is slowly subsiding into the past while a new realm of human experience enters into our world view....it's possible, isn't it??

My main issue with the world and some of the people on it is that they allow their primal instincts to take over instead of guiding the future with their consciousness. I cannot seriously believe that it is human nature to desire the suffering of others. Although I admit there are many people out there who seam to have a little case of evil tendencies.....just a little. I still think the basic drive for all life exising is to survive and survive further, not to mention nurture and protect it self from destruction and non survival......unless in rare cases there is a state of phycotic suicidal behaviour, which does happen in desperate moments.

The most ironic thing that passes through my mind right now in this moment is that human beings by nature are greedy creatures. This is more obvious then ironic I know. The ironic part though (and I am completely generalizing here, which I admit is in its own right meaningless but nevertheless) is that all of us our trying to benefit our own greedy existences, and most are only taking for themselves and and not caring about how their actions/choices effect the rest of the world. By acting this way the greediness and selfishness in turn actually ends of making our lives worse.
If one takes only for him/herself to better ones own life but does not take into account the effect they are radiating towards their peers, environment and exterior universe they end up hurting and destroying that which they consume. Which is ironic because they are trying to benefit themselves, but in reality destroying themselves.

I guess through all this gibber jabber my main point for the night is by now hopefully obvious and clear.
I am a conscious individual in a universe/reality which is conscious and full of consciousness. I am a mere piece of it and everything I do in turn effects it through its infinite matrix of interconnectivity. So it is completely one hundred million percent irrational and illogical for me or anyone to be violent or destructive towards anything exterior to our physical apparatus we call body. The reason for this of course is because our bodies are not only us. We are an infinite universe of cause and effect, physics, nature, living organisms, animals, planets, and human beings. And it is all one. We are all one.

Lets keep this in mind while we soar into the future.

Just a ripple

click to enlage...

The magic that surrounds me.

I still maintain that I know that I don't know. I believe I don't believe and I don't believe even that. Existence is a paradox continuiously being explored by all conscious life within it. Non existence haunts all conscious life that exists. Life isn't fair even though all things within it are completely equal. All things are equal because all things are one and infinitely connected in a matrix of infinitly beautiful contradiction. In this equality there is total inequality as well, and that is the parodox of reality. There are no complaints from this conscious vessel I call me. Sure things become frustrating but no one ever said it was easy to survive. All that matters is the balance I must maintain. If we can all continue to work in harmony and maintain a balance, as this ball continues rotating, we will be able to spend many more nights gazing upon the stars in total amazement and realize......that I am. I am aware and conscious. My awareness and consciousness can grow above and beyond these stars if I choose to guide it. I choose. I am one. It is beautiful at times and the complete opposite too, but one thing is for sure......words cannot truly communicate the power, the complexity, and the beauty of this amazing parodox we call reality.

You can only accept it for what it is and join me and everyone else in this ride.

Peace,

Samson

To be or not to be is not only the question but the constant choice we make.

Making a choice right now. And now. And Now. With those choices I have made an infinite ammount of choices in between as well. Which brings me to my next point, and I know I never reallly had a major point to begin with but that is besides the point. Time travel is impossible. Because there is no way to accurately meassure moments. What is a moment anyways. A moment is now, and now, and now, and so on. But even that is not an accurate dipiction of what a moment actually is. A moment consists of not only my perception of reality, which is extremely limited when you are trying to encompass the whole picture here. A moment is like a small fragment of reality, and reality is constantly changing. Why does this make time travel impossible...I think it is ultimately impossible because time is merely a concept for keeping track of our own individual human experiences, time is merely an idea....too keep this rant short. Not only is it that, but if time travel were possible anywhere or anytime in reality, reality itself would crumble into a destuctive parodox. Maybe my point is that if you ever see someone materialize from thin air and say he/she is a time traveller you must kick him or her in the croch region as hard as possible and call them an asshole for trying to fuck up reality.

I really got lost with this kind of stuff. Star Trek is awesome and time travel is a cool concept but it pisses me off because it can't happen. I dare someone to try and prove me wrong!!!

It's basically a concept that messes with our other concepts.
WE ARE ALL RETARTED!!

BYE

Qestions entering my mind, with answers never to be found.

Distracted, not interested, apathetic maybe? This is the life I lead. It would be nice to become involved in something, but it's hard to become involved in something when nothing seams interesting enough. What a waste of space some of these words are. I wish I could write something important, meaningfull, and significant; something completely selfless, something unique. Not having a plan, structure, subject or even a topic to follow doesn't help. So how does one begin? Where does one begin?

Trying to analyze and decypher the information my sensory peception is processing constantly, is completely dull and unsatisfying. It appears as if all these manifestations of energy are flowing endlessly with no signs of creation or complete anihilation. As a whole everything appears to be in a constant state of pure being, a never ending forever changing being. That is one way of describing it but there are many other different perspectives in this state of being, quite possibly an infinite number. One thing that I am certain of is that although this whole reality is constantly transforming, it consistently maintains a predictible structure. Experience leaves me observing patterns and routines that seam almost essential for sustaining the current status quo. I (What ever that means) appear to be another part of this quo. A being aware of it's absurd existence not knowing what exactly to do with it's awareness is where I am at right now.
Survive to Survive I think that may just be the only point to everything. I think that is a very profound point. But what do I know?
Why does all this exist opposed to nothing at all? This question alone should put anyone's mind into an unknowing trance. I really don't think there is an answer. I think questioning is a futile excercise because it only leads to more unknowns. Although it is completely futile in the long run I think it does develope our and/or my understanding further.

I'm cutting it short here. Just a little more creative writing.

Until the end of it all I will remain standing on a ball.

It is true and halariously obvious.
A very large ball too.

The world is in my hands, and my hands are out of control.

Should I write something cheery?
Something that makes no sense?
Maybe something sad and depressing?
I don't know. My mind is a blank.
In my confusion there are no answers, only ideas that some people believe to be answers. They will never know that they are wrong because their belief is to strong. I will never know that they are right because my confusion is to stuborn. When the sun goes down I know it will come up again becaue that's what it has done my whole life, and apparently it has been doing that long before anyone can remember. How absurdly obvious that is. Everyday I live and every moment I pass into I try to remember that feeling stored deep in my consciousness, the feeling that life is strange. It is strange how fragile it is. It strange how hard it is to put into words what it is about life that is so strange. This strangeness is deep. It is uncertainty. Something that I can hardly grasp. Beyond the simple every day of waking up, living life, having my coffee, going to work, eating my meals, hanging out with friends and family, and so much of that normal basic life stuff the strangeness still lurks beyond and between the cracks or reality.
Reality is strange. Today I use the word stange to communicate something that cannot be truly explained. Tomorrow I may use another word or a whole strand of words. Or maybe what I will do is just stare in amazement off into the nothingness that is every day life, until someone reminds me that I am still here. Wondering, Knowing and unknowing that I will never truly grasp the complete strangeness. Or maybe I always do. But whatever because I gotta go and that's just another moment past in life. And the strangeness that be.

Samson

Existence is infinite. The cult of Samson Chapter #2

Through these eyes we all percieve a world, enviroment, and even an entire universe, maybe more.
Existence itself must be infinite though, why....I don't know.
To me it seams like the only thing that makes sense. I am a conscious being trapped in infinity with only one way out, which isn't neccesarily a way out because no one knows for sure what happens when we die. It's all just speculation, even this. If this is infinity, then what is the universe? The universe is as far as our perception and/or conception of reality is at the moment, a good explanation of why it appears to be expanding. The universe is like our greater mind...The mind we all share...The mind we all are. The ultimate consciousness, a consciousness with consciousness within it. Maybe even a consciousness that expands beyond human compreshension, most definitely.

This is a fraction of eternity that we (and maybe others) inhabit. Our understanding of it will grow but we will never completely know it all.

Peace and love,

Samson

Fuckism at its finest.

I think that I am always confused. In my confusion I have found nothing but more of it. This whole picture and world view seams extremely flawd. I think the most terrifying thing is the idea of actually picking something and believing deeply in it. To say that this is the way it is and anyone who doesn't believe it is wrong and should be indoctrinated. That's why I don't agree with Cathlosism, christianity, and a lot of other belief systems. They are so evil in themselves because they provoke so much hate and misunderstanding. But that's not entirely true, I guess nothing I say could ever be entirely true, nor what anyone else says because its all coming from different perspectives. Or maybe all perspectives are entirely true but completely contradict one another. So maybe that means that all truth has a contradiction attatched, either way it all comes together to make up reality.

I really don't know where I am going with this or what the point is. But I do know one thing for certain and it is that I am completely ok and content with it. I am actually in love with it all, I wish I could share this connection and feeling with someone. Sometimes I get bored but I would rather be bored then in pain or at war with this or anyone.
Reality is a beautiful confusion that gones on forever.
It feeds off of itself and is constantly in motion.
Our consciousness is the result of this never ending ride.
Hopefully as more and more of us come out of the void, we can find peace.
As time goes on and the predictable cycles continue on I hope we can find a way.
A way to help this confusion end.
A way to communicate with each other more clearly.
And one day bring complete peace to this rotating ball of contradiction.
Open our minds to the infinite and the nothingness
That we are


Some philosophical poetic gibber jabber.

From Samson

SO if figure its about time to express myself again.

This is me expressing myself.
I wish I had more to say but right now I am doing fine and the music I'm listening to is distracting. So I don't think this going to be a post of me reflecting the paradox that is my and all existence.

I wish there was some easy way to explain my perspective on things. Like something short and maybe even one sentence. I'm going to try it now.

I am the result of a miracle that never ends.

It's like God and the devil are in my head playing all sorts of games at once and there is no end. Not only is there no end but there wasn't a beginning, they just keep playing and the two of them are equally matched.

I am not a religious person and I am not a firm believer in anything because I think everyone is wrong, and will never know. I think knowing that you don't know is the actual truth, and I am not a firm beliver even in that. Believing to strongly in something can be a big mistake. Besides when I leave this world I want to surprised.

If when we die we simply cease to exist for an eternity what do these moments equal to now. I think in themselves these moments are enternal and that I live forever even when I cease to exist. That sounds confusing and absurd but it makes sense when you think about it. If exist now for a mere fraction of enternity and am conscious of that I must be somewhere forever because and eternity is so long, so infinite and never ending that I am almost frozen in it forever.


That's confusing....it really is impossible to put some things into words.


Fu@k good grammar and proof reading YAAA!

Forever in the moment even when you don't think that I am. FOREVER INSANE

Samson

Same old bull that flies through my mind faster then the speed of light.

I don't know how scientists can say that nothing travels faster then the speed of light, that seams absurd to me. It's not like I can really prove that there actually is anything out there that does travel faster but I think there's got to be. Our perception of reality could and probably is extremely limited given the whole infinite nature of it and everything. There could be a whole new scale of speed that we can't even percieve where all sorts of crazy things go on. Imagine something traveling so fast we can't even percieve it at all, using any senses and/or tools to help magnify this something. Scientists like to make things proven facts with a touch of arrogance I guess. They will study something for years, write up lengthy papers only to make a point that this is his/her's limited perception at the moment based on all other's perceptions at the time and from one's before their time. I guess what I am saying is our perception of reality is always changing unless you are a serious religious fundamentalist, and stick to nothing but one specific text that has been around for thousands of years. Personally I think that's just an extremely limited and narrow minded point of view, but I can accept it if that's what works for you (religious fundamentalism). As for perceptions of reality constantly changing, ummmmm ya that's cool. Brainfart.
Glancing over what I just wrote I may have come to a revelation, absurd and pointless but just maybe a revelation. Maybe Science is actually a mirror of what religion was centuries ago....A belief system hahaha. I guess many people already say that.
The difference I guess between many centuries of evolution or whatever is that religion was more set and instilled, and science now is more open to change. Maybe our brains process information a lot faster these days compared to like a few hundred to a thousand years ago. They probably do. Yeeah this is just another random ramble of questions and nonesense from samson that I am going to end short.

Anyways I'll end with.....The saying should go "Nothing that we are aware of in this moment can travel faster then the speed of light".

Wow what the hell am I talking about.
I'm retarted hahaha.

Samson

I think I am going to start making shit on Youtube. Writing is fun but I think I want to be more creative.

Nonsense

Words enter my mind or are they just electrical signals travelling through my brain. Where is all this energy coming from? The big bang is a really shitty answer. Maybe life on earth is just the result of a sexless lonely child running through a timeless void blowing bubbles. Some of the bubbles pop and some float and drift forever in eternity to the point the bubbles themselves begin to harness new life. All hale the only god, the bubble blowing child. That's a more interesting answer.
Where do I end and where did I begin, maybe quenstions are completely futile, or maybe I am. Whatever that's suppose to mean. I still think it's true.
Wondering what to do, wondering what to say. Maybe I'll say this and accomplish both saying and doing at the same time....

Memories from the past flash through my head confusing me now. Since it is always now I must always be confused by the past. If it is always now and I always have memories from the past is it actually always the past right now. Where is the future in all this? I guess the future is really just in our imagination. Since we have experience existing for some sort of apparent time, we then have an enevitable developement of expectance for more existence to follow. So we plan for it in advanced using our imagination most of the time. Wow that is a very confusing way to put it. Anyways.....

Planning can be benefitial and at the same time ludicrous and annoying because our limited minds can't comprehend or be aware of all possibilities all at once. I guess I am saying you can try to be in control but you never will be (completely), because we are all equal (even though it may not seam like it).

I don't like to boast, sound arrogant or be to full of pride but this is an awesome place to be. I am glad I live here and I hope it gets better for us and the rest of the world. I hope we don't fuck it up. I feel bad for people around the world who suffer and feel hopelessly stuck. I try to do my part in this section of the world to maintain a balance. A balance in nature and a balance in the human experience. I am sure a lot of people would try and piss me off, argue with me and tell me how I am full of shit but that's just them being arrogant douche bags. I try! But I wish I could do more. Sadly I don't think there is more that I can do. It takes a whole civilization to make things better for everyone. Individually we can try to our best to live in the balance and that can spread globally. I think that's the way it should be though, I don't think any ONE individual should have more power then any other. That is what fucks this world up and until people stop electing leaders to make decisions for them we will never achieve absolute greatness. We have to make decisions for ourselves and take care of each other. But I guess cultures clash and war and decease is hard to avoid. But it is possible. Anythings possible.

Peace, love and Hope.

Samson

Am I a vessel controlled by the energies that surround it or one which uses these energies at will?

Beginning with a question for a title, and forgetting the words I wrote down. I wish I knew exactly what truth lies beyond realities ugly beautiful face. Not only do I wish that but I wish I knew that there even is some sort of great truth...maybe I know it and I'm still trying to find more. What I am getting at right now is that I constantly wonder if I can develope any further. Is it possible for me to break the barrier and go beyond? I don't mean anything like obtaining more physical posession, getting some sort of dream job or something like that. I often wonder if I can devolope further into reality, maybe gain some stronger extra sensory perceptions or something. Should I work on developing my consciousness or spirit...is that even possible. Do these such things even exist or are they illusions created from human desire to be more, to live and exist beyond it's physical apparatus. Is life really about fvcking, money, being greedy, selfish and posessing the latest "Cool" and/or "Trendy" things. Some people would say yes and some no I guess. Personally I'm mixed in my views of what life is actually about. When it comes down to it I would say that life isn't really about anything, and that is not suppose to be a depressing point of view at all.
When it comes down to it I just can't help but be completely paralysed to how marvelously hidden any real answers are. Everyone just has there own opinion on things and opinions always change. I kind of lost my train of thought now.


Without this body do I remain an individual or do I become a whole. I think in life we experience what its like to be fragmented, broken apart, and individualized. This experience we are all having captivates us and makes us forget over and over again, that we are a whole. When I talk to you I am talking to my self, because you are my self. There is only one self and it is universal, it is free and we all share it. We just forget and lie to our self most of the time.

Probably just to make things interesting. Maybe....maybe not

00
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Samson

Decieving myself is believing myself and/or vise versa.....or something.

I can't believe in anything. Why should I believe in anything? To believe in anything that doesn't apply to the reality in which you are currently experiencing, is using your imagination I guess. Believing in your imaginings is fun but just as pointless as anything else. What is worse then believing your own individual imaginings to be real? Believing someone else's imaginings. Where am I going with this no one knows, not even me.

I wonder why people believe in so many things anyway, I guess its because we are all totally confused with all this. You know, reality and all. So we are here and if that isn't confusing enough, we are left with no certain or resonable explanation of where here is, how we got here, and what the hell here is exactly. Then to make things even worse everytime we think we have some sort of grand realization or universal connection it passes in a flash of consciousness.

Some people really try to get it all written down but it never works. It just leaves us with books like the bible, good words of wisdom I guess but so big the pages have to be thinner then rolling papers. So ya at least you got a million papers to roll some good joints, not that I'm really into smoking joints anymore. Now we got so much more recorded and documented it makes us even more confused then ever. Like the big bang theory or the bible really proves and solves all philosophical, physical and metaphysical questions out there. The truth I think is that we are the problem ourselves, our existence is a mystical parodox. A beautiful ugly miracle or an ugly beautiful one, which ever you prefer. It's unbelivable that we are here and that anything is here. It is so unbelievable in fact that the mere moment existence becomes conscious of itself in any fraction of its infinitecy it destroys itself, which is and always will be the human condition.


WE ARE SELF AWARE!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Well...mot of us.
The ones who are not are the ones who believe in things. The ones who continue to fill their consciousness with belief are slaves of self deception. Denying themselves pure, simple, meaninglessly meaningful Awareness.

Do you know what I mean?

P.S. Know what I like to do with my spare time and imagination. Imagine infinity. No words can describe it.

Peace,

Samson

AQUA TEAM FOREVER!!!!!! America is retarted!!

I can't believe that they shut down the city of boston because of this. How stupid are people when they spend $750, 000 of security manpower and/or resources to remove square electronic lightbright looking things that have a cartoon character glowing on it. How can anyone be so freakin stupid, not to mention a whole city. I am sure not everyone in the city is stupid, in fact as soon as every Aqua teen hunger force fan like me found out and saw a picture of the thing I am sure they could not contain themselves. I find this absolutely halarious; as for the people that don't, I feel sorry for you. TALK ABOUT EXTREME PARANOIA!

Here's some youtube videos about this:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kdP8WBB4lI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0PgnOZFKiY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hWOw3y6PxE

And I love how these guys mock the press and whole situation:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJkTNJ7BM9I

Emerald broach stuck to my forehead, making me feel woozy

To write a title that has nothing to do with the writing below it, makes perfect sense when the writing itself has no logical premise. I have recently adopted a new writing style to use for my blog entries. I don't know what it is called nor do I care. But anyways I am mostly going to write little to no me in it, or I or well anything that falls along those lines. Like creative writing with no individual opinion or perspective. So now that I know that, I will stop saying I, me, my and stuff like that......starting now.

The keys of an individual type away to create and form words to project thoughts outwards into reality. Reality can be a confusing concept to an individual who is trapped within it, he or she may come to wonder what the point of it all is. Is there a point? Is there meaning? What is a point and what is meaning? Questions upon questions with answers that can only be subjective or in better words (maybe), different from varrying individual perspectives. The biggest question is existence itself, just being able for a moment to stop and really deeply realize that you exist can blow anyone's mind. Existence is some sort of an absurd thing some might call a miracle, but most people don't dare to think about it. It is such a frustrating phenomenon that we as a race of beings will destroy ourselves before we come to any conclusions about it. It's funny because we've changed our minds about it thousands upon thousands of times. Who knows what some of the early theories were..."Blurb...Blurb...Blurb"......"Another period it must of been like "Ooga OOga Ooga"......Then eventually we began to understand each other as thoughts and communication became more complex....."Ohhhhhh "Why" is what this dude's saying to me"....Well I don't know man I will have to think about it and get back to you."

Another big question has got to be...Is there really a definite universal knowledge and picture of the universe, life, and existence (An actual answer to how it all works, what its for, and the meaning of all this). How could there be when you think about it, all knowledge, all life, the whole universe is just a perception of reality. So reality is the real confusing culprit here. The most confusing part about reality is that it is forever changing, it most likely never had a beginning and most likely will never have an end.

This makes about as much sense as reality.

Have a good one

Mr. Samsonality

blah blah

what am i doing here?

Instantaneously the miracle falls from my eyes and into the abyss

What exactly is the plot and does it have a sequel. All the people collectively percieve the instant they exist with no proof of the begginning or the end. The question rots in eternity with the rest of its inhabitants, while the will to survive varies from being to being. Words can't really bring forth any closure to the intricity of the pattern's flaws, but still we all try to make emmense. It is beautiful although the beauty can be hard to observe in the midst of all discomfort and suffering that goes on. When we became aware of the fact that physical bodies become useless after a while we began to dream up interesting solutions to the comprehension of end of comprehension. Is it really the end when we die, sometimes that thought sounds comforting. Not being able to percieve and feel the suffering that comes along with individual physical existence must be heaven. When mania sets in and all worries leave to be replaced by an ecstatic world view, heaven seams just as real. Life might just be a placebo if that makes any sense at all. When it comes down to it nothing can really make any sense at all. If everything made absolute sense there would be no unpredicatable results, and questions would not exist. Maybe ignoring the depth of this reality would result in less confusion and insanity would not be there.

With every tear I shead and every emotion I hide I remain beathless and strugling to find a solution.


Bye Bye......

For now

Samson

P.S. I wish I could spell better

ELMO LAUPH ATTACK

If you don't lauph at least once during this 1 min video you are seriously depressed or something. This is absolutely retarted!

My first youtube video.......nothing special

I am sorry but this is halarious...pooor putty kat!

Cat getting caught on roof fan string and going for a ride.

The Cult of Samson. Members so far....none. BITTER SWEET PROGRESS!!!

I find that my brain appears to be most active when I am lying in my bed attempting to sleep. The funny thing is that even now getting up to write in my blog about what I was thinking when I am in the state of consciousness before actually falling unconscious is very hard. It must be why I really enjoy lying in my bed. Not only am I extremely comfortable but my brain seams to have some sort of eery understanding about the nature of reality. It's like my own kind of meditation in a sense. I like to try and remain conscious and explore all possibilities of reality without forgetting who and what I am. That is one of the most challenging things to do in life, remain in the world of imagination and control it without becoming lost inside a dream. Dreaming is beautiful but I find the most amazing dreams are the ones you have when you are aware that you are you, which is something that doesn't happen unless you're lucky, or if you are awake and daydreaming, or in some sort of meditative state. The worst part of all to me is that I find that I am really getting something meaningful, relevent, divine, and beautiful in this state of consciousness but I find it extremely hard to put into words when I decide to get up and write about it. But I will try anways.

If I am right and we actually exist within infinity, which is what I believe life comes from and/or is a part of. Then the human mind and body is actually a vessel for comprehending certain areas of infinity. It would be completely impossible for me to even express into words the depth of this design, not only would it take my whole life to explain to you a mere fraction of it, but it would take the entire human species on earth forever to explain it. We would begin the conversation and have forgotten what the conversation was about and spun out into nothingness.
Existence is so infinitely complex that any conscious entity that actually understood or thought about the very nature of its own being would be as mesmerized as I am. It seams to me that in order for anything to exist there needs to be conscious entities to be aware of existence to explore it. When I say explore existence I not talking about simply working your ass off and flying to one place in the world only to fly back and show all your friends pictures of your marvelous exploration (NOT that there is anything wrong with that either because thats a part of it) but to explore all aspects of life within infinity.
It seams to me that this physical vessel that makes me a so called human is actually a home for consciousness and awareness itself. Not only can I explore the extention of my being which is this earth but I can explore all infinity with this vessel. When you put yourself in a comfortable position where you can actively engage in using your mind and imagination you can then explore any possibility in infinity. This physical universe is ordered and connected in such a precise way that it allows for you to be you. I know that seams like any obvious simple statement for the most part, but that is extremely deep and fascinating to me. For me to even exist at all is a miracle, but for me to observe my existence and be conscious to the apparent fact that I exist is an absolute phenomenon at work here.
Now that's just fascinating philosophical mumbo jumbo to most people, not to mention that not many people if any will actually read these words. Actually now that I think about it, it would may not even be fascinating to anyone because they would fail to comprehend the beauty that I am trying to express. Who knows really, but I do hope that this will connect to other fragments of infinity and create greater order and maybe chaos, either way the consequences are equally exciting.

Other things that cross my mind in meditative or other states of consciousness in this simple, complex and mystical world/miracle.

Money is the middle concept in the human mind that has destroyed all the basics of human interaction.

Western society probably needs a little bit of a crumbling to better the world and balance out this global equation, not to extreme but we need some work (By work I mean actual thinking not slave labour by multi national interest)

This is becoming a more global world so we will need to have serious discussions on global governmental structures (PUBLICLY!!!!). Not to mention control over profiteering scum bags who don't give a fuck about human or any life on planet earth.

Technology should be freed for the use of global communication not war.

Mutation between communism and Democracy. It could be a reality television show HA HA HA!

The sequel to that would be deciding what the global language of earth will be. I vote english...I wonder why.

Instead of worshipping a god, gods or MEN. We worship nothing!!!!!!

When the New world order is complete and the one world government is created we must NOT have a leader. PLEEAAASSEEEE!!!!!! There can't be a world leader, because no human mind is great enough to deserve power over the earth and the beings on it. Our leader will be the earth itself. We will use our minds and technology to live for the survival of the earth. Think about it people, I'll put this is DUMB PEOPLE LOGIC: WE.......EXIST.......BECAUSE......OF.......THE......NOT SO ROUND BALL....YOU.....ARE......MAGICALLY.......ABLE......TO......BALANCE.....ON!!!! DUHHHHHHH without it we would not exist.
So knowing that our bodies and all these wonderful stupid little things we have are from the earth itself well maybe we should you know, ummm show it a little respect for it.

If I only could be involved in real societal structural thinking. What is that called anyways?????

BaHHHH! Humm bugg!

Samson out!

At least I am not the only one that knows reality is an illusion. Check this shit out people!

The Holographic Universe

Tinkering with reality

Pretending that I am something that I am not is the most troubling thing to me. I would like to be an actor one day but sometimes I think that I will only realize that dream inside my dreams amoung others. I don't know what it is exactly per se, I think I am so deep in the moment that reality becomes a frustrating masterpiece. I want to do so much with life but there are to many rules and regulations for me to abide by. It's not like I truly believe in any of these rules, laws, or regulations anyways. To me it's all just reminence of a past of annoying intellectuals trying to protect themselves without getting their hands dirty. It's funny because I can't really complain about the comfort of my reality. Often times I am so comfortable that it seams completely irrelevent for me to do anything at all, hahahaha welcome to my life. I find everything so meaninglessly meaningful that writing in this blog is just as successful as going to the moon. The society I live in is actually so efficient for the most part that we are lacking the need for workers. I am a true artist I think, by thinking I guess I truly believe.
I was thinking today (like I always do) that the pursuit of truth is in a sense mental suicide. It's like denying the fact that no matter what you do, what you study, what language you communicate and study in, or what you believe in, the true truth seeker never figures anything out. You become so deeply immerced in the question of reality, or the question of existence, or the question of questioning that the questions become infinite. The funny thing is a lot of people including myself (sometimes) want to leave an ultimate mark in the world, an imprint in human consciousness. To be on my death bed and claim that I actually did something for the world. I think many people feel that way a lot of times, like it is really important to benifit society and to be remembered. Ultimately I do think that it is completely pointless to achieve that because even memory and human consciousness doesn't last forever. The pursuit of memory I think is actually physical suicide. It's like we work and work to create and "move forward" and progress towards the future many say. I will admit that I am completely fascinated and amazed with and about many things in the world today but we still are not going anywhere or progressing any further. Now we just have more capabilities of destroying ourselves and the planet. Is this our destiny, our nature...I continue to hope that it is not. Although many say that it is human nature to destroy themselves, I find that funny because humans are making these kinds of statements. I would say that death and destruction is a part of nature and creation because not all humans destroy other humans or themselves. I think the main problem that human beings have constantly run into in the past and the present is physical reality, and objectifying the crap out of it. People have no contact or connection with a higher dimension of reality. This dimension is beyond physical and governs our thoughts and perception. Now you can't even prove its existence because it has no existence that is observable, now that just scares scientists out the door. I think this reality or dimension exists within our own consciousness, and beyond the actual brain. It is where the future comes from.


This is like a scrambled communication. Having no structure behind it and no one to contradict what I think makes this a complete documentation of my thougthts. The funny thing is we could one day design a computer system that can store the whole world wide web of information on a single atom. Or maybe even smaller then an atom. Maybe that is what this is, maybe this is who I am and everything is. As we make discoveries we are complexifying our reality, and we are doing this collectively. Although I am just someone writing in a blog I am still apart of it. Like Einstein said how everything's connected and relative to everything else. WOOOOOOOOO I just blew my mind.

This is how it happens. Do you believe in god, allah......or THe Big bang hmmmmmm. You are that, I am that, this is that.

What a bloody miracle all this is. Man I wish I had some sort of logical framework but I don't.

That's just me. A conscious miracle trying to program this miracle to further this miracle to become a greater miracle.

Stuck in infinity, but do not forget the comprehension or communication of infinity by a human being is impossible because a human being is a mere fraction of it.

Man I am just going to end this informative post of non informity before it gets confusing.

TOOOO LATE! BOO YAA

~~~Samson

So I went to see my quack and he told me he wasn't a duck. I was like what the fvck.

So i realize that I have been bent up on the cocepts of god and allah. My conclusion to that realization is that it must be because of the whole war thing. Muslims in the east and Christians in the west...YAAAAA we got ourselves a war! Fvck me, I am totally freaking sick of this religious fundamentalist corporate sponsored consumer phenomenon we call every day life. The question isn't how do we stop the war, but how do we keep the war going without the public getting pissed off and overthrowing the government. That's like human histories ultimate story. People spend their whole lives organizing, manipulating, and trying to figure out a way to keep everyone happy in this bubble of a reality. Empires are born and people jump on the bandwagon and feed it until the masses get confused and go insane. Once insanity strikes and all attempts to keep societies contemporary structure in tact fails, a new madman is born. This madman somehow manages to find himself struggling to find his place in society. It drives him insane to observe that the whole world is continuously marching in patterns he does not understand. He notices that he is surrounded by massive waves of ignorance, he could easily speak the slightest bit of divine truth to this massive wave to get a desired reaction. Yet he still does not knowingly do so because of the awareness of the truth, which is consequences of ones actions. He knows the power of the individual mind but he continues to not use it because he has a tender compassion for the world that he lives on. He does not want to bear witness to masses of human beings dying all around him, and he is terrified of the idea of mother nature being tortured and destroyed any further. The artist at heart struggles for the hope that their is a better way to end this sad story in the making. He knows that the war is just a calculated misunderstanding of cultures but no one will listen. He observes that consciousness itself only exists in the minds of the free individuals, the ones that don't hear or see, the ones that percieve. This madman is built on the explosive power that mass ignorance causes, the ability to say one word and recieve a wave of poweful energy. This wave of energy generates a portal, and this portal is a vision of the future. Looking into the future he sees something that terrifies him even more, he sees darkness, nothingness, an unwritten history. The present in which he exists is so lost in ignorance that it has created a machine that in a not so distant future will end all life on the planet. The planet itself will not be able to bear life for eons, the planet will be dead. Nothingness or somethingness is now the question. The madman knows his memory is irrelevent and he knows that he will create the future. No one can stop him because he is not in control, he is the consciousness that controls all reality, he is divine...he is immortal.

The portal closes and he yells at the top of his lungs and tears pour from his eyes. "I AM AN INDIVIDUAL..I AM FREE...AND I NEED NOTHING..I AM INFINITY"

This is the beginning and the end he thinks to himself. Many will die and many will suffer. But as long as I am, the future will be beautiful because I will be there to observe it. I will share my love, compassion, hate, and disgust with all the world. To the conscious ones and the blade of grass that I am now ready to consume. Although many will call me a madman and many will adore me, i continue to be aware that not only am I eating a blade of grass...I am eating myself and myself eats me.

Every moment is unique, every moment is a miracle, to be conscious of that is to be conscious of consciousness, which is to be confused by nothingness and one with infinity.

Wow did I just write that. WHO AM I?

Peace, love, and understanding

Mr. Samson

Transparent Alchemy

If I only knew what I meant
everything would have more meaning
Sometimes I feel there is no time spent
Stuck inside my self forever dreaming

When I sleep I have no control
Even when I wake it is the same
Conscious illusion so simple
I still fight to survive in this game

There's something inside of me, outside to
It's everywhere and no where
Deep inside of my self I have no clue
They often say life isn't fair

I think it is simply mind abuse
Denial that its human's who control
It's humans who are untrue
We are the ones who deny ourselves the world

So do we destroy the earth today
Or wait until tomorrow
No one cares to think about the way
Our brothers and sisters fill the air with pain and sorrow

Blah
What a shitty sad poem
I think I am to sensitive sometimes
So I leave this memory behind me
I'll read it again one day, hopefully on a brighter day

Samson

Praise the lord the revelations are coming true!

So I just had a revelation today. Even though every moment I exist is a revelation, but I will leave that for another day.
Democracy is actually backwards. The whole system is fucking upside down. Think about it. You are not aloud to vote until you're 18, what the fuck is up with that. Not to mention all the other things you aren't aloud to do at a young age. Honestly I think the president of the united states and every democratic leader in every country of the world should actually be a child. Why is it that the most important decisions of mankind are made by people who are closer to death then anyone else...think about it!
Seriously, I know my ideas are extreme because we were born into a system that makes everyone so lazy that they don't want to think about changing things, but I got to say I love change. I know it's going to take a major global revolution, these things happen when you got a bunch of ignorant pricks guiding your future. What am I saying...IT'S HAPPENING RIGHT NOW!

The truth is, there a lot of stupid people out there; some are old, some are middle aged, and some are young. It hurts there feelings when you call them stupid, and it keeps them from learning when you tell them what to do. So you are left with thinking that you don't want to be killed by this person's stupidity, so either I control this dumbass or I have him killed because I am a total pussy. That's the sad kind of mentality this system creates in many intellects minds these days. Not to mention you are left with people like me who are denounced as young adults with "Mental disorders", merely because they are not understood by the general public of sensitive pricks who are to lazy and simple minded to see outside of their small freaking bubble of reality. I am sorry but I get really pissed off when I get thrown into the hospital because I say things that people don't agree with. Also because I am human and I am just like any other wild free minded animal that exists on planet earth...WE DON'T LIKE TO BE LOCKED IN A FUCKING CAGE!!!! The very idea of being trapped, killed, controlled, or sedated drives us out of our minds, and believe me IF I was stupid and didn't understand how well the system works for trapping us wild ones I would beat the crap out of a lot of stupid people. But ya I will get back to my point. I am sorry I just have to vent my rage and isolation somewhere, I am very compassionate and loving and this is how I get my frustrations out and points across.
Think about it. Baby's are born. The parents have their happy little time with their newborn. They are prepared for the world by their own birth parents, i.e. social skills..eating....drinking....cleaning themselves....respecting others.....and so on. Then they are brought into kindergarden, when enrolled in kindergarten they are given a bank account which grows until the day they are out of highschool. Unless they choose to go to college or university of course, if they choose that well then they get a raise and they are paid for every moment they attend class. So if during the childs school career he/she misses class he/she does not get paid.
Honestly I could go wayyyyyyy to in depth with this idea. I am going to stop now. Maybe if someone would actually pay me for thinking I would continue and make more sense out of it. But what do you know. People don't pay people to think..people pay people to think for them! I am sorry but I don't want to think for you or your massive corporate entity that promotes ritual suicide (joining the army), children having mad sex orgies (The use of birthcontrol pills, condoms, ect), Hypocritical self medication (War on drugs unless they are sold by a corporation or given to you by a doctor)........Can you sing everyone.......WE ARE ALL HYPOCRITS.....WE ARE ALL HYPOCRITS....WE ARE ALL HYPOCRITS....I DON'T CARE IF I DIDN'T SPELL EVERY WORD RIGHT.

I think the problem with the world today is there is not enough university on basic cable LOL. If there was less homework and more interesting lectures like the ones I find on the internet in highschool or put on the tele screen, I would have wanted to be in university the day I left grade school...seriously!!! I didn't learn anything in high school about the "REAL" world at all until I left highschool and started doing my own research into world history, poetry, philosophy, ancient history, consciousness, spirituality, music, and soooo much more. I feel like my whole school experience from grade school to the end of high school was a simple minded conditioning process, and once I got out into the real world I found out the world was actually a world of scamming the crap out of the general population. The only great memories I got from school was the teachers who actually cared, and all the people I became friends with. I wish I dropped out the second I was put in. Then I would have sold lots of drugs, had a job and would have been rich already. Instead my time was wasted being told complete fables about world history, the human experience and the never ending struggle of humanity.
Television itself would be an amazing educational tool if it were not completely filled with mindless entertainment, commercials, corporate controlled media, commercials, ummm MTV, Muchmusic, Entertainer obsession shows, sexual masterbation, SO MUCH FUCKING FAKE BULLSHIT, and ohh ya did I say ummmm commercials.
Honestly the thing that pisses me off the most is rich people who sit there and make up all the rules. Then they get pissed when there kids get addicted to drugs and blame it on everyone but there own parenting abilities. I am not depressed, I am not bi polar....I am sick of all the fake, sell your self mumbo jumbo that is being fed to the masses. Its disgusting in all ways. We shouldn't have to act every moment of our lives. We shouldn't have to hide anything. But we do.
You know why most people hide what's on their mind. Because they are pussy's. They are insecure. and they care so much about hiding their disgusting impure selves that it makes them sick. People lie because they are unhappy with themselves. People put on their awesome clothes, Flash their money, sport their cars, flash their bling, beat each other up, and make fun of the ones that are closest to them behind their backs because they are to pussy to talk about whats really going on inside there heads.

You know why I don't talk a lot about whats going on in my head, because most of the time I know whats going on inside yours. SO I utter statements that get reactions so I can lauph.

I guess all I am saying is people talk to much shit and not enough truth. And I can't stand it. I love smart ass remarks, but I hate stupid reactions. I hate violence, I hate Crimes against humanity, AND YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE MOST OF ALL. I fucking hate crimes against nature itself.

and I regret to inform you...most of the world population is guilty of it. No one is perfect. I am my ultimate point of all.

The truth
I don't have a point anymore.....again
I think I have completely vented my frustrations with this world.
There's so much more I want to write but I am don't want to die young.

Peace, love, and understanding

Samson

A man with a dream.
Stuck in the future.

I am walking with my two children down a street with Marijuana, opium, coca plants growing freely. The world is populated again with plants and trees that grow real vegitation, the air and water is clean ounce again. We are walking towards my beautiful wife who is standing next to Emperine, our "A" sexual alien friend. As I walk a long this road I am telling my children about world war 3, and the collapse of the 3 major empires all around the world. Which was the collapse of all global industrial society. I tell them that many people died but it was because of their own ignorance to the unifying forces of nature and our role in those forces. Also how during world war 2 Emprine's race came down and with many other races of infinity came together to save earth and as many human lives on it as they could. They're pressence couldn't be known at first because it would have resulted in mass suicide and global destruction like the age of the dinosaurs.

I think I am going to make movie's one day. And invent some things. Who knows?

But until I find some people that actually understand what the hell I am talking about...I leave stories unfinished....questions unanswered....waiting for individuals who actually want to discuss what the fuck is actually going on in the universe.

Earth sucks.

I am building my self a time machine so I can can go to the time that I am stuck in.

What would you do

What would you do
If you woke up in a cage
Deep underground
Captured by an alien race

What would you do
If everything you were ever told was a lie
Knowing the real truth
Was inside your own mind

If you were walking down a road
Really late a night
A being appeared in front of you
Told you why you should fight

Didn't use his mouth
But spoke with its mind
Had you in a trance
Taking you out of time

Reality is what you make of it
Not what others make for you
If you had the choice to levitate
What would you do

Is this strange to find
Can you read my mind
Only the one's out there can
The one's outside of time

What would you do
Oh what would you do

Pray to your god
Not realizing that its satin
Trying to decieve you



Mimble me
Mimble mo
Shitty sha roo
Open the door

Peace litte crackers stuck inside an empty football

Jingle bells you are under a spell

Free your mind, we are not going extinct
The evil time, is making you all think
Stuck in a book, It speaks in fables
The heavens shook, God is unstable
Dreaming forever, I can't help it's true
Reality aint over, you are absolutely confused
We are run by crooks, see through the lie
Playing chess with rooks, Let's just end time
What day is it, what year too
what ever you think it is, you still don't have a clue
Does this hurt, I hope not
Look at your shirt, My it's getting hot
They know they are loosing, yet they continue
How long is it going to take, we have so much to loose
I want to live, very very long
I don't give up, is there something wrong
Keep on lying to me, I'll watch you loose your teeth
Next time it might be your life, because you started a fight
Keep blaming it on them, but it is all you
Keep trying to pretend, reality has no news
Communication is divided, You think you know the truth
If you really knew, you would probably put your head in a nuse
I don't give a fvck, what you make of this masterpiece
All I am saying is show me real love, And you will be at peace
This isn't no arrogant ramble, this aint no guide for you
This is me twisting the truth
In order to create something new
A BRIGHT FUTURE FOR ME
A BRIGHT FUTURE FOR YOU

Peace, love, and understanding

Samson

Oh god I believe in allah now. Don't worry son I am both. Don't believe just know.

Man and woman can't get together anymore
Genetics are confused and aliens control the earth
Microscopic truth in an illuminated pool of nonsense
We are all enlightened at birth but systems are screwed
Ultimate attempts to control and confuse
Can't speak in real english anymore
Terrorism is a mind threat with one cure
Thought I was insane but learned im the opposite
The world continues to burn
Truth of a demonic sinister plot
Muslims aint the problem
Nor the christians
The free thinking minds are the ones they are scared of
Make you conform
How long will you continue to do what you're told
Do you want to live forever or grow old
Maybe there's no way out
Out is in and in is out
Get drunk and fuck the shit out of each
you lost souls
Pop your pills
Ease the pain
Then play the name game
It aint my fault
It aint their fault
You are the fault
Ignorance aint bliss forever
Only for a little while
Up to the point that truth SLAPS you across the face and says
Hello there mr or mrs souless
Don't take my hand
Don't take their's
Pick your sad self off of the ground and think for your self
Is this absurd or is it extreme
Waking you up and welcoming you to the dream
Not the American
Not the Canadian
Countries have no part in the dream
The only thing that is welcome is you
The conscious entity that you are
Satin's demonds are hear to stick you with a needle full of HIV
Ease the pain with pills and watch you slip away into the depths of hell
Yes I am certainly talking in symbols
This aint about the material world
This is purely spiritual
The world beyond the exterior

The world that exists within your mind

Phsyce
maybe i spelt it wrong
Words are only symbols its true

The final question

Can you desipher the absolute TRUTH?


Another confusing poetic moment brought to you by

MR. SAMSON

Happy days

Life is good
People are great
A positive message
From your friend
Whether you want to believe it or not

Peace, Love, Understanding, unity, and Eternity

SAMSON!!!!!!!

Do you want to talk to me????

Another thing

Why don't they teach the path to enlightenment in school. Maybe a lot of teacher's in the western world do not even know about it.

Snoochy boochy

A pricelss find

So I read A LOT. I think that is probably why I am so insane. I am always seeing deeper truths in things. I read books, movies, people, and even rocks now. It's like I recieve relevant information from everything and nothing. But anyways I was searching through the internet and I came up with this:

The true Mason is not creed-bound. He realizes with the divine illumination of his lodge that as a Mason his religion must be universal: Christ, Buddha or Mohammed, the name means little, for he recognizes only the light and not the bearer. He worships at every shrine, bows before every altar, whether in temple, mosque or cathedral, realizing with his truer understanding the oneness of all spiritual truth.

I am so many things lol. I think I just may be a Free Mason now to. Who knows. A true one at that. Basically all I am saying is that I read this and it reminded of myself.....BIG TIME!!!!

Peace and love.

Samson

I've come to a discovery

So yes I had another hospital experience. It was like a hotel to me this time. I actually had a blast.

The discovery I've come to is that the words I use on this blog and in reality actually scare the crap out of people. I am so good at making up bullshit that people actually think I believe more then half the shit I say.

With this discovery, I have come to one conclusion.

I AM GOING TO BE A REALLY GOOD ACTOR ONE DAY

enough said

Peace, love, and understanding

Perfectly and totally healthy, good, fine, and ALIVE as usual

Samson

P.S. I am chilling at Melissa and Eric's pad for the weekend, I love these guys. They understand me really well. It's good to know that a lot of my friends do understand me.

FVCK YAL THAT DON'T! I still love you though. That's just me. A loving and compassionate, and immensely FORGIVING individual.

LA LA LA

I wonder
I wander
I wonder
I wander

A question with no answer constantly crosses my mind

I think
I drink
Eat and rarely sleep

There's something miraculous about this reality
It's like a fvcking miracle that this is happening right now

I am alive, I exist, I may die tomorrow...hopefully I'll live really long!

What is this?
What ever you want it to be.

All I ask of you is: Don't forget about me

But that's never the final question or answer

IT GOES ON FOREVER

It's true

I am sorry to dissapoint you.

The new trick of the moment.

LET'S MAKE THIS LAST FOREVER

Peace, love and understanding

Samson

P.S. LOVE you long time dearest of friends, and I promise I will never forget you.

What have I noticed in my last moments of eternity?

Life is good.
People worry to much about me.
Not everyone.
I love the one's that just know in their hearts that I can take care of myself.
My parents can be really over protective.
I am worried about them a little. They be stressin......seriously.....I think my dad more then my mom though.
WHAT'S IMPORTANT
I STILLL LOVE THEM......EVEN THOUGH THEY CALLED THE DREADED POLICE ON ME.

I FORGIVE AND FORGET

What can I say.

That's just me,

Samson.

Arch angel from heaven who is stuck saving souls in hell.

I am still in heaven and never leave though.

And yes I know that's totally absurd and bullshit.

But I don't care what you think about me...it could still be true.

All I want is love, that's all I give.

Peace,

Uncle Samson

That was so funny

Because I aint even lying

I AM AN ALIEN

I COME TO TAKE YOU AWAY TO THE MOON SOME DAY. YOU WANNA GO!!!

SERIOUSLY?

ok ok ok......maybe in a few more years kids

Peace out,

That guy you from some where and his name isn't Chris.

IT'S SAMSON

MU HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

Man am I tired

Another long hard day at work. I can't wait to get home. There is something really comforting about the suburbs!!

It must be my REAL friends or something.

I think it's the medication thats really slowing me down. I hope I don't become a zombie again.

Remember the world is full of snakes, vampires, and liars. LOTS OF LIARS.
USE LIAR REPELENT. Use your eyes to see into their soul. It's a gift from IT.

LOL and just for the record I don't think I am god or Jesus or anything. But they are both close friends of mine.

Peace out Homi's
Place it safe.

And remember

Heaven is merely a state of mind!

Peace Home slices in the projects. RUNNIN IT GOOD!!!

Another thing

There are a lot of beautiful girls in this country. But we shouldn't go around trying to fvck everyone we see. In my opinion I think we should save ourselves for just the right one. I can't wait to meet her one day. Who ever she is.

All I know is that I will find her. Probably in toronto one day. Or maybe I already have. Who knows with Samson

He never stops lying.

What a bastard.

Lol I love talking in third person.

You never know who's writing this shit.

MANIC DEPRESSIVE SCHIZO WITH AN EXTREME CASE OF ADD and a hinch of PARANOIA.

That comes with the business world I guess. Who knows.

To many snakes.

Good thing I am a day walking vampire who can fly like superman, and shoot webslingers like spider man. Who knew dreams could actually come true. I did!!!!!!!!

Peace, love and understanding brothers and sisters of Ajax

Chillin in London....ENGLAND,,,,I love the Government.
They fly you around the word when you're a superstar.

For free.

Uncle Samson

AWESOME HOSTEL IN TORONTO

http://www.globalbackpackers.com/

Christopher Samson's bedtime story for children

Close your eyes and imagine a world. A world where no one is trying to implement fear into your mind. A world where people aren't trying to piss you off. A world where everyone understands how sensitive we all are. A world where creatures live in peace and harmony in an existence that is completely absurd. One day this world could be possible. All it takes is for you to close your eyes and dream up ways to make the reality you see when you open your eyes a better place, It's that simple young one. You just have to try. You have the ability to create reality with your mind. It starts with a thought. Then you can choose to take that thought you have inside you mind and make it a reality with an action. With that action there is an infinite amount of reactions. It's like a ripple that spreads across this entire existence. What you have to remember children is that when you act on a negative thought it will come back and effect you one day. Maybe not in this moment, maybe not in the next, but in some moment in the future it will effect you. So knowing this try and develope control over your self. Try and only act on positive thoughts. Try and live in a positive flow of energy or thoughts. It feels really good. It's natural, it's balance, it's your life.

Don't listen to me, don't repeat what I say, Ignore everything outside your mind, listen to the soul deep within your own mind.

The "I" that we all are. It might just be god or maybe allah, IT, something, nothing, bullshit, energy, divine forces. WHO REALLY KNOWS WHERE THOUGHTS COME FROM. NO ONE

The truth?
A question?
Riddle?

GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS, LOVE YOU LONG TIME

DON'T LET THE BED BUGS BITE (Who the hell came up with that anyways....it's like let's come up with a slogan to say to our kid's every night to scare the crappolla out of them)

It's almost as bad as hearing "Would you like fries with that"....That's a freaking nightmare in itself

Or how about

Customer: "Can I get a veggie burger?"
Clerk: "A combo sir?"
A FREAKING VEGGIE BURGER....THAT'S IT!!!!!!

LOL hahahahaha man I am a total bitch. I need a life or something. Ohh wait I already got that

I admit I am still "Lovin it"......life that is......fvck fast food...that shit aint good for you...although it's a nice treat sometimes.

MMMMMmmmm veggie burger!

Peace, love, and understandin

Uncle Samson