Monday, April 24, 2006

Contemplations?

What is this?
How is it possible?
What came first the chicken or the egg?
You know what I've come to realize. Questioning reality is pointless because you can only make up the answers. There are no right, wrong, real or definite answers. It's funny the not smoking so much pot thing is really working out for me, I am starting to remember all the books I've read. I was thinking about existence like I always do, ya I know philosopher boy never shuts up. But yeah I started thinking about "Brief history of time" by Stephen Hawkins. He talks about how scientists are trying come up with the grand unification theory for the universe, or something along those lines.

I think I know what it is. First off I must say scientists make me lauph. Why you wonder? Because they dedicate their life to trying to create logical, detailed explanations to how things work. By doing this they become completely uneccepting to the fact (in my mind) that maybe ultimately their is no logical explanation to all of this. Don't get me wrong science has explained, brought logic to, and created some wonderful things but I think in the grand scheme of things there is no logical explanation. It's a paradox, a phenomenon, a mother fucking miracle that anything exists at all!!!!

So here's my grand unification theory.
Everything in existence is completely balaced, completely equal, and connected. The universe is actually infinite, they just think it is finite because you can't observe all of infinity because its infinite to the point that its almost incomprehensible. It's impossible to see the edge of the universe because there actually is no edge. It just appears that there is an end of the universe because no technology will ever be able to observe all of infinity. The more technologically advanced we become the more we will be able to observe but there is no edge or end of the universe. The universe is actually total nothingness that is infinite. Existence is possible because of this contradiction between nothingness and infinity. With nothing and infinity contradicting itself energy is created. This energy is the most common energy in existence. It is what holds everything together, after that energy all sorts of things are formed like sub-atomic particles, matter, atoms, whatever. It is an eternity of manifestations ultimately leading to this point where I am sitting right now writing these words trying to show you my perspective on existence. I know it doesn't make sense and seams impossible but I said it and I'll say it again, existence is a miracle. It is a never ending calamity of non stop contradictions. Its always happening and it never happend at all.

It's like that metaphor. "If a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound"

Think about it.

Well that's my basic and quick grand unification theory. Scientists kiss my ass, I figured it out before ha ha ha! lol and keep up the good work.

And make me a machine that makes things from nothing. All this came from nothing so its gotta be possible to make a machine that can do the same.

Again.....Think about it?

Im a looser, I get lost in my head thinking about this shit. Ohh well I enjoy it. I can't help but lauph how absurd existence is, I am totally amazed by all this. All of the friggin time.

PEace out

Stuck in the moment.

Samsonality