Pissing off the entire world in one poem.

Keep on trucking slave
Is the world still getting better
Is your master throwing you a bone

Keep on profiting warlord
Don't worry about the children
Making money is all that matters

Go to hell ignorant asshole
Pretending you get it
Never knowing that you don't

Continue on the violence aggressor
People like to be hurt
It just feels so damb good

Pop some more of those junkie
Life is worth nothing
So waste it on your addictions

Don't stop lying and stealing politician
You're doing such a good job
No one's going to stop you anyways

Keep screwing all the bitches player
There's no such thing as personal responsibility
STD's and illegitimate babies are always fun

Never stop believing follower
who cares if the prophet is false
And the preacher does not practice

Keep on spending consumer whore
Another holiday is around the corner
Fill the void with possession

Continue on with the plan Tyrant
Every one is to scared to stop you
Absolute power is sweet with no real friends

I think I am done here.

Peace, love, unity, truth

Infinite possibilities
The power to choose that which I desire
Bewildering amount of power
Profound awareness of responsibility
And the rest of you don't give a shit.

How could anyone measure their sanity and happiness without having someone like me to compare themselves to? The outsider to regular thought process. The odd man out. The mentally defunct. A pretty face but a tortured mind. Meaningless. Purposeless. No wants. No desire.

A liar.

Some people understand!

is it just me,

or does one being with three heads make my mind feel like imploding in on itself?


click here.

deep thought?

What does a truly compassionate person do with a sociopath who wants to die? Hand them a gun or lie to them and pretend that everything is going to be OK?

ANother dAy

speechless to say the least.

One day we will beat the tyrants! Until then.

http://www.planetization.org/destroythesystem.htm

Deep ponderings.

Am I a slave to physics, genetics, and everything else? Is who I am predetermined by a series of interconnected never ending events, that came before me to the point that I interpret as now? Is everything I do my own choice, or just another random reaction from a previous reaction? Was there ever an original action? Am I choosing to write these words, or are there words the result of something else?

Being "Bi-polar" I have come to a conflicting realization. I don't know if I can actually completely communicate this realization into grammar either. It has to do with who I am, and taking it further who we all are. What am I? Who am I? According to the world I am not myself. I was diagnosed as bi polar therefore being bi polar I need to take medication to somehow cancel it out, and be myself. But does popping pills every morning and every afternoon make me my self. Remembering who I was as a kid I didn't need to take anything to keep me happy, or keep me...me.

The last few months I have been in the low cycle of my apparent disorder. Sleeping more, talking less, feeling confused and completely apathetic to all that this world is. So I begin to wonder should I give in and go get some anti depressants from my doctor? Would that make me "normal" again? In moments like these it seams rather desirable. I could be happy. I could be awake more. I could be more social maybe. But would that really be me? Or would that be the me that a society who generalizes everyone and everything wants me to be? Or even better expects me to be!
Is who I am completely a matter of the physics that make up this world? The neuro pathways, and chemicals that make up my brain. Is my consciousness and will within just the result of a matrix of physical matter, that will cease when it finally breaks down? How could my own thoughts be so superficial, when they seam so profound? Is life some sort of joke that I do not understand? Or is that just it. It's all one joke that no one understands, and never will. Society will keep creating a perfect picture, and we will either abide by it or reject it.

And the earth will keep spinning.

Reality is a concept I do not and never will understand.

Why I think the way I do is beyond me
When it comes down to it I think that individuality is subjective to the point that when annalized it becomes completely meaniless. Not only the subjectivity is meaningless but all life. Why I do not know but that is my perception of it. I do not desire, I only want. What I want isn't much. WHere I go from here is unknown but close to predictable. What I write is rediculous and meaningless.
I dont know
I am bored and intoxicated

For the future

Why am I writing? I don't know.

As time flies by and I make an attempt to live a "fulfilled" life I realize I am empty. My mind is an endless void, spiraling infinitely further through this confusing reality. I have no belief and only the awareness of my mortal self. One day I will die. When I die I will either simply stop thinking and my body will be left to decay, or I will continue as a conscious entity somewhere else as my body still is left to decay. I find humor in that. There is something fascinatingly comical about life being so obviously cruel and simple. The choice I make now is to continue on instead of hanging myself from that tree over there. Death is definitely something I think I want to avoid for the next fifty years or so. When I can't hold my poop in, forget where I am all the time, and my body aches to the point that I can't enjoy walking I think I may just off myself. Maybe with a bullet in my brain, maybe a leap from somewhere high, or even better an overdose of my prescription medication. The power of choice. Ultimately I will probably end up taking the traditional road of sedation and bed ridden bliss, until my last breath. Poetically common. Mortal life continuing to be guided by its strongest and most powerful instinct..survival.

The next step is what do I do with all this physical mumbo jumbo for the next fifty or so years. Continue to devise my plan for world domination, wanting that which I cannot have, drinking beer, and smoking poison with my friends of course. The wonders of young adult hood. God save the queen. I need to find a woman.

Peace lol

Ugg

Temporal Time shift
Jurassic mood lift
Elevate your mind
Bring forth a new time
Live long, Stay strong
Fight the demons that dwell within
Sarcasm aint a complete sin
Magnificent reality I perceive
I is the illusion of individuality
complexity and rectify
the revolution will come
And ignored by some
The moment never ceases to amaze
while continuing to recreate
Morph, shift, move, and change
An eternity that is ever so plain
Simplicity is hard to keep
Organized mess completely incomplete
Breaking right down to the street
Equality and oneness I must maintain
I will not be manipulated for personal gain
Travel, explore, and try to understand
There is no God, there is no satin
Unless you speak in metaphorical terms
Then I agree the energies we must learn
Negative is evil, positive is good
Live in between them both you should
Yin yang, pentagram, the cross and belief
Nothing is certain, all is obsolete
Know nothing forever, and love you self
Remember self is all, remember nothing else


That will be all for now.

Another Truth about Iraq in the form of hiphop.

Respect to the artist

Samson's guide to immortality, and acceptance of the ultimate failure.

Immortality is something probably every human being has thought of at least once sometime during their lifetime. I guess it comes with the uncertainty and fear that comes along with the awareness of death...it's strange that we are even aware of something like death. How could something exist and have an awareness of its existence be able to comprehend something that is completely the opposite of itself, its existence. To comprehend or put into words such things is completely impossible so I should just give up now. Immortality is definitely an ideal for the most part, and isn't completely impossible in theory, especially with the world today and the technology we have available.
Let's take for example technology such as the internet. Soon enough we will have created a universe of its own that will be completely self sustaining. As long as this universe doesn't collapse and the earth doesn't cease to exist the internet will last for almost forever. So technically we could actually program an apparatus within the internet that would mimmick the human body but would not have a limited life expectancy. Then once we have created this "body" we could upload our consciousness into this new body just before we die and carry on as a conscious individual within our own self created universe. Robots would be programmed to repair and maintain the systems that keep the internet running in the real world, along with young human beings who haven't passed over to the other side yet. That's one crazy Idea. I am sure the mechanics of uploading our own individual consciousness into a programmed body that would exist in the internet forever is a little more complex then this paragraph but this is the basic idea. Not to mention that their are huge moral and philosophical paradox's and issues surrounding an idea such as this.
Another idea for becoming an immortal individual humanoid being is this. As our technology advances soon we will be able to replicate body parts and organs using all sorts of technology, and just ended transforming ourselves into complete androids which I think is equally cool. As our heart fails we replace it with an artificial one, and as time goes on we create artificial pieces of the brain until our consciousness is completely contained within a mechanical being......Tripppy lol!


Ultimately true immortality is impossible as an individual humanoid being existing within a forever changing universe, even if its a universe within a universe because there unforeseen possibilities that could not be avoided even if we tried. Ultimately I guess the only thing we could do is prolong our selves from ceasing to exist, even if we got lucky and successfully get ourselves from dying for millions and millions of years. Infinity and forever is a concept that is completely impossible to exist as. Because existence itself is something that cannot stand up to something as complex as infinity or forever.....because quite frankly that is one fucking long ass time.

Peace out dreamers.

Absolutely the best documentary I have ever seen.

For anyone with any intellectual capacity.


http://www.surfthechannel.com/watch/documentaries/Understanding_the_Universe/36921/Understanding+the+Universe.html?aid=21352&part=0

Understanding the Universe.



Reminds me of myself and all the wonders that fly through my mind on regular basis!

Enjoy

My first video blog......

I know its not perfect. I made it really quickly. Background music and all.

I am a wizard of the future and I practice my craft through a wand I like to call Technology.

Where I go and what I do with time varies
The words I speak and the lessons I learn carry
Through the moment and concept of time
Reality is a fairy tale with no end in sight

Where do I go from here, what do I do now
Maybe I will flip this universe with a spell
Mastermind, complete subjective interpretation
There's no point or need for investigation

There are no answers or laws to follow
Some pretend there are, they know that they are hollow
So build, create, and revolutionize this void
Keep things interesting with your own martial art and toys

Please keep it peaceful and keep the future in mind
I know it sometimes is a concept that is hard to see shine
But it will if we connect the globe
it will if we don't step out of the positive flow

Can you percieve the energy engulfing this realm
I didn't say see if you failed to comprehend
Absorb it and morph it, step forward and don't look back
The story isn't over and that is that.....


For now..

Peace

For those of you who weren't there.

Canada Day Fireworks in Pickering
Grand Finale

Is it really that simple or are you just confused.

Some like myself come to wonder why half the human beings in the world can't get along with each other. How hard is it to not take offense, to not be upset by trivial nonsense. Maybe take a second to think before you throw a punch verbally or even worse with your fist. Stop and think maybe I have misinterpreted this person's attempt to communicate to me what they are thinking. Now that I think about it I should also wonder why some human beings try to instigate others into aggressive behavior. Regardless of those wonders I venture off into another swirl of consciousness and think that well maybe things are changing. Maybe we are evolving now in the conscious realm instead of the physical. Maybe we are becoming more connected and compassionate and all the hate and violence is slowly subsiding into the past while a new realm of human experience enters into our world view....it's possible, isn't it??

My main issue with the world and some of the people on it is that they allow their primal instincts to take over instead of guiding the future with their consciousness. I cannot seriously believe that it is human nature to desire the suffering of others. Although I admit there are many people out there who seam to have a little case of evil tendencies.....just a little. I still think the basic drive for all life exising is to survive and survive further, not to mention nurture and protect it self from destruction and non survival......unless in rare cases there is a state of phycotic suicidal behaviour, which does happen in desperate moments.

The most ironic thing that passes through my mind right now in this moment is that human beings by nature are greedy creatures. This is more obvious then ironic I know. The ironic part though (and I am completely generalizing here, which I admit is in its own right meaningless but nevertheless) is that all of us our trying to benefit our own greedy existences, and most are only taking for themselves and and not caring about how their actions/choices effect the rest of the world. By acting this way the greediness and selfishness in turn actually ends of making our lives worse.
If one takes only for him/herself to better ones own life but does not take into account the effect they are radiating towards their peers, environment and exterior universe they end up hurting and destroying that which they consume. Which is ironic because they are trying to benefit themselves, but in reality destroying themselves.

I guess through all this gibber jabber my main point for the night is by now hopefully obvious and clear.
I am a conscious individual in a universe/reality which is conscious and full of consciousness. I am a mere piece of it and everything I do in turn effects it through its infinite matrix of interconnectivity. So it is completely one hundred million percent irrational and illogical for me or anyone to be violent or destructive towards anything exterior to our physical apparatus we call body. The reason for this of course is because our bodies are not only us. We are an infinite universe of cause and effect, physics, nature, living organisms, animals, planets, and human beings. And it is all one. We are all one.

Lets keep this in mind while we soar into the future.

Just a ripple

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