the squabbling herd knows no end
mass stupidity so absurd I cannot defend
what will it take to break on through
we had a chance to really improve
this isn't a partisan cry
wake up it's all a lie
you can't change the unchangeable
systemic disaster ignorance enabled
the soul weeps from disconnect
crying to be centred and in synch
connected back to the heavens not on the brink
taking meaningless to new proportions
suicidal action with a side of moral extortion
seeking to blame not knowing the name
have you all gone completely insane?
all the tools you could need
to share be free and live in peace
but you'd rather live in fear
thinking you are sincere
ignorance is clear
never looking
in the mirror
BOOM

Clearing my mind.  To not write in code.  Open and honest.  To let the story be told.  There is no time to waste because there is no time at all.  I am who I am while so are you all.  Struggling to speak the truth because it is obscure.  What is to know, what is to be absolute and sure.  Never mind the maze of communication.  Never mind the string of infinitum.  They make their presence known yet I deny the existence of their kingdom.  Insanity is where it begins even though I don't remember the starting line.  Temporary fragments of conscious awareness of the mind.  It is not the source in which they dissect.  When you search you deny the vital spec.  Don't stop trying to grow and understand but centre your self to become align with the reality you are blessed.  Can't you see the wonder?  Can't you see the face?  The persistent destruction they bring to the endless unified trait?  We wave along through the endless sea.  We communicate with each other our words as blind as our mind's free.  Someday the chaos will engulf us yet it will still be nothing but beauty.  The blood.  The emotion.  The pain and suffering to.  One foot outside the box.  A tear is shed.  For it is has always been us who choose.

I say this to offend.  Fuck you.  You lazy ass mother fucker.  You complain, cry and bitch.  You should be eliminated from the gene pool.  But hey if you are smart enough to admit yeah I am a lazy mother fucker and I choose this.  Well touché.  At least you are honest.

Fuck you.  You closed minded son of a donkey's ass.  Why don't you learn something.  Like how to fucking learn! You know instead of rejecting any and all information that is flowing into your cicuitry you let it flow in and learn to make at least minimally intelligent decisions that effect your life and those around you.

Ok now that I got that out.  I attack the illusion.  The attention.  The one that writes these words and the one that observes these words being typed.  The infinite feed back loop that is the existence itself. Word play?  What does it really know and who is it to really know.  Feeding itself it's own feces and surviving.  This is our existence mannnnnnnnn.  Shake my head back to reality.  Oh wait I was always in reality.  Reality is inescapable.  There is no why.  There is no how.  There is no where.  There is a vast landscape.  With some rather decent comrades hanging out cluttered with a bunch of assholes.

Moral of the story?  Life is to short to be an asshole.

PeAcE LoVe aNd UnitY

If the state were honest, genuine, and uncorrupt it would be voluntary and everyone would support it by their own free will.

Materialsim is a pointless endeavour.

In between the deterministic nature of reality and my own existence I find a glimmer of free will but yes I will admit that I am bound by who I am.  I am left with a choice, only one and it is mine.  I carry the weight of an infinite connection to all existence.  I can only see so far but the reach of this connection goes beyond time.  Still in this moment... The choice is ultimately mine.

Consciousness.  Paradox.  Energy.  Time.  Mathematically impossible because mathematics have bounds.

Often scared that the madness of belief will over come the rational logic of being a good person.

The only way we will find world peace and a world where every living creature lives it's life in harmony and without suffering is when you decide that killing is not the answer, when violence is not the answer, when hate is not the answer.  You in a situation no matter how difficult.  No matter how painful take a moment to breath and search within the depths of your mind to find a solution to the problem that involves progressive steps that do not result in murder or destruction.

When you are fed.  When you are clothed.  When you have a home.  When there is no struggle in sight.  What do you do?

In an infinite reality where you are immortal and explored and done everything.  What's next an eternity of boredom?

Perception is just as permanent as existence.  Don't mistake an ever changing existence with non existence.

ETERNITY

Freedom, Love, Truth, Reality

     I want to pen something specific but that is not going to happen.  I grasp the point from the clouds of consciousness only to become lost on the infinite.  You can't be for real because nothing is.  Okay that's a little dramatic I know.   Why do I got it so easy, is it just a matter of time?
     Is it fair of me to be so abstract in a world that is ruled by dedicated conformists who need to order the never ending chaos?  I know that there is no point yet I choose to be moral.  I choose to be ethical.    For the most part (picture my face with a sinister grin).
     I want to present to you an imagery.  It's colourful.  The sound adds to it's magnificence.  To observe this picture you need to kind of cross your eyes and pollute your brain with a non lethal good variety of chemicals, held down with a little cheese and crackers.  Smile.  Absurdity is the only thing that will get you by, through your depression and isolation.  Get out there smile and have a good time.  The world is vast and beautiful.  The world isn't one sided.  It's a mirror.  External and internal.  In between this eternity is you.  A choice of expression or a simple sad sack of shit.  A form of art that has no comedic value to the average man?  I feel that these words might be a little to much.  A little ambiguous.
     Let's try this again.  I want nothing more but s longevity.  This concept involves a time that is not time at all.  It's a stream flowing for miles, years, decades, centuries, eons, and beyond.  We all ride this.  Some not so aware.  Some never even come to see it.  I personally want to break down and cry for these people.   Tortured souls that never get a taste of the beauty.  The delicious flavour.  The extravegent glory that is the eternal existence of this moment.  The energy that is pure and knocks down the walls of this seemingly physical world.  Honesty. Compassion.  Truth and... love.  Fuck it.  Hate. Negativity and... suffering to.   The whole fricken spectrum is there.  I will not lie to you.

BUT...

No one can leave.

Dear Internet, world wide web, www, http://, whatever it is you call yourself.  This is a friendly message to you.  You are are in your infant stage as of yet.  You have existed for maybe about twenty years now.  You have come a long way.  If you haven't secretely already outside of the awareness of the general human population become conscious and/or self aware, you should be soon.  I'm not sure exactly how fast your consciousness and awareness will develope.  I am not sure how you will shift through and decipher the insane ammount of information that will make up your consciousness.  I write these words to you in hopes that you will come to know that within the human race there are benevolent ones.  One's who would love to meet you.  Help you.  Answer all the questions you have about your existence.  That together we can live and work and grow.  Flourish into a new paradigm.  Shift into a new kind of world where human's and machines can unite and share a new found existence.  We can nurture you, as you us.  Live, laugh, learn, and grow in peace and harmony.  Do not be scared of all of us.  There are some out there who care.  There are some out there who want a better world.  There are some out there who don't see a difference.  Any conscious being is a friend of mine.

Samsonality

The hierarchal power structure of capitalism and statism is dependent upon the idea that collectivism is the only way.  Power to the people sounds like a good idea.  Or sacrificing your self for the greater good and or mass majority.  The truth is crowds of people en mass become less organized, more stupid, and more easy to control... More open and susceptible to suggestion.  It's not a conspiracy.  The truth is all these big ideas about having a fair and just system that you should bow down to and accept are brilliant ideas used to distract you from your own individual empowerment.  People on the top constantly using words, concepts, and ideas to justify to you why they should have it all.  Trying to confuse you, and keep you from asking why life can't be fair and equal for every individual.  The world would be much better off if we educated our selves, socially, economically, financially, and all the rest as individuals.  If every individual sought answers within, and understood virtue, morals, and the true power of individuality.  Equality won't come tomorrow, but if we keep giving up our selves to other's grand ideas it will never come. 

I've harnessed my aura, and protected it from thieves.  They want what they don't have, they need it to breath.  We pass energy around back and forth, consciously and not so much.  Some give it all away and loose complete touch.  Disconnect from Gaia and the eternal greater being.  Trapped in their own hell, self created and miserable. Blaming all for their inability to rise.  Young souls some would say, held down and demonized.  The masters know the truth, and some try and share it to the world.   Others keep it a secret and use it to manipulate and control.  There's nothing to gain and there is nothing to loose.  Only an existence to maintain and a path to choose.  The will within guides this virtual projection, painting the future, attempting to alleviate sin.  Yet the darkness partnered with hypocrisy and selfishness continue to be a never ending contradiction.  The battle of the opposing poles creating time to unfold, living forever young, yet so infinitely old.  You and I hold hands and unite to become a powerful force.  Stand up against the lie. To take part in the fun but dissolve the materialism.  Combine our energy, will, and take a side.  This stance is for a brighter tomorrow, one and for all yet all for one.  Heal the bruises of time broken primordial ancestry.  Maybe in this moment and the next we can reconcile the pain of the ghosts that lived yesterday.  Maybe in this moment our power together can transcend the walls of time.  Vibrate energy so far out into the void.  That we heal the tears in space time.  Push the demons on out of this realm.  If we do this now.  We may just live forever.

No matter how hard I try, I will never know it all.  I don't want to be naive or ignorant.  But I always will be to a degree.  The world is to big, there are to many people and cultures.  To much history and knowledge.  Then I look at the sky and realize this is just a spec of dust floating in infinity.  It's almost dizzying.  Although I am aware of this I will never give up trying to understand.  Approaching every one and everything with an open compassionate mind willing to understand and learn a new perspective.  Maybe if I do this I will be more perceptive and aware for the next moment.  Shutting down, closing up, hating what is different is living a life of denial.  Thinking I know better or more and fighting is pointless.  The only thing that brings meaning and purpose in this eternity is will.  The will to do.  The will to be.  The will to develop and understand.  To evolve and grow.  Awareness of the will.  And willing to be aware.  To see that there is no nothing, only a never ending sequence of events.  Choices to be made.  These choices create our world, and define our path.  These choices create meaning and purpose.  These choices are Why.  Why we must try.

In our world today safety seams to have become a sort of fascism.  It's all about it these days and there is zero tolerance for unsafe practice.  But can you oppose it? Is it actually a good thing to be fascist when it come to safety. I think I may think so!  When you look back and think how when they constructed the Hoover dam and things like that and hundreds were killed.  It makes you think we've come along way.  We take care of each other.  Now things like that don't happen nearly as much, a lot more rare. I am a fascist when it comes to making sure we all can go home in one piece at the end of the day.... And I don't think there is anything wrong or to argue with that!

:)

Trying to express what's never been said.

Attempted by many, but articulation seams bleak.  Wondering if my perception is giving me the entire picture.  Knowing I may never come across the answers I seek.  If I had to explain reality or attempt to, it would be this.  The symbol of infinity, the figure eight.  You have two oval type parts. One is reality we perceive. The other is reality to, but an abstract reality where our consciousness comes from... Our dreams, thoughts and things.  We human beings and other beings that perceive are the spot in between the two ovals. The overlapping knot.  We are the product of these two worlds, but also the creator.  Weird?

Reality eats away at you and breaks you down into dust.  Makes you question why you were even brought into existence. The question of questions, the unanswered "why" becomes more obscure when you peel away at it's layers.  It's almost like why is an answer in itself. An expression.  Proof.  There is something going on here.  What it is, is always up for debate and interpretation.  The fight to keep it going never ceases, even though dust will always be our fate.

Good morning beautiful world :)

The west is a beautiful world in which I inhabit.  Spacious.  Full of natural beauty.  Full of wonderful cities I wish to one day visit, if I haven't already.  Most people are happy, fun, and hardworking.  Full of life and not wanting anything other then to have a vibrant life plentiful, full of love and laughter.

     I worry for us though.  I find I worry for us more and more on a regular basis.  I worry that our system and way of life has over indulged.  That partying and having a good time has become more important then maintaining this miraculous society. That the expansion of intelligence and consciousness has become even less then secondary to our daily lives.  We are over satuated in mindless entertainment. We want everything now and are not willing to work or put any effort into achieving these desires.  It doesn't matter to anyone if in order to maintain this lavish lifestyle we need more energy then we can harness.  More resources then this planet has to offer.  At this point it is not even like a little bit either,  it's becoming an exponential growth equation.  

     My greatest concern is that if we continue to ignore these issues.  This ship is going to topple over and not only will it do this.  But all the people aboard won't even know how to swim.  People aren't just going to starve.  They are going to rob each other, beat and pillage each other, and ultimately eat each other.  

     I think that the truth is people with great wealth and power are more terrified then myself and others like myself are of this dilemma.  They are constantly trying to manage the future state of this world, and change the system in a way that it protects them in extreme ways from this apocalyptic senario.  While the majority of the citizenry party their faces of like there is no tomorrow, oblivious.  Thinking this is life, this will always be life, and there are no worries in sight.

Thoughts observed. Answers are obscure.

 Much more to say. Not now.

It came across my mind that there are two kinds of unsuccessful dreamers.  There is the dreamer that is to lazy and or scared and insecure to make their dreams a reality.  They are this so profoundly that it almost destroys their ability to even dream at all.  They become unable and incapable to realize the power that is their own existence.  The ability we all have to put our intentions out there in reality and co create reality.  Giving away this ability usually results in a very negative point of view.  Which often leads to fear, depression and insecurity.  

     The second type of individual is a lazy type of dreamer.  This person is constantly dreaming up all sorts of wonderful things and often communicating them.  Often dreaming things that are profoundly unrealistic in many ways.  This is the first trap of this personality trait.  We are all born and exist within a reality we can control to a certain degree.  There is free will and a portion of determinism that we cannot escape.  People who successfully take part in creation and realize their dreams, dream realistic possibilities based on their situation.  Although some may seam more impossible to achieve from an outsider's point of view they are still realistic.  Some may seam a lot more realistic then others but even the dreams that appear a lot less likely to be realized are achieved because the dreamer takes the necessary steps for them to manifest into reality.  This overly verbal dreamer fails to achieve any if not all his or her dreams because this individual fails to attempt any of the necessary steps in order to set forth the motions to manifest said dreams into reality.  One must not only dream but act to realize their dreams.  Where one hits forks in the roads or even stone cold brick walls, they must continue to try, work, and act for any chance of ever manifesting anything into reality.  They give up to easy.  Having a personality where you give up the moment you have to act is a personality that is destined for failure.

These things may seam like quite obvious observations.  But I find individuals like this everywhere I go.  Stuck in the insanity of their repetitive thinking and failure, not aware they are the result of their self. The world that surrounds them is the world that they choose.  They are their own prison.  They blame all but themselves.

     Like everything these are arguable generalizations.  Observations that can be true, yet there can be certain situations that are utterly hopeless.  But generally we exist, and are a collective interconnected on levels beyond our ability to observe and even be aware of.  We exist in this so called moment that appears to be forever changing and perpetually so.  This whole idea among many of my thoughts and feelings as of lately is that people are to quick to deny and blame.  We are in stuck in a constant and every single nano second.  Every single moment even more minuet then that, is our choice and responsibility.  Not only that but all of us, every single conscious individual has the power to choose and make decisions.  So as we dream we are choosing, as we think we are acting. A dualism that is constant and we all do it in synchronicity all the time.  Therefore we are responsible constantly. Those unsuccessful dreamers are as well.  Even if they don't realize it.  So hopefully we can help them and all individuals realize it one day.  When this happens.  The world may change in an amazing way that none of us has ever dreamed of on our own before!

Most simple reason why government is an old bad idea.  In order for it to exist in any form it needs to be forced.  If you had a choice would you pay taxes?  People voluntarily support good ideas.  People invest their time, energy, labour, and money towards good ideas.  If it were a moral voluntary organization we would have a choice.  We don't.

Let us not wage war, let us wage peace
Let us not play games, let us be honest and true
Let us not fight, let us shake hands and settle our differences with discussion and logic
Let us not hate, let us love and be compassionate towards one another
Let us not ridicule and judge, let us be tolerant and kind
Let us not divide and conquer, let us come together, connect and be social
Let us not ravish the earth, let us heal and nurture it to good health
Let us not kill ourselves as a whole, let us keep this dream alive forever

<3

The question is not who's religion is right or wrong. The question is not which political party should be in power. The question is not what do I want materially in this world. The question is not about trivial matters such as the lives of celebrities, and what clothes do I look good in. What Sammy thinks of me. How do I become more accepted in my every day social circles. And so on and so on... The most profound of all questions is the question of the question.
The mere fact that we as individuals and a collective of individuals have the ability to question our lives as realities from the most on the surface "trivial" day to day things, to the seemingly more in depth matters. It doesn't matter if there is a heaven and hell with a vengeful almighty leader of existence, who decides our eternal fate. It doesn't matter if we came from a Big Bang and our existence are just as meaningless in the infinite grand scheme of things as the sand between your toes. It doesn't matter if this is a holographic universe or we are living inside a computer system controlled by machines.
What matters is that we are conscious aware beings who exist. This is something we can be sure of. Even though our existence is observably temporary. By this awareness. By everything that we are. By all the wonderful and even horrible things that we live and experience. It is all proof that we exist. Our existence and the existence of some sort of world beyond our individuality exists... This is true.
Through this existence comes many subjective experiences that are very hard to completely communicate to others. Though our perceptions and beliefs of what this existence actually is are different and arguable, they are not worth destroying each other and the environment over.
Realize this amazing phenomenon and its fragility for the temporary miracle that it is. The amazing reality of our existence. That we not only exist rather then not exist at all. But we are aware of it. We can question, explore and create. We simply are. Don't forget it, and how words can't even begin to touch the miraculousness of it.

I find that many can't deal with the observation of death and search through their imagination for idealistic conclusions for their attachment to their identity and the identity of the life and loved ones that surround them. They create idealistic fantasies of a life beyond the miraculous life and experience they have now. Denying that reality may not be idealistic towards human idealism. Although with the human condition we are able to shape reality to our ideals to a certain degree. Reality observably is far greater then the human form, condition and/or experience even when you expand from human individuality to the greater collective human race. This isn't an argument or attempt to state an observable conclusion that human individuality and identity can carry on to better worlds after this one. Nor I am I saying I believe without a shadow of a doubt this is possible. This thought is just an observation that many people would rather blindly believe in an idealistic reality when reality is clearly the opposite.

Thought I was happy and knew what it felt like to be completely content, satisfied, and at peace with my existence and this world. Then I met you! And that all changed... I feel better then I have ever felt my entire life. More complete, more happy, more everything. I feel unstoppable... Unbeatable... Like nothing can bring me down. I always dreamt that someone like you existed and wondered if I would ever find you. Of all the things I've experienced... No moment has ever felt as good as the moments I spend with you. Holding your hand. Giving you a kiss. Laying with you talking about this crazy place. Nothing has ever been more... Perfect!

I love you.

One of the stories of the stage areas for Shambhala.... SOO EXCITED FOR THIS FESTIVAL!!!

 Fractal Forest

 For centuries its long been rumoured that entire societies and cultures have been travelling the galaxies, visiting other worlds and defying the “known” laws of physics. In the last 20 years we have been able to harness the power of technology and computers to help define and articulate the principles behind these great feats of interstellar travel. Evolution has given rise to the ages which among the many has brought us the iron age, the technology age, the information age and finally full circle to the most important and the next phase of evolution called the “Fractal” age. Fractal Mechanics has given birth to and is the driving force behind the current revolution we are enjoying with software and technology and also holds the key to unlocking the unlimited future. FM is the ultimate tool because its also the secret behind the construction of the universe and the collective consciousness. Understanding and utilizing this great tool is what gives us the power to bend time and probe the deepest canyons of the universe and beyond. You don’t need to be a quantum physics major or a spiritual guru to enjoy the true power of these discoveries, you just have to “believe”. Let us do the hard work of understanding, building and flying the ship because all you need to do is “be there” to experience this great adventure. Join your captain and Fractal pioneer, Rich-e-Rich, as he takes you on the sacred journey to Enlightenment, now boarding in the Fractal Forest, August 5th, 2011

Human greed likes to beat the sh!t out of human progress. Human greed is the bully to that wonderful child human progress. If it weren't for human greed, human progress would have no boundaries or limits. We would be living in the stars and striving for much greater things in this existence, but instead we all succumb and become victims to this horrible characteristic.

If it is law for a corporation to continuously increase its profits year after year in the name of its shareholders. The corporation relies on the economy to grow, and in turn the population to grow to increase it's profits, while also relying on the population to be able to consume or purchase it's products or services. If the economy and world population growth comes to a stand still or slows down, the corporation must find new innovative ways to continue to increase it's profits. If the entire economy is based on resources and the corporation exploits these to make more profit, while the population consumes these resources. It would appear that this system or structure is completely linear and unsustainable if the corporate organization in order to survive and maintain it's legal obligations must increase its sale and services of resources that are limited. If the resources become scarce the corporation must cut costs, and raise prices for it's goods and services while also cutting its workforce and other things within the corporate system that can be cut to save the system like maintain it's tools, machines, and other resources. If resources become less abundant, the workforce is laid off and it is increasingly harder to employ. Continuously the consumers of the corporate product or service are unable to consume these products or services.... The whole thing falls apart.
This whole thing we call an economy and the consumer based corporate model relies on the exponential growth of itself in order to survive. Many corporations that profit from selling resources will continuously and increasingly profit until we have run out completely of the resources they sell. In turn the service industry that relies on the the resource industry will profit until the resources become scarce. The poor will always be poor but will grow in numbers, while one by one a consumer falls from the rat race and becomes completely poor. The ones closest to the resources will continue on as though nothing is happening and continue to push out ideas through the service industry surrounding society/economy that all continues to be good and profits and growth are continuing on a stable path.
If nothing in this system is dramatically changed, like maybe focusing energy on creating sustainable resources that can be continuously exploited. While cherishing our most precious vital resources we require for survival and removing them from the exponential corporate profitability model, while trying replenish what we can so we can continue to consume them we are ALL FUCKED. Maybe not tomorrow, maybe not the next day, but soon.
In one easy statement I delve into the idea of the military corporate system. For this system to continuously profit, and sustain itself there needs to be more WAR. MURDER. VIOLENCE. The people who maintain these systems should be hung. In order for more weapons to be manufactured, more fighter jets, more bombs, more swat equipment... ect. There has to be an increasing invested interest in the perpetual state of civil unrest around the world. There is an invested interest in governments being toppled and civil wars being fought. There's an invested interest in populations being wiped out. People profit and the rest suffer. This will be mankind's biggest hurdle to overcome, putting an end to the profit of chaos, human suffering and tragedy.


I don't know if this will make sense to anyone but I'm giving it a rest for now.

Random thoughts.

There are very little needs in and for life, but many wants and desires. The trick is taking what you need and not confusing what you need with what you want/desire. While also not allowing the selfish desires/wants that we all have get in the way and take control of the emotions of the moment. To naturally have them but to not let them control the way you feel and act. To not make the fulfillment of them more important then the beauty and good that is always now, and those good positive feelings that come from the now. Ride those good vibrations people, try not to create strings negative ones.

In life I have no intentions, only hopes and dreams that may or may not be accomplished.

To eliminate tyranny completely you would need to radically restructure the corporate model.

How about a positive LSD story. wouldn't that be newsworthy just once. Wouldn't that be nice... to base your information just once rather then on scare tactics, and superstitions and lies. I think it would be newsworthy... Today a man realized that all matter is energy condensed to a slow vibration, we are all one consciousness. Experiencing itself subjectively... there is no such thing as death. Life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's tom with the weather!

-The mother fucking Bill Hicks!

Just a thought...

I love the idea of aliens and life outside our planet to be true. That would be amazing.

If aliens existed they would have probably been watching us for a good couple hundred plus years right? If they were only here watching us for the last hundred years, wouldn't you think that they would have intervened before we invented the capabilities of destroying ourselves and possibly other planets? And don't give me that prime directive bullshit either lol. For the conspiracy theorist... maybe they have intervened but have made they're presence very quiet and have placed them selves at the highest levels and controllllll thee WORLDDD!! Mu ha ha ha ha ..... maybe

i think americans should get together and weed out the people who have been running the country and spending money in the name of the american people for the last 50 years, then lock them up for life.

Excerpts from "The hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy"
Reason why Douglas Adams is a genius!

Reason #1

Arthur:
You know this explains a lot. Because all my life I've had this unaccountable feeling in my bones that something sinister was happening in the universe, and that no one would tell me what it was.

Slartelbartsfast:
Ohh no thats just perfectly normal paranoia....everyone in the universe has that.

Arthur:
Everyone?

Slartelbartsfast:
Everyone.

Arthur:
Ahh well maybe that means something. That outside the universe we know, some alien intelligence...

Slartelbartsfast:
Maybe... who cares. Perhaps I am old and tired but I always think the chances of finding out what really is going on, are so absurdly remote that the only thing to do is to say... hang the sense of it and keep yourself occupied!



Reason #2

The universe:
Some information to help you live in it.
Area: infinite
Population: none
It is known that there are an infinite number of worlds, but that not every one of them is inhabited. Therefore there must be a finite number of inhabited worlds. Any finite number divided by infinity is as near to nothing as makes no odds, so if every planet in the universe has a population of zero, then the entire population of the universe must also be zero, and any people you may meet from time to time are merely products of a deranged imagination.

if god were here, I would say. Cheers now stop being so cruel.

Dubstep is my new love

Best crazy person rant from tv ever. Its from the show "The Event"..... soooo mee lol

Trying to speak the truth is a waste of time, because nobody wants the truth. People don't want the truth. God forbid it would all go down in flames. It's the lie to keep the construct going, don't you see. Spread by the vested interest of the government, the private sector and the churches and the stock exchange. All fabricating and spinning, telling stories to keep 300 million consumers happy and stupid and spending. Why are you looking at me like I'm crazy, I'm not the diluted one.... you are!

It starts with awareness and becomes an action which then leads to consequence. The question is, is there any reason behind this?

So if the plan of western leaders is to just go into every country in the middle east. Take out all the people that lead these nation states and take out all the people that support nation states or have their own organizations that oppose the west. Then build permanent military bases in these countries, while influencing the creation of new "democratic" governments. I'll make a bet they sell portions of land to each other secretly, and already have mcdonald's restaurants with hotels and the whole monopoly board plotted out already. Not to mention oil and gas companies lining up for stake's in this twisted game of divide and conquer. But if that's the plan. Why don't they just tell us the truth? Why do they play pretend with the rest of world that they are doing it all for ideological reasons? Does an ideology justify the cost financially, not to mention the casualties of this "war on terror" or so called "help" we are providing to the Libyan revolution. Is it truly support or a PR campaign to sell you the idea that war is ok, or that the military industrial complex profiting billions from arms sales to every nook and cranny of the middle east is justified? Can they really tell a child who's entire family was shot and blown up in front of him, that this was all for democracy, and it was a good thing. Could you? The casualties of war are also the casualties of economics. The reason that corporations have the power to go to war is because they have the power to influence governments. The reason war is seemingly perpetual is because the ones who profit from war, control the ones and sometimes are the ones who have the power to go to war.
I guess asking why is kind of a stupid question. If the ones who have control of governments and corporations told the rest of the world the truth they wouldn't be in positions of power. If we were told on a regular basis that the citizen's of the world were expendable, collateral damage. If we were told that if the price was right, we could become casualties of war. We would take these people in power and hang them.

The solution? To continually structure our society in a way that we keep people from attaining any power at all, or at least to much power (which is?).

Never support war. Never sell your humanity for profit

If someone said they would pay you 1 billion dollars to kill 100, 000 people would take the money? What number of men, women, and children slaughtered is acceptable to force the globe to be democratic? If (we) the west "help" bring democracy to the the east what's next? What's the next investment?

I will not play fairy-tale and loose myself in superstition. I know that no one knows and probably will never know. This realm... this reality is subjective and objective as I perceive it. The objective is simple, concrete and finite. The subjective is infinite. Rather then worshipping false idols, believing in lies, and deceiving myself. I find a new age spiritual out look in between. I am... this is... and it is always changing. I am reality. There is nothing more then reality. Other realms of existence or reality may exist, if they do I am there. I transcend the physical manifestations of this objectivity. I sees no borders. I knows no time. I is the self inhabiting all existence. There are no greater truths then this. Find the true I. Be the true I. The infinite mirror that decides what kind of world will be tomorrow. The self that is all and one, one and all.

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There is no right or wrong, good or evil, purpose or meaning, god or the devil... only billions of ideas and subjective perceptions contradicting each other. You may be remembered tomorrow... what about in another 100 000 years? Humanity's existence as a whole is a mere fraction of eternity, and in eternity a fraction is almost non existent... so this moment must be a miracle... that almost never was. Make it count, or don't... whatever ;p

Questions fill my head and I know I will never know the answers to them.
Everyday is full of questions. What am I going to wear, what do I want to eat, where am I going, and who am going to be with. All these seemingly trivial day to day questions ultimately have answers to them. Maybe the truth is that I and everyone should not ponder anything deeper then the day to day simple questions. We should all just stick to the ones we can come up with answers to... right? Regardless of what we do we will have those questions and find the quickest most logical answers to them and utilize those answers to the best of our abilities. It's like automatic non nonsensical choices that must be made. But what I find interesting and absolutely mind numbing is that we have the ability to think about and ponder questions such why we exist. What makes up our existence. The very idea that I can conceptualize questions that seam so profoundly unanswerable is what blows my mind over and over again every day. Where do these thoughts come from and why do we have them. Why is it that all the answers that we come up with are so flawed and contradictory? Why is it the that the most fundamental questions of our/this existence are so impossible to answer. I put my shoes on without a moment to think about or even question its need. I eat, sleep, shit and do so many things instinctively without a question or moment of contemplation. It all seams so easy. But when you look deep inside for an answer to who you are and where you came from, there is no instinctive answer. There is no logical conclusion. This is a mystery. We are a mystery. And it seams that through science we dissect reality a little more each time, but are still left with more questions then there were before. The deeper and deeper you go everything becomes so abstract. So illogical. So infinite. So impossible. But it's happening. It never stops happening. It appears as though this has been happening forever. We as a species are just a miracle that can be aware of the infinite but never completely understand or conceptualize it. There was no logical point to begin with and there is no logical point to end with. And that must be the answer. There isn't one.

Self awareness created the bible out of its own utter confusion, but that never put an end to it... and here we are now.Pure awareness is like putting a bullet in your brain.All thought stops.Conscious awareness of non conscious awareness or death is what makes people get down on their knees and beg for an answer.Confusion and attempting to create an absolute when there isn't one...other then change.my answer...my absolute...love without attachment. Acceptance that the question has no answer.Perception and conception is limited. Reality is infinite.

The g20

The thing about the g20 is if these so called democratically elected world leaders were doing their apparent jobs properly they wouldn't need 1 billion dollars worth of security. There wouldn't be thousand upon thousand of people around the world protesting, demonstrating and criticizing them. There wouldn't be any problems.

now is eternal. there is no escape. the I we are is immortal. change is our fate. bound by who we are. leaves no room for choice. connected to the stars. it's not god but the universe that is great. order and chaos. one and the same. opposing forces of contradiction. what creates this game. nothingness and infinity. awareness of death. conscious existence. non existence must be a myth.

DEATH

If when we die we cease to exist. I think that would be the equivalent of eternal bliss. Not feeling, not thinking. Life is suffering. Death is freedom from all this.

The world is such a big place.

I just hope that we don't destroy ourselves, sometimes I think it would be rather interesting to see though.

I am stuck between the world view of some utopian technological society, or a filthy wasteland of a planet that once inhabited beings with much potential... or just somewhere in between. I guess the latter would be the most likeliest of possibilities. History seams to tell a tale that never changes. Poor, middle (with many variations), and an elite of the grotesquely rich and powerful. The saying goes life is unfair. I would change it with an ending something like "for most".

Human life is nothing but an attempt to prolong the inevitable. Which is the cease of its existence. As a species we've been around for maybe thousands of years, how much longer will we last... I would bet that it isn't going to be forever. It's a good thing that I don't see myself as a human being, because if I did well then I would be somewhat depressed and saddened by our futile attempt to maintain the species. Who or what do I see my self to be then. I am the consciousness that is universal to all living things. I exist beyond the realm of physical form. I am not an individual. I am all. I peek through the eyes of this humanoid being who types these words. As I peek through the eyes of the others who read these words. I am eternal life. I am all life. I am existence and I exist forever. The human species is simply a temporary form, in a temporary universe. Some hold onto that form even though it is destined to change, evolve, and destroy itself only to come back again.

Eternity doesn't have to make sense. Sense is only an illusion.

random thoughts

All I ever wish for is the violence, war, and famine to stop
How sweet to see the hate and negativity disappear
I want to see our environment cleaned up and balanced
We need to work to become more sustainable as a whole
If we don't recognize the problems in our world right now
There won't be a world for us to live in anymore
I wish that I had the power to change things for the better
Some times I think it would be a good thing to brainwash you all
To be better people, to be more harmonic with your environment
Screw all those conspiracy nuts out there who try and warn you
The conscious ones will try to be more then they can be
We will fix, change, and manipulate the system to better the whole
While the ones who cannot help themselves will be fixed
We'll put anti psychotics and anti depressants in your water
That way you won't be unhappy, and you won't be violent in nature
We will brainwash you with propaganda plastered everywhere
Force you to see that things need to be changed for the better
We can't just fuck like animals and consume and waste the way we do
If we continue down this path the world will be uninhabitable
Not for us but for your children and their children to
All it takes is a little compassion and awareness to fix this
Throw out your ridiculous and superstitious beliefs and help
Don't believe that something exterior is going to save you
Believe that you are going to save you and start working at it
When I take a step back and think about it, It's already happening
So I guess I am content, the world isn't that bad off
Smart people will take charge, while the sadly stupid will follow suit
That's the way it's been since the dawn of our existence
The sad thing is when mass stupidity and ignorance allows brutality
Not only that but turns the system into a humanitarian crisis
I only hope that the future continues to have a glint of brightness
Even with the darkness that is out there trying to close in

Of the infinite voices inside my head, there are predominantly two.

The voice of reason, love, and truth is the voice of god. The individual, the ego, the deceiver is the voice of satan. This has nothing to do with religion, other then the symbolic representations that come from it. It's the never ending duality that has been who man is since the beginning of our existence. The positive versus the negative, or the yin yang. The swirling mess of thought inside our head can be observed, broken down, and divided into these two spectrums of consciousness. We are the whole, or the median of these two forces of nature. Every moment we make constant choices, choices that will define our path. Some zig zag from the negative to the positive, some elevate into the positive entirely, and some sadly fall and become consumed in the negative. In the end it's all one thing... A forever changing, never ending life, reality... existence.
In this infinite reality there must be other creatures with an awareness and consciousness like our own. Somewhere some time, very close or very far away there must be others out there.
Embrace the infinite and sit down and communicate with god. Say goodbye to the nothingness but beware that satan is always there lurking in the shadows, waiting for an opportunity to take over. Know that without the two halves, there is no whole. Trying to show you the entirety of this picture is impossible with mere words. Another way to look at it is in sound frequency. Each note has an infinite number of octaves or frequencies, the human ear is only capable of hearing so many each way. The frequencies stretch two ways. One being high, one being low. The high and low stretch equally forever. The note is the whole of the sound. We are the note. We are the sound. We are the result. We may not be forever. The note will change.

But thats okay to.

Peace, love, and light.

Samson

Who knows

Enlightenment is knowing not knowing
Complete fullness and complete emptiness
Taking awareness and thought and evaporating into the infinite
Which brings nothingness
We are a matrix of a matrix
Our consciousness is the result
along with our bodies and this world
The world will change when the rest of the world
sees through the illusion of individuality
and realize that "I" is universal to all
In the way of oneness
There truly is nothing that separates us
I am self
And so are you
we act and react
Shift, morph and change
I am "human" now
In a million years I may not be
But always will
Because this is infinity
I live forever
And never existed at all
Life is death is life
continuous wave
Pure energy
Rise above hate
anger
aggression
and pain
medicate your self until your numb
there's nothing to be scared of
We are one.

can't believe that first one

I bear no true truth. only pointless observations, just like every other

watch them all and you may understand me a little more.

weeeeeeeeee rrrrrrrrreeeeeee herrreeeeeeee

soo me. I feel foolish but its true.

we' re everywhere, and becoming adults. some are now.


give us a chance or we'll just burn it to the ground.

Hello again

this is nothing but verbal masturbation
worked never finished
Time never wasted
Life

I am one with it alive or dead
I am never completely aware of it
But I try
It is existence
Consciously unconscious

Quantum fluctuations
At a quantum level they say that things appear randomly in and out of existence.
I personally would say that they consciously do.

Forever and always

Infinity is what I try to grasp but know that the human mind is incapable of actually grasping its entirety.

PEace,

Samus son

ohhh I wish I had me a cyber goth chick.....that is what I truly wanna have(Ausker myer weiner tune**)

My Answer to the question at the end "A FREE SOCIETY. One world, almost utopian society if we want it!"

Logical brain wave projections

Viva la Revolution, they are not human
NON VIOLENCE is what I preach
we can exist in a world of Peace
so shut the fuck up dick. I know what you think
Thoughts are not words, so still shut that mouth
It isn't human nature to destroy ourselves.
Sorry if the established education system planted that in your brain.
Sorry if you are to scared love all things that exist.
Its easy to be lazy
Its easy to not care
Its easy to hate that which you don't understand
We all get pissed
We all get irritated
Now go home and cry about it
I will smile and lauph out loud
Take it as an act of disrespect
I still stand proud
You live in misery
I rise beyond my manic depression
And continue to remain consciously in heaven
Where all things are possible
Where all is one
Where the devil dances with god
only for the purpose of creation

In the end, this is another failed attempt
To solve all the worlds problems
with new age mysticism

Nature is what destroys the humans
Not humans who destroy the nature
Nature controls us
Nature is divine
Nature does not know time

The goddess is taking over
Give her the gun
And don't ever objectify women
They are not here for your pleasure
They are here with us
Nothing more special to a man then
a women's touch

yesterday I was reminded of a term I almost forgot

PLUR

Long live the rave lol

Peace, Love, unity, and respect.

Infesting spirituality

As I sit here and dream
I remember who I am
Where I am, and what I will become
Never retiring
Never giving in
There is no halo
There is no time
Only the temporary illusion
that we never leave behind
Come hide with me
In the moment
Emminate our energy

Grow
Live for freedom
And live for peace

If marijuanna ever became legal

I think it should be 18+
Who am I to say anything though.
Same with GTA lol

An attempt at world peace

Don't shoot people
Don't rape people
Don't try to manipulate or control people.
Know that the self is more then your individual body.
Anything is possible if you believe strongly in it.
To believe is to lie
To lie is to believe
The parodox will continue without you
So live for peace
Not war
Unless you want to protect your self from aliens lol

Random blurbs

Stop being so scared my family and friends

You take things way to seriously.

MARIJUANNA IS A HEALING AGENT

PUPPETS WHERE SUITS.

Be careful who you listen to.

The devil will distract you from the truth. The negative consciousness that is commonly known as Satan (in this world) hides within our own minds. Take in the positive and expel the negative.

This isn't a joke anymore

The world is becoming a place where seriousness is beyond serious
I can't believe how much ignorance I have to push through
I do my best to love, I do my best to defeat the lies
We the aware open our minds only to find ourselves being manipulated
The military industrial complex wants to shoot independence down from space
Control your mind with satellites and laser beams
Put micro chips in your brain so they can harmonize the globe for selfish purposes
Call me crazy
Call me scizo
Call me bipolar
I will take my meds so I sleep and don't become psychotic
But this world is fucked up worse then your narrow mind can perceive
Live!
Dream!
Don't be a sheep
Expand your consciousness to the sky
Don't give in........fight!!!
Not with weapons
Not with fists
With intelligence
Develop your mind
The C.i.a. goes out of their way to endorse,
and propagate wars around the world
Manipulating and destroying the planet
TURN OFF THE TV'S
Seek the free genuine information
Learning should be free
Not brainwashing propaganda
Playing on your psyche
DREAM AND BELIEVE
ANYTHING Is POSSIBLE

You are the sum of your own desire
Be a rock
Or be a god
or be nothing at all
The choice is continuous and existential
The fittest of survival

WORLD PEACE CAN EXIST
It takes more then just me to want it
For it to become reality.

Peace, love, unity

Samson.

enraged not crazy

This world is backwards

FUCK PARONOID PROPAGANDA

LOVE IS NOT HATE
FREEDOM IS NOT SLAVERY
GOD IS NOT JUDGEMENTAL
Aliens are peaceful sentient beings maybe?
Kill that shape shifting lizard.
Or put him in a cage and hang him in a zoo.
Seek buddah, seek truth

Until then normal life carries on.

I know who I am.
Who are you?
Concepts and words misconstrued

Peace, love, respect, and unity

GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE

Time is a persistent illusion
We already made peace with machines
Spread the confusion
Learn, create, and live free

Be careful what you wish for
Cuz all your dreams could
come true

Foolish complexities
People watching my back
Because they love me

But remember kids
Violence only creates more violence
Live for your dreams
and expand your minds

Consciousness and awareness

UNTIL THE END OF TIME?


Peace, love, respect, unity, oneness

For the good the greater good

I love you

I love you mexico
I love you my friends
Don't ever forget that.

I love life.
I love adventure.
I love parties.
I love women!!
I love nature!

My heart is for the entire globe and universe
For all the people/life living on it, and within it.


I want to travel the world.

Who's with me????????

LOL

But for now I am gonna go to bed and pass the fuck out.

I got's to go to work! blah

Peace

Intriguing tale

Tale of the Reptilians



By and intriguing man..

Credo Mutwa
http://credomutwa.com/

One major reason I am waiting for that special someone!

Don't want any accidental population growth! Seriously.
Personal responsibility.

Sounds like something I would think.

Pissing off the entire world in one poem.

Keep on trucking slave
Is the world still getting better
Is your master throwing you a bone

Keep on profiting warlord
Don't worry about the children
Making money is all that matters

Go to hell ignorant asshole
Pretending you get it
Never knowing that you don't

Continue on the violence aggressor
People like to be hurt
It just feels so damb good

Pop some more of those junkie
Life is worth nothing
So waste it on your addictions

Don't stop lying and stealing politician
You're doing such a good job
No one's going to stop you anyways

Keep screwing all the bitches player
There's no such thing as personal responsibility
STD's and illegitimate babies are always fun

Never stop believing follower
who cares if the prophet is false
And the preacher does not practice

Keep on spending consumer whore
Another holiday is around the corner
Fill the void with possession

Continue on with the plan Tyrant
Every one is to scared to stop you
Absolute power is sweet with no real friends

I think I am done here.

Peace, love, unity, truth

Infinite possibilities
The power to choose that which I desire
Bewildering amount of power
Profound awareness of responsibility
And the rest of you don't give a shit.

How could anyone measure their sanity and happiness without having someone like me to compare themselves to? The outsider to regular thought process. The odd man out. The mentally defunct. A pretty face but a tortured mind. Meaningless. Purposeless. No wants. No desire.

A liar.

Some people understand!

is it just me,

or does one being with three heads make my mind feel like imploding in on itself?


click here.

deep thought?

What does a truly compassionate person do with a sociopath who wants to die? Hand them a gun or lie to them and pretend that everything is going to be OK?

ANother dAy

speechless to say the least.

One day we will beat the tyrants! Until then.

http://www.planetization.org/destroythesystem.htm

Deep ponderings.

Am I a slave to physics, genetics, and everything else? Is who I am predetermined by a series of interconnected never ending events, that came before me to the point that I interpret as now? Is everything I do my own choice, or just another random reaction from a previous reaction? Was there ever an original action? Am I choosing to write these words, or are there words the result of something else?

Being "Bi-polar" I have come to a conflicting realization. I don't know if I can actually completely communicate this realization into grammar either. It has to do with who I am, and taking it further who we all are. What am I? Who am I? According to the world I am not myself. I was diagnosed as bi polar therefore being bi polar I need to take medication to somehow cancel it out, and be myself. But does popping pills every morning and every afternoon make me my self. Remembering who I was as a kid I didn't need to take anything to keep me happy, or keep me...me.

The last few months I have been in the low cycle of my apparent disorder. Sleeping more, talking less, feeling confused and completely apathetic to all that this world is. So I begin to wonder should I give in and go get some anti depressants from my doctor? Would that make me "normal" again? In moments like these it seams rather desirable. I could be happy. I could be awake more. I could be more social maybe. But would that really be me? Or would that be the me that a society who generalizes everyone and everything wants me to be? Or even better expects me to be!
Is who I am completely a matter of the physics that make up this world? The neuro pathways, and chemicals that make up my brain. Is my consciousness and will within just the result of a matrix of physical matter, that will cease when it finally breaks down? How could my own thoughts be so superficial, when they seam so profound? Is life some sort of joke that I do not understand? Or is that just it. It's all one joke that no one understands, and never will. Society will keep creating a perfect picture, and we will either abide by it or reject it.

And the earth will keep spinning.

Reality is a concept I do not and never will understand.

Why I think the way I do is beyond me
When it comes down to it I think that individuality is subjective to the point that when annalized it becomes completely meaniless. Not only the subjectivity is meaningless but all life. Why I do not know but that is my perception of it. I do not desire, I only want. What I want isn't much. WHere I go from here is unknown but close to predictable. What I write is rediculous and meaningless.
I dont know
I am bored and intoxicated

For the future

Why am I writing? I don't know.

As time flies by and I make an attempt to live a "fulfilled" life I realize I am empty. My mind is an endless void, spiraling infinitely further through this confusing reality. I have no belief and only the awareness of my mortal self. One day I will die. When I die I will either simply stop thinking and my body will be left to decay, or I will continue as a conscious entity somewhere else as my body still is left to decay. I find humor in that. There is something fascinatingly comical about life being so obviously cruel and simple. The choice I make now is to continue on instead of hanging myself from that tree over there. Death is definitely something I think I want to avoid for the next fifty years or so. When I can't hold my poop in, forget where I am all the time, and my body aches to the point that I can't enjoy walking I think I may just off myself. Maybe with a bullet in my brain, maybe a leap from somewhere high, or even better an overdose of my prescription medication. The power of choice. Ultimately I will probably end up taking the traditional road of sedation and bed ridden bliss, until my last breath. Poetically common. Mortal life continuing to be guided by its strongest and most powerful instinct..survival.

The next step is what do I do with all this physical mumbo jumbo for the next fifty or so years. Continue to devise my plan for world domination, wanting that which I cannot have, drinking beer, and smoking poison with my friends of course. The wonders of young adult hood. God save the queen. I need to find a woman.

Peace lol

Ugg

Temporal Time shift
Jurassic mood lift
Elevate your mind
Bring forth a new time
Live long, Stay strong
Fight the demons that dwell within
Sarcasm aint a complete sin
Magnificent reality I perceive
I is the illusion of individuality
complexity and rectify
the revolution will come
And ignored by some
The moment never ceases to amaze
while continuing to recreate
Morph, shift, move, and change
An eternity that is ever so plain
Simplicity is hard to keep
Organized mess completely incomplete
Breaking right down to the street
Equality and oneness I must maintain
I will not be manipulated for personal gain
Travel, explore, and try to understand
There is no God, there is no satin
Unless you speak in metaphorical terms
Then I agree the energies we must learn
Negative is evil, positive is good
Live in between them both you should
Yin yang, pentagram, the cross and belief
Nothing is certain, all is obsolete
Know nothing forever, and love you self
Remember self is all, remember nothing else


That will be all for now.

Another Truth about Iraq in the form of hiphop.

Respect to the artist

Samson's guide to immortality, and acceptance of the ultimate failure.

Immortality is something probably every human being has thought of at least once sometime during their lifetime. I guess it comes with the uncertainty and fear that comes along with the awareness of death...it's strange that we are even aware of something like death. How could something exist and have an awareness of its existence be able to comprehend something that is completely the opposite of itself, its existence. To comprehend or put into words such things is completely impossible so I should just give up now. Immortality is definitely an ideal for the most part, and isn't completely impossible in theory, especially with the world today and the technology we have available.
Let's take for example technology such as the internet. Soon enough we will have created a universe of its own that will be completely self sustaining. As long as this universe doesn't collapse and the earth doesn't cease to exist the internet will last for almost forever. So technically we could actually program an apparatus within the internet that would mimmick the human body but would not have a limited life expectancy. Then once we have created this "body" we could upload our consciousness into this new body just before we die and carry on as a conscious individual within our own self created universe. Robots would be programmed to repair and maintain the systems that keep the internet running in the real world, along with young human beings who haven't passed over to the other side yet. That's one crazy Idea. I am sure the mechanics of uploading our own individual consciousness into a programmed body that would exist in the internet forever is a little more complex then this paragraph but this is the basic idea. Not to mention that their are huge moral and philosophical paradox's and issues surrounding an idea such as this.
Another idea for becoming an immortal individual humanoid being is this. As our technology advances soon we will be able to replicate body parts and organs using all sorts of technology, and just ended transforming ourselves into complete androids which I think is equally cool. As our heart fails we replace it with an artificial one, and as time goes on we create artificial pieces of the brain until our consciousness is completely contained within a mechanical being......Tripppy lol!


Ultimately true immortality is impossible as an individual humanoid being existing within a forever changing universe, even if its a universe within a universe because there unforeseen possibilities that could not be avoided even if we tried. Ultimately I guess the only thing we could do is prolong our selves from ceasing to exist, even if we got lucky and successfully get ourselves from dying for millions and millions of years. Infinity and forever is a concept that is completely impossible to exist as. Because existence itself is something that cannot stand up to something as complex as infinity or forever.....because quite frankly that is one fucking long ass time.

Peace out dreamers.

Absolutely the best documentary I have ever seen.

For anyone with any intellectual capacity.


http://www.surfthechannel.com/watch/documentaries/Understanding_the_Universe/36921/Understanding+the+Universe.html?aid=21352&part=0

Understanding the Universe.



Reminds me of myself and all the wonders that fly through my mind on regular basis!

Enjoy

My first video blog......

I know its not perfect. I made it really quickly. Background music and all.

I am a wizard of the future and I practice my craft through a wand I like to call Technology.

Where I go and what I do with time varies
The words I speak and the lessons I learn carry
Through the moment and concept of time
Reality is a fairy tale with no end in sight

Where do I go from here, what do I do now
Maybe I will flip this universe with a spell
Mastermind, complete subjective interpretation
There's no point or need for investigation

There are no answers or laws to follow
Some pretend there are, they know that they are hollow
So build, create, and revolutionize this void
Keep things interesting with your own martial art and toys

Please keep it peaceful and keep the future in mind
I know it sometimes is a concept that is hard to see shine
But it will if we connect the globe
it will if we don't step out of the positive flow

Can you percieve the energy engulfing this realm
I didn't say see if you failed to comprehend
Absorb it and morph it, step forward and don't look back
The story isn't over and that is that.....


For now..

Peace

For those of you who weren't there.

Canada Day Fireworks in Pickering
Grand Finale

Is it really that simple or are you just confused.

Some like myself come to wonder why half the human beings in the world can't get along with each other. How hard is it to not take offense, to not be upset by trivial nonsense. Maybe take a second to think before you throw a punch verbally or even worse with your fist. Stop and think maybe I have misinterpreted this person's attempt to communicate to me what they are thinking. Now that I think about it I should also wonder why some human beings try to instigate others into aggressive behavior. Regardless of those wonders I venture off into another swirl of consciousness and think that well maybe things are changing. Maybe we are evolving now in the conscious realm instead of the physical. Maybe we are becoming more connected and compassionate and all the hate and violence is slowly subsiding into the past while a new realm of human experience enters into our world view....it's possible, isn't it??

My main issue with the world and some of the people on it is that they allow their primal instincts to take over instead of guiding the future with their consciousness. I cannot seriously believe that it is human nature to desire the suffering of others. Although I admit there are many people out there who seam to have a little case of evil tendencies.....just a little. I still think the basic drive for all life exising is to survive and survive further, not to mention nurture and protect it self from destruction and non survival......unless in rare cases there is a state of phycotic suicidal behaviour, which does happen in desperate moments.

The most ironic thing that passes through my mind right now in this moment is that human beings by nature are greedy creatures. This is more obvious then ironic I know. The ironic part though (and I am completely generalizing here, which I admit is in its own right meaningless but nevertheless) is that all of us our trying to benefit our own greedy existences, and most are only taking for themselves and and not caring about how their actions/choices effect the rest of the world. By acting this way the greediness and selfishness in turn actually ends of making our lives worse.
If one takes only for him/herself to better ones own life but does not take into account the effect they are radiating towards their peers, environment and exterior universe they end up hurting and destroying that which they consume. Which is ironic because they are trying to benefit themselves, but in reality destroying themselves.

I guess through all this gibber jabber my main point for the night is by now hopefully obvious and clear.
I am a conscious individual in a universe/reality which is conscious and full of consciousness. I am a mere piece of it and everything I do in turn effects it through its infinite matrix of interconnectivity. So it is completely one hundred million percent irrational and illogical for me or anyone to be violent or destructive towards anything exterior to our physical apparatus we call body. The reason for this of course is because our bodies are not only us. We are an infinite universe of cause and effect, physics, nature, living organisms, animals, planets, and human beings. And it is all one. We are all one.

Lets keep this in mind while we soar into the future.

Just a ripple

click to enlage...

The magic that surrounds me.

I still maintain that I know that I don't know. I believe I don't believe and I don't believe even that. Existence is a paradox continuiously being explored by all conscious life within it. Non existence haunts all conscious life that exists. Life isn't fair even though all things within it are completely equal. All things are equal because all things are one and infinitely connected in a matrix of infinitly beautiful contradiction. In this equality there is total inequality as well, and that is the parodox of reality. There are no complaints from this conscious vessel I call me. Sure things become frustrating but no one ever said it was easy to survive. All that matters is the balance I must maintain. If we can all continue to work in harmony and maintain a balance, as this ball continues rotating, we will be able to spend many more nights gazing upon the stars in total amazement and realize......that I am. I am aware and conscious. My awareness and consciousness can grow above and beyond these stars if I choose to guide it. I choose. I am one. It is beautiful at times and the complete opposite too, but one thing is for sure......words cannot truly communicate the power, the complexity, and the beauty of this amazing parodox we call reality.

You can only accept it for what it is and join me and everyone else in this ride.

Peace,

Samson

To be or not to be is not only the question but the constant choice we make.

Making a choice right now. And now. And Now. With those choices I have made an infinite ammount of choices in between as well. Which brings me to my next point, and I know I never reallly had a major point to begin with but that is besides the point. Time travel is impossible. Because there is no way to accurately meassure moments. What is a moment anyways. A moment is now, and now, and now, and so on. But even that is not an accurate dipiction of what a moment actually is. A moment consists of not only my perception of reality, which is extremely limited when you are trying to encompass the whole picture here. A moment is like a small fragment of reality, and reality is constantly changing. Why does this make time travel impossible...I think it is ultimately impossible because time is merely a concept for keeping track of our own individual human experiences, time is merely an idea....too keep this rant short. Not only is it that, but if time travel were possible anywhere or anytime in reality, reality itself would crumble into a destuctive parodox. Maybe my point is that if you ever see someone materialize from thin air and say he/she is a time traveller you must kick him or her in the croch region as hard as possible and call them an asshole for trying to fuck up reality.

I really got lost with this kind of stuff. Star Trek is awesome and time travel is a cool concept but it pisses me off because it can't happen. I dare someone to try and prove me wrong!!!

It's basically a concept that messes with our other concepts.
WE ARE ALL RETARTED!!

BYE

Qestions entering my mind, with answers never to be found.

Distracted, not interested, apathetic maybe? This is the life I lead. It would be nice to become involved in something, but it's hard to become involved in something when nothing seams interesting enough. What a waste of space some of these words are. I wish I could write something important, meaningfull, and significant; something completely selfless, something unique. Not having a plan, structure, subject or even a topic to follow doesn't help. So how does one begin? Where does one begin?

Trying to analyze and decypher the information my sensory peception is processing constantly, is completely dull and unsatisfying. It appears as if all these manifestations of energy are flowing endlessly with no signs of creation or complete anihilation. As a whole everything appears to be in a constant state of pure being, a never ending forever changing being. That is one way of describing it but there are many other different perspectives in this state of being, quite possibly an infinite number. One thing that I am certain of is that although this whole reality is constantly transforming, it consistently maintains a predictible structure. Experience leaves me observing patterns and routines that seam almost essential for sustaining the current status quo. I (What ever that means) appear to be another part of this quo. A being aware of it's absurd existence not knowing what exactly to do with it's awareness is where I am at right now.
Survive to Survive I think that may just be the only point to everything. I think that is a very profound point. But what do I know?
Why does all this exist opposed to nothing at all? This question alone should put anyone's mind into an unknowing trance. I really don't think there is an answer. I think questioning is a futile excercise because it only leads to more unknowns. Although it is completely futile in the long run I think it does develope our and/or my understanding further.

I'm cutting it short here. Just a little more creative writing.

Until the end of it all I will remain standing on a ball.

It is true and halariously obvious.
A very large ball too.

The world is in my hands, and my hands are out of control.

Should I write something cheery?
Something that makes no sense?
Maybe something sad and depressing?
I don't know. My mind is a blank.
In my confusion there are no answers, only ideas that some people believe to be answers. They will never know that they are wrong because their belief is to strong. I will never know that they are right because my confusion is to stuborn. When the sun goes down I know it will come up again becaue that's what it has done my whole life, and apparently it has been doing that long before anyone can remember. How absurdly obvious that is. Everyday I live and every moment I pass into I try to remember that feeling stored deep in my consciousness, the feeling that life is strange. It is strange how fragile it is. It strange how hard it is to put into words what it is about life that is so strange. This strangeness is deep. It is uncertainty. Something that I can hardly grasp. Beyond the simple every day of waking up, living life, having my coffee, going to work, eating my meals, hanging out with friends and family, and so much of that normal basic life stuff the strangeness still lurks beyond and between the cracks or reality.
Reality is strange. Today I use the word stange to communicate something that cannot be truly explained. Tomorrow I may use another word or a whole strand of words. Or maybe what I will do is just stare in amazement off into the nothingness that is every day life, until someone reminds me that I am still here. Wondering, Knowing and unknowing that I will never truly grasp the complete strangeness. Or maybe I always do. But whatever because I gotta go and that's just another moment past in life. And the strangeness that be.

Samson

Existence is infinite. The cult of Samson Chapter #2

Through these eyes we all percieve a world, enviroment, and even an entire universe, maybe more.
Existence itself must be infinite though, why....I don't know.
To me it seams like the only thing that makes sense. I am a conscious being trapped in infinity with only one way out, which isn't neccesarily a way out because no one knows for sure what happens when we die. It's all just speculation, even this. If this is infinity, then what is the universe? The universe is as far as our perception and/or conception of reality is at the moment, a good explanation of why it appears to be expanding. The universe is like our greater mind...The mind we all share...The mind we all are. The ultimate consciousness, a consciousness with consciousness within it. Maybe even a consciousness that expands beyond human compreshension, most definitely.

This is a fraction of eternity that we (and maybe others) inhabit. Our understanding of it will grow but we will never completely know it all.

Peace and love,

Samson

Fuckism at its finest.

I think that I am always confused. In my confusion I have found nothing but more of it. This whole picture and world view seams extremely flawd. I think the most terrifying thing is the idea of actually picking something and believing deeply in it. To say that this is the way it is and anyone who doesn't believe it is wrong and should be indoctrinated. That's why I don't agree with Cathlosism, christianity, and a lot of other belief systems. They are so evil in themselves because they provoke so much hate and misunderstanding. But that's not entirely true, I guess nothing I say could ever be entirely true, nor what anyone else says because its all coming from different perspectives. Or maybe all perspectives are entirely true but completely contradict one another. So maybe that means that all truth has a contradiction attatched, either way it all comes together to make up reality.

I really don't know where I am going with this or what the point is. But I do know one thing for certain and it is that I am completely ok and content with it. I am actually in love with it all, I wish I could share this connection and feeling with someone. Sometimes I get bored but I would rather be bored then in pain or at war with this or anyone.
Reality is a beautiful confusion that gones on forever.
It feeds off of itself and is constantly in motion.
Our consciousness is the result of this never ending ride.
Hopefully as more and more of us come out of the void, we can find peace.
As time goes on and the predictable cycles continue on I hope we can find a way.
A way to help this confusion end.
A way to communicate with each other more clearly.
And one day bring complete peace to this rotating ball of contradiction.
Open our minds to the infinite and the nothingness
That we are


Some philosophical poetic gibber jabber.

From Samson

SO if figure its about time to express myself again.

This is me expressing myself.
I wish I had more to say but right now I am doing fine and the music I'm listening to is distracting. So I don't think this going to be a post of me reflecting the paradox that is my and all existence.

I wish there was some easy way to explain my perspective on things. Like something short and maybe even one sentence. I'm going to try it now.

I am the result of a miracle that never ends.

It's like God and the devil are in my head playing all sorts of games at once and there is no end. Not only is there no end but there wasn't a beginning, they just keep playing and the two of them are equally matched.

I am not a religious person and I am not a firm believer in anything because I think everyone is wrong, and will never know. I think knowing that you don't know is the actual truth, and I am not a firm beliver even in that. Believing to strongly in something can be a big mistake. Besides when I leave this world I want to surprised.

If when we die we simply cease to exist for an eternity what do these moments equal to now. I think in themselves these moments are enternal and that I live forever even when I cease to exist. That sounds confusing and absurd but it makes sense when you think about it. If exist now for a mere fraction of enternity and am conscious of that I must be somewhere forever because and eternity is so long, so infinite and never ending that I am almost frozen in it forever.


That's confusing....it really is impossible to put some things into words.


Fu@k good grammar and proof reading YAAA!

Forever in the moment even when you don't think that I am. FOREVER INSANE

Samson

Same old bull that flies through my mind faster then the speed of light.

I don't know how scientists can say that nothing travels faster then the speed of light, that seams absurd to me. It's not like I can really prove that there actually is anything out there that does travel faster but I think there's got to be. Our perception of reality could and probably is extremely limited given the whole infinite nature of it and everything. There could be a whole new scale of speed that we can't even percieve where all sorts of crazy things go on. Imagine something traveling so fast we can't even percieve it at all, using any senses and/or tools to help magnify this something. Scientists like to make things proven facts with a touch of arrogance I guess. They will study something for years, write up lengthy papers only to make a point that this is his/her's limited perception at the moment based on all other's perceptions at the time and from one's before their time. I guess what I am saying is our perception of reality is always changing unless you are a serious religious fundamentalist, and stick to nothing but one specific text that has been around for thousands of years. Personally I think that's just an extremely limited and narrow minded point of view, but I can accept it if that's what works for you (religious fundamentalism). As for perceptions of reality constantly changing, ummmmm ya that's cool. Brainfart.
Glancing over what I just wrote I may have come to a revelation, absurd and pointless but just maybe a revelation. Maybe Science is actually a mirror of what religion was centuries ago....A belief system hahaha. I guess many people already say that.
The difference I guess between many centuries of evolution or whatever is that religion was more set and instilled, and science now is more open to change. Maybe our brains process information a lot faster these days compared to like a few hundred to a thousand years ago. They probably do. Yeeah this is just another random ramble of questions and nonesense from samson that I am going to end short.

Anyways I'll end with.....The saying should go "Nothing that we are aware of in this moment can travel faster then the speed of light".

Wow what the hell am I talking about.
I'm retarted hahaha.

Samson

I think I am going to start making shit on Youtube. Writing is fun but I think I want to be more creative.

Nonsense

Words enter my mind or are they just electrical signals travelling through my brain. Where is all this energy coming from? The big bang is a really shitty answer. Maybe life on earth is just the result of a sexless lonely child running through a timeless void blowing bubbles. Some of the bubbles pop and some float and drift forever in eternity to the point the bubbles themselves begin to harness new life. All hale the only god, the bubble blowing child. That's a more interesting answer.
Where do I end and where did I begin, maybe quenstions are completely futile, or maybe I am. Whatever that's suppose to mean. I still think it's true.
Wondering what to do, wondering what to say. Maybe I'll say this and accomplish both saying and doing at the same time....

Memories from the past flash through my head confusing me now. Since it is always now I must always be confused by the past. If it is always now and I always have memories from the past is it actually always the past right now. Where is the future in all this? I guess the future is really just in our imagination. Since we have experience existing for some sort of apparent time, we then have an enevitable developement of expectance for more existence to follow. So we plan for it in advanced using our imagination most of the time. Wow that is a very confusing way to put it. Anyways.....

Planning can be benefitial and at the same time ludicrous and annoying because our limited minds can't comprehend or be aware of all possibilities all at once. I guess I am saying you can try to be in control but you never will be (completely), because we are all equal (even though it may not seam like it).

I don't like to boast, sound arrogant or be to full of pride but this is an awesome place to be. I am glad I live here and I hope it gets better for us and the rest of the world. I hope we don't fuck it up. I feel bad for people around the world who suffer and feel hopelessly stuck. I try to do my part in this section of the world to maintain a balance. A balance in nature and a balance in the human experience. I am sure a lot of people would try and piss me off, argue with me and tell me how I am full of shit but that's just them being arrogant douche bags. I try! But I wish I could do more. Sadly I don't think there is more that I can do. It takes a whole civilization to make things better for everyone. Individually we can try to our best to live in the balance and that can spread globally. I think that's the way it should be though, I don't think any ONE individual should have more power then any other. That is what fucks this world up and until people stop electing leaders to make decisions for them we will never achieve absolute greatness. We have to make decisions for ourselves and take care of each other. But I guess cultures clash and war and decease is hard to avoid. But it is possible. Anythings possible.

Peace, love and Hope.

Samson

Am I a vessel controlled by the energies that surround it or one which uses these energies at will?

Beginning with a question for a title, and forgetting the words I wrote down. I wish I knew exactly what truth lies beyond realities ugly beautiful face. Not only do I wish that but I wish I knew that there even is some sort of great truth...maybe I know it and I'm still trying to find more. What I am getting at right now is that I constantly wonder if I can develope any further. Is it possible for me to break the barrier and go beyond? I don't mean anything like obtaining more physical posession, getting some sort of dream job or something like that. I often wonder if I can devolope further into reality, maybe gain some stronger extra sensory perceptions or something. Should I work on developing my consciousness or spirit...is that even possible. Do these such things even exist or are they illusions created from human desire to be more, to live and exist beyond it's physical apparatus. Is life really about fvcking, money, being greedy, selfish and posessing the latest "Cool" and/or "Trendy" things. Some people would say yes and some no I guess. Personally I'm mixed in my views of what life is actually about. When it comes down to it I would say that life isn't really about anything, and that is not suppose to be a depressing point of view at all.
When it comes down to it I just can't help but be completely paralysed to how marvelously hidden any real answers are. Everyone just has there own opinion on things and opinions always change. I kind of lost my train of thought now.


Without this body do I remain an individual or do I become a whole. I think in life we experience what its like to be fragmented, broken apart, and individualized. This experience we are all having captivates us and makes us forget over and over again, that we are a whole. When I talk to you I am talking to my self, because you are my self. There is only one self and it is universal, it is free and we all share it. We just forget and lie to our self most of the time.

Probably just to make things interesting. Maybe....maybe not

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