Monday, August 21, 2006

A pricelss find

So I read A LOT. I think that is probably why I am so insane. I am always seeing deeper truths in things. I read books, movies, people, and even rocks now. It's like I recieve relevant information from everything and nothing. But anyways I was searching through the internet and I came up with this:

The true Mason is not creed-bound. He realizes with the divine illumination of his lodge that as a Mason his religion must be universal: Christ, Buddha or Mohammed, the name means little, for he recognizes only the light and not the bearer. He worships at every shrine, bows before every altar, whether in temple, mosque or cathedral, realizing with his truer understanding the oneness of all spiritual truth.

I am so many things lol. I think I just may be a Free Mason now to. Who knows. A true one at that. Basically all I am saying is that I read this and it reminded of myself.....BIG TIME!!!!

Peace and love.

Samson

Saturday, August 12, 2006

I've come to a discovery

So yes I had another hospital experience. It was like a hotel to me this time. I actually had a blast.

The discovery I've come to is that the words I use on this blog and in reality actually scare the crap out of people. I am so good at making up bullshit that people actually think I believe more then half the shit I say.

With this discovery, I have come to one conclusion.

I AM GOING TO BE A REALLY GOOD ACTOR ONE DAY

enough said

Peace, love, and understanding

Perfectly and totally healthy, good, fine, and ALIVE as usual

Samson

P.S. I am chilling at Melissa and Eric's pad for the weekend, I love these guys. They understand me really well. It's good to know that a lot of my friends do understand me.

FVCK YAL THAT DON'T! I still love you though. That's just me. A loving and compassionate, and immensely FORGIVING individual.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

LA LA LA

I wonder
I wander
I wonder
I wander

A question with no answer constantly crosses my mind

I think
I drink
Eat and rarely sleep

There's something miraculous about this reality
It's like a fvcking miracle that this is happening right now

I am alive, I exist, I may die tomorrow...hopefully I'll live really long!

What is this?
What ever you want it to be.

All I ask of you is: Don't forget about me

But that's never the final question or answer

IT GOES ON FOREVER

It's true

I am sorry to dissapoint you.

The new trick of the moment.

LET'S MAKE THIS LAST FOREVER

Peace, love and understanding

Samson

P.S. LOVE you long time dearest of friends, and I promise I will never forget you.

Friday, August 04, 2006

What have I noticed in my last moments of eternity?

Life is good.
People worry to much about me.
Not everyone.
I love the one's that just know in their hearts that I can take care of myself.
My parents can be really over protective.
I am worried about them a little. They be stressin......seriously.....I think my dad more then my mom though.
WHAT'S IMPORTANT
I STILLL LOVE THEM......EVEN THOUGH THEY CALLED THE DREADED POLICE ON ME.

I FORGIVE AND FORGET

What can I say.

That's just me,

Samson.

Arch angel from heaven who is stuck saving souls in hell.

I am still in heaven and never leave though.

And yes I know that's totally absurd and bullshit.

But I don't care what you think about me...it could still be true.

All I want is love, that's all I give.

Peace,

Uncle Samson

Monday, July 24, 2006

That was so funny

Because I aint even lying

I AM AN ALIEN

I COME TO TAKE YOU AWAY TO THE MOON SOME DAY. YOU WANNA GO!!!

SERIOUSLY?

ok ok ok......maybe in a few more years kids

Peace out,

That guy you from some where and his name isn't Chris.

IT'S SAMSON

MU HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Man am I tired

Another long hard day at work. I can't wait to get home. There is something really comforting about the suburbs!!

It must be my REAL friends or something.

I think it's the medication thats really slowing me down. I hope I don't become a zombie again.

Remember the world is full of snakes, vampires, and liars. LOTS OF LIARS.
USE LIAR REPELENT. Use your eyes to see into their soul. It's a gift from IT.

LOL and just for the record I don't think I am god or Jesus or anything. But they are both close friends of mine.

Peace out Homi's
Place it safe.

And remember

Heaven is merely a state of mind!

Peace Home slices in the projects. RUNNIN IT GOOD!!!

Another thing

There are a lot of beautiful girls in this country. But we shouldn't go around trying to fvck everyone we see. In my opinion I think we should save ourselves for just the right one. I can't wait to meet her one day. Who ever she is.

All I know is that I will find her. Probably in toronto one day. Or maybe I already have. Who knows with Samson

He never stops lying.

What a bastard.

Lol I love talking in third person.

You never know who's writing this shit.

MANIC DEPRESSIVE SCHIZO WITH AN EXTREME CASE OF ADD and a hinch of PARANOIA.

That comes with the business world I guess. Who knows.

To many snakes.

Good thing I am a day walking vampire who can fly like superman, and shoot webslingers like spider man. Who knew dreams could actually come true. I did!!!!!!!!

Peace, love and understanding brothers and sisters of Ajax

Chillin in London....ENGLAND,,,,I love the Government.
They fly you around the word when you're a superstar.

For free.

Uncle Samson

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Monday, July 10, 2006

Christopher Samson's bedtime story for children

Close your eyes and imagine a world. A world where no one is trying to implement fear into your mind. A world where people aren't trying to piss you off. A world where everyone understands how sensitive we all are. A world where creatures live in peace and harmony in an existence that is completely absurd. One day this world could be possible. All it takes is for you to close your eyes and dream up ways to make the reality you see when you open your eyes a better place, It's that simple young one. You just have to try. You have the ability to create reality with your mind. It starts with a thought. Then you can choose to take that thought you have inside you mind and make it a reality with an action. With that action there is an infinite amount of reactions. It's like a ripple that spreads across this entire existence. What you have to remember children is that when you act on a negative thought it will come back and effect you one day. Maybe not in this moment, maybe not in the next, but in some moment in the future it will effect you. So knowing this try and develope control over your self. Try and only act on positive thoughts. Try and live in a positive flow of energy or thoughts. It feels really good. It's natural, it's balance, it's your life.

Don't listen to me, don't repeat what I say, Ignore everything outside your mind, listen to the soul deep within your own mind.

The "I" that we all are. It might just be god or maybe allah, IT, something, nothing, bullshit, energy, divine forces. WHO REALLY KNOWS WHERE THOUGHTS COME FROM. NO ONE

The truth?
A question?
Riddle?

GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS, LOVE YOU LONG TIME

DON'T LET THE BED BUGS BITE (Who the hell came up with that anyways....it's like let's come up with a slogan to say to our kid's every night to scare the crappolla out of them)

It's almost as bad as hearing "Would you like fries with that"....That's a freaking nightmare in itself

Or how about

Customer: "Can I get a veggie burger?"
Clerk: "A combo sir?"
A FREAKING VEGGIE BURGER....THAT'S IT!!!!!!

LOL hahahahaha man I am a total bitch. I need a life or something. Ohh wait I already got that

I admit I am still "Lovin it"......life that is......fvck fast food...that shit aint good for you...although it's a nice treat sometimes.

MMMMMmmmm veggie burger!

Peace, love, and understandin

Uncle Samson

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Some random thoughts....Not from my head....Fishbait gave em to me.

1. If you're too open-minded, your brains will fall out.
2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often.

3. Going to a church doesn't make you a Christian any more
than standing in a garage makes you a car.
4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat.

5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.

7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission.

9. For every action, there is an equal & opposite government program.
10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.

11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.
12. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel good.

13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. (Just remember how
lucky you were to get a free trip around the sun.)
14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.

15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.
16. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand.

17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind &
narrowness of the waist change places.
18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.

19. Junk is something you've kept for years &
throw away three weeks before you need it.
20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.


21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you
to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
22. By the time you can make the ends meet, they move the ends.

23. Thou shall not weigh more than thy refrigerator.
24. Someone who thinks logically provides
a nice contrast to the real world.

25. If you must choose between two evils,
choose the one that you've never tried before.

The puppet and his woman

No strings attatched
No contracts to sign
Making reality
Trying to end time
Creating a beautiful future
Rising into the heavens
Still on planet earth
A human being in a beautiful country
Free at last
Couldn't be any happier
Well maybe if I was with the girl of my dreams
Maybe I'll meet her on the streets
In a studio mixing beats
Im my head
When I'm dead
I won't die until I find you
When I do
I will want to live forever
I hope you do to
You will complete this absurd puzzle
You will end this insanity
The human mind is infinite with creativity
In a bar
In a strip club
Palace in mind
Final Fantasy
The world will judge
I don't csre
nor do you
As long as our love IS TRUE.
NO DEATH
NO BULLSHIT
Truth wrapped in a lie
and NO excuse
I will never forget your beautiful eyes
My love is for you

Later mystical Nakita
Smell you later
Wouldn't want to be ya.

I'm fvcking dumb and bored. I think I am going to get back to work now

Peace out brotherhood of existential thinkers and non believers

Continuing to be myself!

Forever and always

Samson

Monday, June 19, 2006

THE TRICK......

Realize everything is made up of energy
These words and this physical reality is a memory
It is the past
The future is not physical
But consciousness that exists beyond this world is constanly changing this reality or whatever you want to call it
In order to heal your self
By self I mean more then just the human body you think you only are
Realize that the picture is infinite and infinity is positive energy
Stop questioning reality because you are a part of the creation of reality
You make up the answers and the future of this reality
The moment you doubt yourself
The moment you doubt this reality
Is the moment where it collapses
But luckily you aren't the only section of consciousness creating this reality
Because if you were, all reality would cease to be
Don't fall into a downward spiral
Continue to project yourself further into infinity
Instead of falling back into the nothingness
Continue to learn and evolve
Feel the vibrations of energy and ride them
Be free from the lies and accept the truth
Everything changes
And anything is possible

Live it
Love it
Exist forever
Or never exist at all
A choice for the conscious observer
To constantly make
Over and Over again

That is the trick

But what do I know
I'm fvcking crazy, I don't know shit, I'm a dambed hippy.

SUCK MY WHITE A$$

Peace and love gorgeous people of earth

I love you all

SAMSON

Thursday, June 15, 2006

The test

Do you have what it takes to believe in nothing
To know yourself to the point of no return
Realize that truth has no logical something
Your perspective changes when you learn
Testing you to see if you can break the barriers
Soar into infinity with me in the future
Angels and demons are real if you want them to be
Closed minded fucks that cannot see
I laugh out loud to the words that I type
love you all and this planet beyond your comprehension
Trying to take you into a positive vibration
That knows no limits and is another dimension
Dimension of reality
Existence is so meaninglessly true
I love observing your confused little minds
Yes you the corrupt of youth
I guess you can hate me
For the words that I speak
I forgive you over and again
Because my LOVE IS TRUE
wish to show you the truth someday
I've been hiding it from the world
you're not ready to accept what I offer
I am slowly breaking the spell
Going on and on
Warping the future from hell
The more I go along
The more confused and annoyed you get
Living in the positive vibrations of life and death
Knowing it is all inside my head
The head that doesn't even exist at all
The illusion that I am
I will never leave you behind
MY DEAREST OF FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keep the bullshit real. I LOVE IT.

I GOT A SURPRISE FOR YOU. I am going to pull it out of the hat when you least expect it.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MIND FUCK ENIGMA
Sense or nonsense
You say you get it
But I think you are afraid
Afraid to really understand

LET GOOOOOOOOOOOOO

BO BOOO BOOO BOOO
LA LA LA LALA LALALA


Peace, Love, and understanding

Samson

Continuously trying to make the world a better place, whether you want to believe it or not.

Planet earth is fun. I think I am going to go travel across the galaxy for a little while though.

Travelling through time and space is soooooo fun. You should try it someday.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

The world is yours

The world is yours
The world is mine
Open the doors
and you will find
Keep looking for her
She's looking for you
Don't forget to tell people
That your love is true
Something from me to you
Let it go and show
Something that was always there
Do you have clue
An ancient being of course
Inside and out of you
Purple skies
Bumble bee tunes
Do it for the kids
Do it for yourself
A memory for you
You and everyone else
Forget sll you know
Nothing and everything
absorb all the negative energy
manifest it into something positive
Don't let anyone bring you down
KNOW THAT YOU'RE RIGHT
never never
Give up the fight
Flow with me
and I'll flow with you
Keep your mind clear
and don't get confused
end this now
it's getting to long
Bye for now
Peace, love and songs


****SAMSON**********

Monday, April 24, 2006

Contemplations?

What is this?
How is it possible?
What came first the chicken or the egg?
You know what I've come to realize. Questioning reality is pointless because you can only make up the answers. There are no right, wrong, real or definite answers. It's funny the not smoking so much pot thing is really working out for me, I am starting to remember all the books I've read. I was thinking about existence like I always do, ya I know philosopher boy never shuts up. But yeah I started thinking about "Brief history of time" by Stephen Hawkins. He talks about how scientists are trying come up with the grand unification theory for the universe, or something along those lines.

I think I know what it is. First off I must say scientists make me lauph. Why you wonder? Because they dedicate their life to trying to create logical, detailed explanations to how things work. By doing this they become completely uneccepting to the fact (in my mind) that maybe ultimately their is no logical explanation to all of this. Don't get me wrong science has explained, brought logic to, and created some wonderful things but I think in the grand scheme of things there is no logical explanation. It's a paradox, a phenomenon, a mother fucking miracle that anything exists at all!!!!

So here's my grand unification theory.
Everything in existence is completely balaced, completely equal, and connected. The universe is actually infinite, they just think it is finite because you can't observe all of infinity because its infinite to the point that its almost incomprehensible. It's impossible to see the edge of the universe because there actually is no edge. It just appears that there is an end of the universe because no technology will ever be able to observe all of infinity. The more technologically advanced we become the more we will be able to observe but there is no edge or end of the universe. The universe is actually total nothingness that is infinite. Existence is possible because of this contradiction between nothingness and infinity. With nothing and infinity contradicting itself energy is created. This energy is the most common energy in existence. It is what holds everything together, after that energy all sorts of things are formed like sub-atomic particles, matter, atoms, whatever. It is an eternity of manifestations ultimately leading to this point where I am sitting right now writing these words trying to show you my perspective on existence. I know it doesn't make sense and seams impossible but I said it and I'll say it again, existence is a miracle. It is a never ending calamity of non stop contradictions. Its always happening and it never happend at all.

It's like that metaphor. "If a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound"

Think about it.

Well that's my basic and quick grand unification theory. Scientists kiss my ass, I figured it out before ha ha ha! lol and keep up the good work.

And make me a machine that makes things from nothing. All this came from nothing so its gotta be possible to make a machine that can do the same.

Again.....Think about it?

Im a looser, I get lost in my head thinking about this shit. Ohh well I enjoy it. I can't help but lauph how absurd existence is, I am totally amazed by all this. All of the friggin time.

PEace out

Stuck in the moment.

Samsonality

Monday, January 30, 2006

Spiralling Supernova in a universe that makes to much and no sense all at the same time.

I wonder when God first came into the human mind. Probably at the point where we could understand that there are forces greater then ourselves (human bodies) that we cannot explain. It just came about sometime a long time ago I guess. God created all of this, God struck your son with lightning, God made the tides crash through our homes along the waters shoarline. God is responsible for everything because God is everything. God is the one massive being that is all of existence. I think that God is real and really does exist. But I don't think that God is what many people have come to think it is. Many people have adopted the idea that God is a human, that God thinks, acts and judges like a human. Many people think that there is a heaven and hell. I think not. I think that philosophers, powerful, and more intelligent people of the past came up with that whole idea. That God judges and punishes you. That God is this man sitting on a throne in this perfect utopia called heaven. I think they created those ideas to make the more ignorant people believe that they have to be good and listen to the powers that be. The truth is God exists. God is everything. God is one eternal being. But he is not human, he is not a he. God is all human beings, all creatures, all planets, solar systems and galaxies. Everything is connected to everything else. We are God, God is us. Our thoughts are Gods thoughts. God is the I that we all are. There is no real good or bad, there is only what we judge to be good and bad. Judging is human behaviour not Gods. But then again it is Gods behaviour because we are God. But I don't think that you will be judged in an after life for what you did in the moments of your life. It is only here that you will be judged. This is it.
I don't even know where I am going with this anymore...I have lost myself in the moment. But thats the point I guess I am trying to make...there is no point. Just thoughts and actions in an absurd existence. This existence is a complex arrangement of nothing to energy to chemicals to atoms and subatomic particles to matter to more complex things to all life as we know it. I hope there is some amazing life after this but from what I percieve there is no evidence that we will live on after this life. There are only ideas that humans have come up with to make death seam a little less of a terrifying thing. I think we all share the same soul. The soul of God. God is the energy that manifests in your brain that creates thoughts then into actions. Without this physical construction we call a human body there would be no thoughts. I think when you die you become what you and all this originally was...nothing. But the halarious and beautiful thing is it's a cycle that never ends. An eternity. From nothing came all of this, all of us, and all the things that could be there that we aren't capable of percieving with our minds and senses. You never know for sure. The only thing that is for sure is the instant or moment that is constantly now, that is the only thing we can know and will ever know. So don't believe in the bullshit that people tell you, don't belive in anything. Believe in your self. The one deep inside that is all existence. The one inside your mind that tells you what to do, The one that is you.

Phiisophical rambles from my soul.

No one's right or wrong. We're all in this together. So try not to judge just accept. If you deny the moment and judge you are denying yourself the truth. That this thing is really fucked up, beautiful and everything else all at the same time.

Peace, love, and understanding.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

My mind is a blank

Nothing to say, nothing to do. The story of my life. I find it amazing that all this exists, and I think I always will. I think it is emmensely beautiful and disturbingly ugly also complex and simple all at the same time. When you think about it, it almost seams like this shouldn't exist...I guess that's why everything dies, this perfection is flawed. The instant that is now is forever an eternity but it is constantly changing, reproducing, recreating, reanimating over and over again. This whole existence as we know it runs off the most powerful and common energy that exists...which is nothingness, a paradox it seams. With all the forces that surround us and all the energy that holds us and this world together you come to wonder whether we really make choices, if we even have any free will. You may argue that we do choose for ourselves, but when you made your last "choice" would you have made any other in the exact same situation...I think not, there is only one choice to make and that choice is the only choice you could have made. It's like there is a flow of energy from nothingess to infinity and we are just another part of that flow. Nothing really matters in this absurd existence, it has no point or meaning...it just is. We are and we are not. Our existence is just one of the possibilities of infinity. We exist now which is forever but these bodies and this whole reality is constantly changing. Our bodies may disappear along with this whole planet one day, but I, the I that all of us are, the one true soul, the one life and existence that all this is will exist forever and never exist at all.

The Truth...A Paradox...

Amen.

Peace, love, and understanding

Samsonality

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

IT

Its an ancient being
A connected mess
Constantly morphing
Into nothingness
Its nothing and infinity
God and Allah
Disgusting beauty
Fresh and raw
Its completely absurd
But makes sense
meaningless cure
our existence
Its alive and dead
all at the same time
its in every head
The I that you find
we are it
it is I
every girl and every guy
we're all the same it
although we may appear different
same old shit
This eternity we call existence


peace out

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

I wish aliens would come down

I always have thoughts about aliens coming down and changing humanity's perspective on things forever. Imagine if we were visited by aliens and the whole world got to experience it, that would be amazing. I wish I knew for sure if they have already come to earth, but I can't know for sure until there is some sort of proof...all I can do is dream that it is true. I think that it is entirely possible given the fact that our universe is so immensely large and our existence so absurd. There is a lot of room for the possibility of more advanced civilizations out there somewhere. All I am saying is I think it would do a lot of good to this world if we had some extraterestrial help, it would also rapidly change people's perspective on the way things actually work and what existence is all about.

SO I welcome you aliens....if you are out there lol

Peace out,
Im outa here.