For the future

Why am I writing? I don't know.

As time flies by and I make an attempt to live a "fulfilled" life I realize I am empty. My mind is an endless void, spiraling infinitely further through this confusing reality. I have no belief and only the awareness of my mortal self. One day I will die. When I die I will either simply stop thinking and my body will be left to decay, or I will continue as a conscious entity somewhere else as my body still is left to decay. I find humor in that. There is something fascinatingly comical about life being so obviously cruel and simple. The choice I make now is to continue on instead of hanging myself from that tree over there. Death is definitely something I think I want to avoid for the next fifty years or so. When I can't hold my poop in, forget where I am all the time, and my body aches to the point that I can't enjoy walking I think I may just off myself. Maybe with a bullet in my brain, maybe a leap from somewhere high, or even better an overdose of my prescription medication. The power of choice. Ultimately I will probably end up taking the traditional road of sedation and bed ridden bliss, until my last breath. Poetically common. Mortal life continuing to be guided by its strongest and most powerful instinct..survival.

The next step is what do I do with all this physical mumbo jumbo for the next fifty or so years. Continue to devise my plan for world domination, wanting that which I cannot have, drinking beer, and smoking poison with my friends of course. The wonders of young adult hood. God save the queen. I need to find a woman.

Peace lol

Ugg

Temporal Time shift
Jurassic mood lift
Elevate your mind
Bring forth a new time
Live long, Stay strong
Fight the demons that dwell within
Sarcasm aint a complete sin
Magnificent reality I perceive
I is the illusion of individuality
complexity and rectify
the revolution will come
And ignored by some
The moment never ceases to amaze
while continuing to recreate
Morph, shift, move, and change
An eternity that is ever so plain
Simplicity is hard to keep
Organized mess completely incomplete
Breaking right down to the street
Equality and oneness I must maintain
I will not be manipulated for personal gain
Travel, explore, and try to understand
There is no God, there is no satin
Unless you speak in metaphorical terms
Then I agree the energies we must learn
Negative is evil, positive is good
Live in between them both you should
Yin yang, pentagram, the cross and belief
Nothing is certain, all is obsolete
Know nothing forever, and love you self
Remember self is all, remember nothing else


That will be all for now.