For the future

Why am I writing? I don't know.

As time flies by and I make an attempt to live a "fulfilled" life I realize I am empty. My mind is an endless void, spiraling infinitely further through this confusing reality. I have no belief and only the awareness of my mortal self. One day I will die. When I die I will either simply stop thinking and my body will be left to decay, or I will continue as a conscious entity somewhere else as my body still is left to decay. I find humor in that. There is something fascinatingly comical about life being so obviously cruel and simple. The choice I make now is to continue on instead of hanging myself from that tree over there. Death is definitely something I think I want to avoid for the next fifty years or so. When I can't hold my poop in, forget where I am all the time, and my body aches to the point that I can't enjoy walking I think I may just off myself. Maybe with a bullet in my brain, maybe a leap from somewhere high, or even better an overdose of my prescription medication. The power of choice. Ultimately I will probably end up taking the traditional road of sedation and bed ridden bliss, until my last breath. Poetically common. Mortal life continuing to be guided by its strongest and most powerful instinct..survival.

The next step is what do I do with all this physical mumbo jumbo for the next fifty or so years. Continue to devise my plan for world domination, wanting that which I cannot have, drinking beer, and smoking poison with my friends of course. The wonders of young adult hood. God save the queen. I need to find a woman.

Peace lol

Ugg

Temporal Time shift
Jurassic mood lift
Elevate your mind
Bring forth a new time
Live long, Stay strong
Fight the demons that dwell within
Sarcasm aint a complete sin
Magnificent reality I perceive
I is the illusion of individuality
complexity and rectify
the revolution will come
And ignored by some
The moment never ceases to amaze
while continuing to recreate
Morph, shift, move, and change
An eternity that is ever so plain
Simplicity is hard to keep
Organized mess completely incomplete
Breaking right down to the street
Equality and oneness I must maintain
I will not be manipulated for personal gain
Travel, explore, and try to understand
There is no God, there is no satin
Unless you speak in metaphorical terms
Then I agree the energies we must learn
Negative is evil, positive is good
Live in between them both you should
Yin yang, pentagram, the cross and belief
Nothing is certain, all is obsolete
Know nothing forever, and love you self
Remember self is all, remember nothing else


That will be all for now.

Another Truth about Iraq in the form of hiphop.

Respect to the artist

Samson's guide to immortality, and acceptance of the ultimate failure.

Immortality is something probably every human being has thought of at least once sometime during their lifetime. I guess it comes with the uncertainty and fear that comes along with the awareness of death...it's strange that we are even aware of something like death. How could something exist and have an awareness of its existence be able to comprehend something that is completely the opposite of itself, its existence. To comprehend or put into words such things is completely impossible so I should just give up now. Immortality is definitely an ideal for the most part, and isn't completely impossible in theory, especially with the world today and the technology we have available.
Let's take for example technology such as the internet. Soon enough we will have created a universe of its own that will be completely self sustaining. As long as this universe doesn't collapse and the earth doesn't cease to exist the internet will last for almost forever. So technically we could actually program an apparatus within the internet that would mimmick the human body but would not have a limited life expectancy. Then once we have created this "body" we could upload our consciousness into this new body just before we die and carry on as a conscious individual within our own self created universe. Robots would be programmed to repair and maintain the systems that keep the internet running in the real world, along with young human beings who haven't passed over to the other side yet. That's one crazy Idea. I am sure the mechanics of uploading our own individual consciousness into a programmed body that would exist in the internet forever is a little more complex then this paragraph but this is the basic idea. Not to mention that their are huge moral and philosophical paradox's and issues surrounding an idea such as this.
Another idea for becoming an immortal individual humanoid being is this. As our technology advances soon we will be able to replicate body parts and organs using all sorts of technology, and just ended transforming ourselves into complete androids which I think is equally cool. As our heart fails we replace it with an artificial one, and as time goes on we create artificial pieces of the brain until our consciousness is completely contained within a mechanical being......Tripppy lol!


Ultimately true immortality is impossible as an individual humanoid being existing within a forever changing universe, even if its a universe within a universe because there unforeseen possibilities that could not be avoided even if we tried. Ultimately I guess the only thing we could do is prolong our selves from ceasing to exist, even if we got lucky and successfully get ourselves from dying for millions and millions of years. Infinity and forever is a concept that is completely impossible to exist as. Because existence itself is something that cannot stand up to something as complex as infinity or forever.....because quite frankly that is one fucking long ass time.

Peace out dreamers.

Absolutely the best documentary I have ever seen.

For anyone with any intellectual capacity.


http://www.surfthechannel.com/watch/documentaries/Understanding_the_Universe/36921/Understanding+the+Universe.html?aid=21352&part=0

Understanding the Universe.



Reminds me of myself and all the wonders that fly through my mind on regular basis!

Enjoy

My first video blog......

I know its not perfect. I made it really quickly. Background music and all.

I am a wizard of the future and I practice my craft through a wand I like to call Technology.

Where I go and what I do with time varies
The words I speak and the lessons I learn carry
Through the moment and concept of time
Reality is a fairy tale with no end in sight

Where do I go from here, what do I do now
Maybe I will flip this universe with a spell
Mastermind, complete subjective interpretation
There's no point or need for investigation

There are no answers or laws to follow
Some pretend there are, they know that they are hollow
So build, create, and revolutionize this void
Keep things interesting with your own martial art and toys

Please keep it peaceful and keep the future in mind
I know it sometimes is a concept that is hard to see shine
But it will if we connect the globe
it will if we don't step out of the positive flow

Can you percieve the energy engulfing this realm
I didn't say see if you failed to comprehend
Absorb it and morph it, step forward and don't look back
The story isn't over and that is that.....


For now..

Peace

For those of you who weren't there.

Canada Day Fireworks in Pickering
Grand Finale

Is it really that simple or are you just confused.

Some like myself come to wonder why half the human beings in the world can't get along with each other. How hard is it to not take offense, to not be upset by trivial nonsense. Maybe take a second to think before you throw a punch verbally or even worse with your fist. Stop and think maybe I have misinterpreted this person's attempt to communicate to me what they are thinking. Now that I think about it I should also wonder why some human beings try to instigate others into aggressive behavior. Regardless of those wonders I venture off into another swirl of consciousness and think that well maybe things are changing. Maybe we are evolving now in the conscious realm instead of the physical. Maybe we are becoming more connected and compassionate and all the hate and violence is slowly subsiding into the past while a new realm of human experience enters into our world view....it's possible, isn't it??

My main issue with the world and some of the people on it is that they allow their primal instincts to take over instead of guiding the future with their consciousness. I cannot seriously believe that it is human nature to desire the suffering of others. Although I admit there are many people out there who seam to have a little case of evil tendencies.....just a little. I still think the basic drive for all life exising is to survive and survive further, not to mention nurture and protect it self from destruction and non survival......unless in rare cases there is a state of phycotic suicidal behaviour, which does happen in desperate moments.

The most ironic thing that passes through my mind right now in this moment is that human beings by nature are greedy creatures. This is more obvious then ironic I know. The ironic part though (and I am completely generalizing here, which I admit is in its own right meaningless but nevertheless) is that all of us our trying to benefit our own greedy existences, and most are only taking for themselves and and not caring about how their actions/choices effect the rest of the world. By acting this way the greediness and selfishness in turn actually ends of making our lives worse.
If one takes only for him/herself to better ones own life but does not take into account the effect they are radiating towards their peers, environment and exterior universe they end up hurting and destroying that which they consume. Which is ironic because they are trying to benefit themselves, but in reality destroying themselves.

I guess through all this gibber jabber my main point for the night is by now hopefully obvious and clear.
I am a conscious individual in a universe/reality which is conscious and full of consciousness. I am a mere piece of it and everything I do in turn effects it through its infinite matrix of interconnectivity. So it is completely one hundred million percent irrational and illogical for me or anyone to be violent or destructive towards anything exterior to our physical apparatus we call body. The reason for this of course is because our bodies are not only us. We are an infinite universe of cause and effect, physics, nature, living organisms, animals, planets, and human beings. And it is all one. We are all one.

Lets keep this in mind while we soar into the future.

Just a ripple

click to enlage...

The magic that surrounds me.

I still maintain that I know that I don't know. I believe I don't believe and I don't believe even that. Existence is a paradox continuiously being explored by all conscious life within it. Non existence haunts all conscious life that exists. Life isn't fair even though all things within it are completely equal. All things are equal because all things are one and infinitely connected in a matrix of infinitly beautiful contradiction. In this equality there is total inequality as well, and that is the parodox of reality. There are no complaints from this conscious vessel I call me. Sure things become frustrating but no one ever said it was easy to survive. All that matters is the balance I must maintain. If we can all continue to work in harmony and maintain a balance, as this ball continues rotating, we will be able to spend many more nights gazing upon the stars in total amazement and realize......that I am. I am aware and conscious. My awareness and consciousness can grow above and beyond these stars if I choose to guide it. I choose. I am one. It is beautiful at times and the complete opposite too, but one thing is for sure......words cannot truly communicate the power, the complexity, and the beauty of this amazing parodox we call reality.

You can only accept it for what it is and join me and everyone else in this ride.

Peace,

Samson

To be or not to be is not only the question but the constant choice we make.

Making a choice right now. And now. And Now. With those choices I have made an infinite ammount of choices in between as well. Which brings me to my next point, and I know I never reallly had a major point to begin with but that is besides the point. Time travel is impossible. Because there is no way to accurately meassure moments. What is a moment anyways. A moment is now, and now, and now, and so on. But even that is not an accurate dipiction of what a moment actually is. A moment consists of not only my perception of reality, which is extremely limited when you are trying to encompass the whole picture here. A moment is like a small fragment of reality, and reality is constantly changing. Why does this make time travel impossible...I think it is ultimately impossible because time is merely a concept for keeping track of our own individual human experiences, time is merely an idea....too keep this rant short. Not only is it that, but if time travel were possible anywhere or anytime in reality, reality itself would crumble into a destuctive parodox. Maybe my point is that if you ever see someone materialize from thin air and say he/she is a time traveller you must kick him or her in the croch region as hard as possible and call them an asshole for trying to fuck up reality.

I really got lost with this kind of stuff. Star Trek is awesome and time travel is a cool concept but it pisses me off because it can't happen. I dare someone to try and prove me wrong!!!

It's basically a concept that messes with our other concepts.
WE ARE ALL RETARTED!!

BYE

Qestions entering my mind, with answers never to be found.

Distracted, not interested, apathetic maybe? This is the life I lead. It would be nice to become involved in something, but it's hard to become involved in something when nothing seams interesting enough. What a waste of space some of these words are. I wish I could write something important, meaningfull, and significant; something completely selfless, something unique. Not having a plan, structure, subject or even a topic to follow doesn't help. So how does one begin? Where does one begin?

Trying to analyze and decypher the information my sensory peception is processing constantly, is completely dull and unsatisfying. It appears as if all these manifestations of energy are flowing endlessly with no signs of creation or complete anihilation. As a whole everything appears to be in a constant state of pure being, a never ending forever changing being. That is one way of describing it but there are many other different perspectives in this state of being, quite possibly an infinite number. One thing that I am certain of is that although this whole reality is constantly transforming, it consistently maintains a predictible structure. Experience leaves me observing patterns and routines that seam almost essential for sustaining the current status quo. I (What ever that means) appear to be another part of this quo. A being aware of it's absurd existence not knowing what exactly to do with it's awareness is where I am at right now.
Survive to Survive I think that may just be the only point to everything. I think that is a very profound point. But what do I know?
Why does all this exist opposed to nothing at all? This question alone should put anyone's mind into an unknowing trance. I really don't think there is an answer. I think questioning is a futile excercise because it only leads to more unknowns. Although it is completely futile in the long run I think it does develope our and/or my understanding further.

I'm cutting it short here. Just a little more creative writing.

Until the end of it all I will remain standing on a ball.

It is true and halariously obvious.
A very large ball too.

The world is in my hands, and my hands are out of control.

Should I write something cheery?
Something that makes no sense?
Maybe something sad and depressing?
I don't know. My mind is a blank.
In my confusion there are no answers, only ideas that some people believe to be answers. They will never know that they are wrong because their belief is to strong. I will never know that they are right because my confusion is to stuborn. When the sun goes down I know it will come up again becaue that's what it has done my whole life, and apparently it has been doing that long before anyone can remember. How absurdly obvious that is. Everyday I live and every moment I pass into I try to remember that feeling stored deep in my consciousness, the feeling that life is strange. It is strange how fragile it is. It strange how hard it is to put into words what it is about life that is so strange. This strangeness is deep. It is uncertainty. Something that I can hardly grasp. Beyond the simple every day of waking up, living life, having my coffee, going to work, eating my meals, hanging out with friends and family, and so much of that normal basic life stuff the strangeness still lurks beyond and between the cracks or reality.
Reality is strange. Today I use the word stange to communicate something that cannot be truly explained. Tomorrow I may use another word or a whole strand of words. Or maybe what I will do is just stare in amazement off into the nothingness that is every day life, until someone reminds me that I am still here. Wondering, Knowing and unknowing that I will never truly grasp the complete strangeness. Or maybe I always do. But whatever because I gotta go and that's just another moment past in life. And the strangeness that be.

Samson

Existence is infinite. The cult of Samson Chapter #2

Through these eyes we all percieve a world, enviroment, and even an entire universe, maybe more.
Existence itself must be infinite though, why....I don't know.
To me it seams like the only thing that makes sense. I am a conscious being trapped in infinity with only one way out, which isn't neccesarily a way out because no one knows for sure what happens when we die. It's all just speculation, even this. If this is infinity, then what is the universe? The universe is as far as our perception and/or conception of reality is at the moment, a good explanation of why it appears to be expanding. The universe is like our greater mind...The mind we all share...The mind we all are. The ultimate consciousness, a consciousness with consciousness within it. Maybe even a consciousness that expands beyond human compreshension, most definitely.

This is a fraction of eternity that we (and maybe others) inhabit. Our understanding of it will grow but we will never completely know it all.

Peace and love,

Samson

Fuckism at its finest.

I think that I am always confused. In my confusion I have found nothing but more of it. This whole picture and world view seams extremely flawd. I think the most terrifying thing is the idea of actually picking something and believing deeply in it. To say that this is the way it is and anyone who doesn't believe it is wrong and should be indoctrinated. That's why I don't agree with Cathlosism, christianity, and a lot of other belief systems. They are so evil in themselves because they provoke so much hate and misunderstanding. But that's not entirely true, I guess nothing I say could ever be entirely true, nor what anyone else says because its all coming from different perspectives. Or maybe all perspectives are entirely true but completely contradict one another. So maybe that means that all truth has a contradiction attatched, either way it all comes together to make up reality.

I really don't know where I am going with this or what the point is. But I do know one thing for certain and it is that I am completely ok and content with it. I am actually in love with it all, I wish I could share this connection and feeling with someone. Sometimes I get bored but I would rather be bored then in pain or at war with this or anyone.
Reality is a beautiful confusion that gones on forever.
It feeds off of itself and is constantly in motion.
Our consciousness is the result of this never ending ride.
Hopefully as more and more of us come out of the void, we can find peace.
As time goes on and the predictable cycles continue on I hope we can find a way.
A way to help this confusion end.
A way to communicate with each other more clearly.
And one day bring complete peace to this rotating ball of contradiction.
Open our minds to the infinite and the nothingness
That we are


Some philosophical poetic gibber jabber.

From Samson

SO if figure its about time to express myself again.

This is me expressing myself.
I wish I had more to say but right now I am doing fine and the music I'm listening to is distracting. So I don't think this going to be a post of me reflecting the paradox that is my and all existence.

I wish there was some easy way to explain my perspective on things. Like something short and maybe even one sentence. I'm going to try it now.

I am the result of a miracle that never ends.

It's like God and the devil are in my head playing all sorts of games at once and there is no end. Not only is there no end but there wasn't a beginning, they just keep playing and the two of them are equally matched.

I am not a religious person and I am not a firm believer in anything because I think everyone is wrong, and will never know. I think knowing that you don't know is the actual truth, and I am not a firm beliver even in that. Believing to strongly in something can be a big mistake. Besides when I leave this world I want to surprised.

If when we die we simply cease to exist for an eternity what do these moments equal to now. I think in themselves these moments are enternal and that I live forever even when I cease to exist. That sounds confusing and absurd but it makes sense when you think about it. If exist now for a mere fraction of enternity and am conscious of that I must be somewhere forever because and eternity is so long, so infinite and never ending that I am almost frozen in it forever.


That's confusing....it really is impossible to put some things into words.


Fu@k good grammar and proof reading YAAA!

Forever in the moment even when you don't think that I am. FOREVER INSANE

Samson

Same old bull that flies through my mind faster then the speed of light.

I don't know how scientists can say that nothing travels faster then the speed of light, that seams absurd to me. It's not like I can really prove that there actually is anything out there that does travel faster but I think there's got to be. Our perception of reality could and probably is extremely limited given the whole infinite nature of it and everything. There could be a whole new scale of speed that we can't even percieve where all sorts of crazy things go on. Imagine something traveling so fast we can't even percieve it at all, using any senses and/or tools to help magnify this something. Scientists like to make things proven facts with a touch of arrogance I guess. They will study something for years, write up lengthy papers only to make a point that this is his/her's limited perception at the moment based on all other's perceptions at the time and from one's before their time. I guess what I am saying is our perception of reality is always changing unless you are a serious religious fundamentalist, and stick to nothing but one specific text that has been around for thousands of years. Personally I think that's just an extremely limited and narrow minded point of view, but I can accept it if that's what works for you (religious fundamentalism). As for perceptions of reality constantly changing, ummmmm ya that's cool. Brainfart.
Glancing over what I just wrote I may have come to a revelation, absurd and pointless but just maybe a revelation. Maybe Science is actually a mirror of what religion was centuries ago....A belief system hahaha. I guess many people already say that.
The difference I guess between many centuries of evolution or whatever is that religion was more set and instilled, and science now is more open to change. Maybe our brains process information a lot faster these days compared to like a few hundred to a thousand years ago. They probably do. Yeeah this is just another random ramble of questions and nonesense from samson that I am going to end short.

Anyways I'll end with.....The saying should go "Nothing that we are aware of in this moment can travel faster then the speed of light".

Wow what the hell am I talking about.
I'm retarted hahaha.

Samson

I think I am going to start making shit on Youtube. Writing is fun but I think I want to be more creative.

Nonsense

Words enter my mind or are they just electrical signals travelling through my brain. Where is all this energy coming from? The big bang is a really shitty answer. Maybe life on earth is just the result of a sexless lonely child running through a timeless void blowing bubbles. Some of the bubbles pop and some float and drift forever in eternity to the point the bubbles themselves begin to harness new life. All hale the only god, the bubble blowing child. That's a more interesting answer.
Where do I end and where did I begin, maybe quenstions are completely futile, or maybe I am. Whatever that's suppose to mean. I still think it's true.
Wondering what to do, wondering what to say. Maybe I'll say this and accomplish both saying and doing at the same time....

Memories from the past flash through my head confusing me now. Since it is always now I must always be confused by the past. If it is always now and I always have memories from the past is it actually always the past right now. Where is the future in all this? I guess the future is really just in our imagination. Since we have experience existing for some sort of apparent time, we then have an enevitable developement of expectance for more existence to follow. So we plan for it in advanced using our imagination most of the time. Wow that is a very confusing way to put it. Anyways.....

Planning can be benefitial and at the same time ludicrous and annoying because our limited minds can't comprehend or be aware of all possibilities all at once. I guess I am saying you can try to be in control but you never will be (completely), because we are all equal (even though it may not seam like it).

I don't like to boast, sound arrogant or be to full of pride but this is an awesome place to be. I am glad I live here and I hope it gets better for us and the rest of the world. I hope we don't fuck it up. I feel bad for people around the world who suffer and feel hopelessly stuck. I try to do my part in this section of the world to maintain a balance. A balance in nature and a balance in the human experience. I am sure a lot of people would try and piss me off, argue with me and tell me how I am full of shit but that's just them being arrogant douche bags. I try! But I wish I could do more. Sadly I don't think there is more that I can do. It takes a whole civilization to make things better for everyone. Individually we can try to our best to live in the balance and that can spread globally. I think that's the way it should be though, I don't think any ONE individual should have more power then any other. That is what fucks this world up and until people stop electing leaders to make decisions for them we will never achieve absolute greatness. We have to make decisions for ourselves and take care of each other. But I guess cultures clash and war and decease is hard to avoid. But it is possible. Anythings possible.

Peace, love and Hope.

Samson