There are a lot of beautiful girls in this country. But we shouldn't go around trying to fvck everyone we see. In my opinion I think we should save ourselves for just the right one. I can't wait to meet her one day. Who ever she is.
All I know is that I will find her. Probably in toronto one day. Or maybe I already have. Who knows with Samson
He never stops lying.
What a bastard.
Lol I love talking in third person.
You never know who's writing this shit.
MANIC DEPRESSIVE SCHIZO WITH AN EXTREME CASE OF ADD and a hinch of PARANOIA.
That comes with the business world I guess. Who knows.
To many snakes.
Good thing I am a day walking vampire who can fly like superman, and shoot webslingers like spider man. Who knew dreams could actually come true. I did!!!!!!!!
Peace, love and understanding brothers and sisters of Ajax
Chillin in London....ENGLAND,,,,I love the Government.
They fly you around the word when you're a superstar.
For free.
Uncle Samson
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Saturday, July 15, 2006
AWESOME HOSTEL IN TORONTO
http://www.globalbackpackers.com/
Monday, July 10, 2006
Christopher Samson's bedtime story for children
Close your eyes and imagine a world. A world where no one is trying to implement fear into your mind. A world where people aren't trying to piss you off. A world where everyone understands how sensitive we all are. A world where creatures live in peace and harmony in an existence that is completely absurd. One day this world could be possible. All it takes is for you to close your eyes and dream up ways to make the reality you see when you open your eyes a better place, It's that simple young one. You just have to try. You have the ability to create reality with your mind. It starts with a thought. Then you can choose to take that thought you have inside you mind and make it a reality with an action. With that action there is an infinite amount of reactions. It's like a ripple that spreads across this entire existence. What you have to remember children is that when you act on a negative thought it will come back and effect you one day. Maybe not in this moment, maybe not in the next, but in some moment in the future it will effect you. So knowing this try and develope control over your self. Try and only act on positive thoughts. Try and live in a positive flow of energy or thoughts. It feels really good. It's natural, it's balance, it's your life.
Don't listen to me, don't repeat what I say, Ignore everything outside your mind, listen to the soul deep within your own mind.
The "I" that we all are. It might just be god or maybe allah, IT, something, nothing, bullshit, energy, divine forces. WHO REALLY KNOWS WHERE THOUGHTS COME FROM. NO ONE
The truth?
A question?
Riddle?
GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS, LOVE YOU LONG TIME
DON'T LET THE BED BUGS BITE (Who the hell came up with that anyways....it's like let's come up with a slogan to say to our kid's every night to scare the crappolla out of them)
It's almost as bad as hearing "Would you like fries with that"....That's a freaking nightmare in itself
Or how about
Customer: "Can I get a veggie burger?"
Clerk: "A combo sir?"
A FREAKING VEGGIE BURGER....THAT'S IT!!!!!!
LOL hahahahaha man I am a total bitch. I need a life or something. Ohh wait I already got that
I admit I am still "Lovin it"......life that is......fvck fast food...that shit aint good for you...although it's a nice treat sometimes.
MMMMMmmmm veggie burger!
Peace, love, and understandin
Uncle Samson
Don't listen to me, don't repeat what I say, Ignore everything outside your mind, listen to the soul deep within your own mind.
The "I" that we all are. It might just be god or maybe allah, IT, something, nothing, bullshit, energy, divine forces. WHO REALLY KNOWS WHERE THOUGHTS COME FROM. NO ONE
The truth?
A question?
Riddle?
GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS, LOVE YOU LONG TIME
DON'T LET THE BED BUGS BITE (Who the hell came up with that anyways....it's like let's come up with a slogan to say to our kid's every night to scare the crappolla out of them)
It's almost as bad as hearing "Would you like fries with that"....That's a freaking nightmare in itself
Or how about
Customer: "Can I get a veggie burger?"
Clerk: "A combo sir?"
A FREAKING VEGGIE BURGER....THAT'S IT!!!!!!
LOL hahahahaha man I am a total bitch. I need a life or something. Ohh wait I already got that
I admit I am still "Lovin it"......life that is......fvck fast food...that shit aint good for you...although it's a nice treat sometimes.
MMMMMmmmm veggie burger!
Peace, love, and understandin
Uncle Samson
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Some random thoughts....Not from my head....Fishbait gave em to me.
1. If you're too open-minded, your brains will fall out.
2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often.
3. Going to a church doesn't make you a Christian any more
than standing in a garage makes you a car.
4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat.
5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.
7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission.
9. For every action, there is an equal & opposite government program.
10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.
11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.
12. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel good.
13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. (Just remember how
lucky you were to get a free trip around the sun.)
14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.
15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.
16. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand.
17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind &
narrowness of the waist change places.
18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.
19. Junk is something you've kept for years &
throw away three weeks before you need it.
20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.
21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you
to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
22. By the time you can make the ends meet, they move the ends.
23. Thou shall not weigh more than thy refrigerator.
24. Someone who thinks logically provides
a nice contrast to the real world.
25. If you must choose between two evils,
choose the one that you've never tried before.
2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often.
3. Going to a church doesn't make you a Christian any more
than standing in a garage makes you a car.
4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat.
5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.
7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission.
9. For every action, there is an equal & opposite government program.
10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.
11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.
12. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel good.
13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. (Just remember how
lucky you were to get a free trip around the sun.)
14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.
15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.
16. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand.
17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind &
narrowness of the waist change places.
18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.
19. Junk is something you've kept for years &
throw away three weeks before you need it.
20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.
21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you
to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
22. By the time you can make the ends meet, they move the ends.
23. Thou shall not weigh more than thy refrigerator.
24. Someone who thinks logically provides
a nice contrast to the real world.
25. If you must choose between two evils,
choose the one that you've never tried before.
The puppet and his woman
No strings attatched
No contracts to sign
Making reality
Trying to end time
Creating a beautiful future
Rising into the heavens
Still on planet earth
A human being in a beautiful country
Free at last
Couldn't be any happier
Well maybe if I was with the girl of my dreams
Maybe I'll meet her on the streets
In a studio mixing beats
Im my head
When I'm dead
I won't die until I find you
When I do
I will want to live forever
I hope you do to
You will complete this absurd puzzle
You will end this insanity
The human mind is infinite with creativity
In a bar
In a strip club
Palace in mind
Final Fantasy
The world will judge
I don't csre
nor do you
As long as our love IS TRUE.
NO DEATH
NO BULLSHIT
Truth wrapped in a lie
and NO excuse
I will never forget your beautiful eyes
My love is for you
Later mystical Nakita
Smell you later
Wouldn't want to be ya.
I'm fvcking dumb and bored. I think I am going to get back to work now
Peace out brotherhood of existential thinkers and non believers
Continuing to be myself!
Forever and always
Samson
No contracts to sign
Making reality
Trying to end time
Creating a beautiful future
Rising into the heavens
Still on planet earth
A human being in a beautiful country
Free at last
Couldn't be any happier
Well maybe if I was with the girl of my dreams
Maybe I'll meet her on the streets
In a studio mixing beats
Im my head
When I'm dead
I won't die until I find you
When I do
I will want to live forever
I hope you do to
You will complete this absurd puzzle
You will end this insanity
The human mind is infinite with creativity
In a bar
In a strip club
Palace in mind
Final Fantasy
The world will judge
I don't csre
nor do you
As long as our love IS TRUE.
NO DEATH
NO BULLSHIT
Truth wrapped in a lie
and NO excuse
I will never forget your beautiful eyes
My love is for you
Later mystical Nakita
Smell you later
Wouldn't want to be ya.
I'm fvcking dumb and bored. I think I am going to get back to work now
Peace out brotherhood of existential thinkers and non believers
Continuing to be myself!
Forever and always
Samson
Monday, June 19, 2006
THE TRICK......
Realize everything is made up of energy
These words and this physical reality is a memory
It is the past
The future is not physical
But consciousness that exists beyond this world is constanly changing this reality or whatever you want to call it
In order to heal your self
By self I mean more then just the human body you think you only are
Realize that the picture is infinite and infinity is positive energy
Stop questioning reality because you are a part of the creation of reality
You make up the answers and the future of this reality
The moment you doubt yourself
The moment you doubt this reality
Is the moment where it collapses
But luckily you aren't the only section of consciousness creating this reality
Because if you were, all reality would cease to be
Don't fall into a downward spiral
Continue to project yourself further into infinity
Instead of falling back into the nothingness
Continue to learn and evolve
Feel the vibrations of energy and ride them
Be free from the lies and accept the truth
Everything changes
And anything is possible
Live it
Love it
Exist forever
Or never exist at all
A choice for the conscious observer
To constantly make
Over and Over again
That is the trick
But what do I know
I'm fvcking crazy, I don't know shit, I'm a dambed hippy.
SUCK MY WHITE A$$
Peace and love gorgeous people of earth
I love you all
SAMSON
These words and this physical reality is a memory
It is the past
The future is not physical
But consciousness that exists beyond this world is constanly changing this reality or whatever you want to call it
In order to heal your self
By self I mean more then just the human body you think you only are
Realize that the picture is infinite and infinity is positive energy
Stop questioning reality because you are a part of the creation of reality
You make up the answers and the future of this reality
The moment you doubt yourself
The moment you doubt this reality
Is the moment where it collapses
But luckily you aren't the only section of consciousness creating this reality
Because if you were, all reality would cease to be
Don't fall into a downward spiral
Continue to project yourself further into infinity
Instead of falling back into the nothingness
Continue to learn and evolve
Feel the vibrations of energy and ride them
Be free from the lies and accept the truth
Everything changes
And anything is possible
Live it
Love it
Exist forever
Or never exist at all
A choice for the conscious observer
To constantly make
Over and Over again
That is the trick
But what do I know
I'm fvcking crazy, I don't know shit, I'm a dambed hippy.
SUCK MY WHITE A$$
Peace and love gorgeous people of earth
I love you all
SAMSON
Thursday, June 15, 2006
The test
Do you have what it takes to believe in nothing
To know yourself to the point of no return
Realize that truth has no logical something
Your perspective changes when you learn
Testing you to see if you can break the barriers
Soar into infinity with me in the future
Angels and demons are real if you want them to be
Closed minded fucks that cannot see
I laugh out loud to the words that I type
love you all and this planet beyond your comprehension
Trying to take you into a positive vibration
That knows no limits and is another dimension
Dimension of reality
Existence is so meaninglessly true
I love observing your confused little minds
Yes you the corrupt of youth
I guess you can hate me
For the words that I speak
I forgive you over and again
Because my LOVE IS TRUE
wish to show you the truth someday
I've been hiding it from the world
you're not ready to accept what I offer
I am slowly breaking the spell
Going on and on
Warping the future from hell
The more I go along
The more confused and annoyed you get
Living in the positive vibrations of life and death
Knowing it is all inside my head
The head that doesn't even exist at all
The illusion that I am
I will never leave you behind
MY DEAREST OF FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
keep the bullshit real. I LOVE IT.
I GOT A SURPRISE FOR YOU. I am going to pull it out of the hat when you least expect it.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MIND FUCK ENIGMA
Sense or nonsense
You say you get it
But I think you are afraid
Afraid to really understand
LET GOOOOOOOOOOOOO
BO BOOO BOOO BOOO
LA LA LA LALA LALALA
Peace, Love, and understanding
Samson
Continuously trying to make the world a better place, whether you want to believe it or not.
Planet earth is fun. I think I am going to go travel across the galaxy for a little while though.
Travelling through time and space is soooooo fun. You should try it someday.
To know yourself to the point of no return
Realize that truth has no logical something
Your perspective changes when you learn
Testing you to see if you can break the barriers
Soar into infinity with me in the future
Angels and demons are real if you want them to be
Closed minded fucks that cannot see
I laugh out loud to the words that I type
love you all and this planet beyond your comprehension
Trying to take you into a positive vibration
That knows no limits and is another dimension
Dimension of reality
Existence is so meaninglessly true
I love observing your confused little minds
Yes you the corrupt of youth
I guess you can hate me
For the words that I speak
I forgive you over and again
Because my LOVE IS TRUE
wish to show you the truth someday
I've been hiding it from the world
you're not ready to accept what I offer
I am slowly breaking the spell
Going on and on
Warping the future from hell
The more I go along
The more confused and annoyed you get
Living in the positive vibrations of life and death
Knowing it is all inside my head
The head that doesn't even exist at all
The illusion that I am
I will never leave you behind
MY DEAREST OF FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
keep the bullshit real. I LOVE IT.
I GOT A SURPRISE FOR YOU. I am going to pull it out of the hat when you least expect it.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MIND FUCK ENIGMA
Sense or nonsense
You say you get it
But I think you are afraid
Afraid to really understand
LET GOOOOOOOOOOOOO
BO BOOO BOOO BOOO
LA LA LA LALA LALALA
Peace, Love, and understanding
Samson
Continuously trying to make the world a better place, whether you want to believe it or not.
Planet earth is fun. I think I am going to go travel across the galaxy for a little while though.
Travelling through time and space is soooooo fun. You should try it someday.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
The world is yours
The world is yours
The world is mine
Open the doors
and you will find
Keep looking for her
She's looking for you
Don't forget to tell people
That your love is true
Something from me to you
Let it go and show
Something that was always there
Do you have clue
An ancient being of course
Inside and out of you
Purple skies
Bumble bee tunes
Do it for the kids
Do it for yourself
A memory for you
You and everyone else
Forget sll you know
Nothing and everything
absorb all the negative energy
manifest it into something positive
Don't let anyone bring you down
KNOW THAT YOU'RE RIGHT
never never
Give up the fight
Flow with me
and I'll flow with you
Keep your mind clear
and don't get confused
end this now
it's getting to long
Bye for now
Peace, love and songs
****SAMSON**********
The world is mine
Open the doors
and you will find
Keep looking for her
She's looking for you
Don't forget to tell people
That your love is true
Something from me to you
Let it go and show
Something that was always there
Do you have clue
An ancient being of course
Inside and out of you
Purple skies
Bumble bee tunes
Do it for the kids
Do it for yourself
A memory for you
You and everyone else
Forget sll you know
Nothing and everything
absorb all the negative energy
manifest it into something positive
Don't let anyone bring you down
KNOW THAT YOU'RE RIGHT
never never
Give up the fight
Flow with me
and I'll flow with you
Keep your mind clear
and don't get confused
end this now
it's getting to long
Bye for now
Peace, love and songs
****SAMSON**********
Monday, April 24, 2006
Contemplations?
What is this?
How is it possible?
What came first the chicken or the egg?
You know what I've come to realize. Questioning reality is pointless because you can only make up the answers. There are no right, wrong, real or definite answers. It's funny the not smoking so much pot thing is really working out for me, I am starting to remember all the books I've read. I was thinking about existence like I always do, ya I know philosopher boy never shuts up. But yeah I started thinking about "Brief history of time" by Stephen Hawkins. He talks about how scientists are trying come up with the grand unification theory for the universe, or something along those lines.
I think I know what it is. First off I must say scientists make me lauph. Why you wonder? Because they dedicate their life to trying to create logical, detailed explanations to how things work. By doing this they become completely uneccepting to the fact (in my mind) that maybe ultimately their is no logical explanation to all of this. Don't get me wrong science has explained, brought logic to, and created some wonderful things but I think in the grand scheme of things there is no logical explanation. It's a paradox, a phenomenon, a mother fucking miracle that anything exists at all!!!!
So here's my grand unification theory.
Everything in existence is completely balaced, completely equal, and connected. The universe is actually infinite, they just think it is finite because you can't observe all of infinity because its infinite to the point that its almost incomprehensible. It's impossible to see the edge of the universe because there actually is no edge. It just appears that there is an end of the universe because no technology will ever be able to observe all of infinity. The more technologically advanced we become the more we will be able to observe but there is no edge or end of the universe. The universe is actually total nothingness that is infinite. Existence is possible because of this contradiction between nothingness and infinity. With nothing and infinity contradicting itself energy is created. This energy is the most common energy in existence. It is what holds everything together, after that energy all sorts of things are formed like sub-atomic particles, matter, atoms, whatever. It is an eternity of manifestations ultimately leading to this point where I am sitting right now writing these words trying to show you my perspective on existence. I know it doesn't make sense and seams impossible but I said it and I'll say it again, existence is a miracle. It is a never ending calamity of non stop contradictions. Its always happening and it never happend at all.
It's like that metaphor. "If a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound"
Think about it.
Well that's my basic and quick grand unification theory. Scientists kiss my ass, I figured it out before ha ha ha! lol and keep up the good work.
And make me a machine that makes things from nothing. All this came from nothing so its gotta be possible to make a machine that can do the same.
Again.....Think about it?
Im a looser, I get lost in my head thinking about this shit. Ohh well I enjoy it. I can't help but lauph how absurd existence is, I am totally amazed by all this. All of the friggin time.
PEace out
Stuck in the moment.
Samsonality
How is it possible?
What came first the chicken or the egg?
You know what I've come to realize. Questioning reality is pointless because you can only make up the answers. There are no right, wrong, real or definite answers. It's funny the not smoking so much pot thing is really working out for me, I am starting to remember all the books I've read. I was thinking about existence like I always do, ya I know philosopher boy never shuts up. But yeah I started thinking about "Brief history of time" by Stephen Hawkins. He talks about how scientists are trying come up with the grand unification theory for the universe, or something along those lines.
I think I know what it is. First off I must say scientists make me lauph. Why you wonder? Because they dedicate their life to trying to create logical, detailed explanations to how things work. By doing this they become completely uneccepting to the fact (in my mind) that maybe ultimately their is no logical explanation to all of this. Don't get me wrong science has explained, brought logic to, and created some wonderful things but I think in the grand scheme of things there is no logical explanation. It's a paradox, a phenomenon, a mother fucking miracle that anything exists at all!!!!
So here's my grand unification theory.
Everything in existence is completely balaced, completely equal, and connected. The universe is actually infinite, they just think it is finite because you can't observe all of infinity because its infinite to the point that its almost incomprehensible. It's impossible to see the edge of the universe because there actually is no edge. It just appears that there is an end of the universe because no technology will ever be able to observe all of infinity. The more technologically advanced we become the more we will be able to observe but there is no edge or end of the universe. The universe is actually total nothingness that is infinite. Existence is possible because of this contradiction between nothingness and infinity. With nothing and infinity contradicting itself energy is created. This energy is the most common energy in existence. It is what holds everything together, after that energy all sorts of things are formed like sub-atomic particles, matter, atoms, whatever. It is an eternity of manifestations ultimately leading to this point where I am sitting right now writing these words trying to show you my perspective on existence. I know it doesn't make sense and seams impossible but I said it and I'll say it again, existence is a miracle. It is a never ending calamity of non stop contradictions. Its always happening and it never happend at all.
It's like that metaphor. "If a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound"
Think about it.
Well that's my basic and quick grand unification theory. Scientists kiss my ass, I figured it out before ha ha ha! lol and keep up the good work.
And make me a machine that makes things from nothing. All this came from nothing so its gotta be possible to make a machine that can do the same.
Again.....Think about it?
Im a looser, I get lost in my head thinking about this shit. Ohh well I enjoy it. I can't help but lauph how absurd existence is, I am totally amazed by all this. All of the friggin time.
PEace out
Stuck in the moment.
Samsonality
Monday, January 30, 2006
Spiralling Supernova in a universe that makes to much and no sense all at the same time.
I wonder when God first came into the human mind. Probably at the point where we could understand that there are forces greater then ourselves (human bodies) that we cannot explain. It just came about sometime a long time ago I guess. God created all of this, God struck your son with lightning, God made the tides crash through our homes along the waters shoarline. God is responsible for everything because God is everything. God is the one massive being that is all of existence. I think that God is real and really does exist. But I don't think that God is what many people have come to think it is. Many people have adopted the idea that God is a human, that God thinks, acts and judges like a human. Many people think that there is a heaven and hell. I think not. I think that philosophers, powerful, and more intelligent people of the past came up with that whole idea. That God judges and punishes you. That God is this man sitting on a throne in this perfect utopia called heaven. I think they created those ideas to make the more ignorant people believe that they have to be good and listen to the powers that be. The truth is God exists. God is everything. God is one eternal being. But he is not human, he is not a he. God is all human beings, all creatures, all planets, solar systems and galaxies. Everything is connected to everything else. We are God, God is us. Our thoughts are Gods thoughts. God is the I that we all are. There is no real good or bad, there is only what we judge to be good and bad. Judging is human behaviour not Gods. But then again it is Gods behaviour because we are God. But I don't think that you will be judged in an after life for what you did in the moments of your life. It is only here that you will be judged. This is it.
I don't even know where I am going with this anymore...I have lost myself in the moment. But thats the point I guess I am trying to make...there is no point. Just thoughts and actions in an absurd existence. This existence is a complex arrangement of nothing to energy to chemicals to atoms and subatomic particles to matter to more complex things to all life as we know it. I hope there is some amazing life after this but from what I percieve there is no evidence that we will live on after this life. There are only ideas that humans have come up with to make death seam a little less of a terrifying thing. I think we all share the same soul. The soul of God. God is the energy that manifests in your brain that creates thoughts then into actions. Without this physical construction we call a human body there would be no thoughts. I think when you die you become what you and all this originally was...nothing. But the halarious and beautiful thing is it's a cycle that never ends. An eternity. From nothing came all of this, all of us, and all the things that could be there that we aren't capable of percieving with our minds and senses. You never know for sure. The only thing that is for sure is the instant or moment that is constantly now, that is the only thing we can know and will ever know. So don't believe in the bullshit that people tell you, don't belive in anything. Believe in your self. The one deep inside that is all existence. The one inside your mind that tells you what to do, The one that is you.
Phiisophical rambles from my soul.
No one's right or wrong. We're all in this together. So try not to judge just accept. If you deny the moment and judge you are denying yourself the truth. That this thing is really fucked up, beautiful and everything else all at the same time.
Peace, love, and understanding.
I don't even know where I am going with this anymore...I have lost myself in the moment. But thats the point I guess I am trying to make...there is no point. Just thoughts and actions in an absurd existence. This existence is a complex arrangement of nothing to energy to chemicals to atoms and subatomic particles to matter to more complex things to all life as we know it. I hope there is some amazing life after this but from what I percieve there is no evidence that we will live on after this life. There are only ideas that humans have come up with to make death seam a little less of a terrifying thing. I think we all share the same soul. The soul of God. God is the energy that manifests in your brain that creates thoughts then into actions. Without this physical construction we call a human body there would be no thoughts. I think when you die you become what you and all this originally was...nothing. But the halarious and beautiful thing is it's a cycle that never ends. An eternity. From nothing came all of this, all of us, and all the things that could be there that we aren't capable of percieving with our minds and senses. You never know for sure. The only thing that is for sure is the instant or moment that is constantly now, that is the only thing we can know and will ever know. So don't believe in the bullshit that people tell you, don't belive in anything. Believe in your self. The one deep inside that is all existence. The one inside your mind that tells you what to do, The one that is you.
Phiisophical rambles from my soul.
No one's right or wrong. We're all in this together. So try not to judge just accept. If you deny the moment and judge you are denying yourself the truth. That this thing is really fucked up, beautiful and everything else all at the same time.
Peace, love, and understanding.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
My mind is a blank
Nothing to say, nothing to do. The story of my life. I find it amazing that all this exists, and I think I always will. I think it is emmensely beautiful and disturbingly ugly also complex and simple all at the same time. When you think about it, it almost seams like this shouldn't exist...I guess that's why everything dies, this perfection is flawed. The instant that is now is forever an eternity but it is constantly changing, reproducing, recreating, reanimating over and over again. This whole existence as we know it runs off the most powerful and common energy that exists...which is nothingness, a paradox it seams. With all the forces that surround us and all the energy that holds us and this world together you come to wonder whether we really make choices, if we even have any free will. You may argue that we do choose for ourselves, but when you made your last "choice" would you have made any other in the exact same situation...I think not, there is only one choice to make and that choice is the only choice you could have made. It's like there is a flow of energy from nothingess to infinity and we are just another part of that flow. Nothing really matters in this absurd existence, it has no point or meaning...it just is. We are and we are not. Our existence is just one of the possibilities of infinity. We exist now which is forever but these bodies and this whole reality is constantly changing. Our bodies may disappear along with this whole planet one day, but I, the I that all of us are, the one true soul, the one life and existence that all this is will exist forever and never exist at all.
The Truth...A Paradox...
Amen.
Peace, love, and understanding
Samsonality
The Truth...A Paradox...
Amen.
Peace, love, and understanding
Samsonality
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
IT
Its an ancient being
A connected mess
Constantly morphing
Into nothingness
Its nothing and infinity
God and Allah
Disgusting beauty
Fresh and raw
Its completely absurd
But makes sense
meaningless cure
our existence
Its alive and dead
all at the same time
its in every head
The I that you find
we are it
it is I
every girl and every guy
we're all the same it
although we may appear different
same old shit
This eternity we call existence
peace out
A connected mess
Constantly morphing
Into nothingness
Its nothing and infinity
God and Allah
Disgusting beauty
Fresh and raw
Its completely absurd
But makes sense
meaningless cure
our existence
Its alive and dead
all at the same time
its in every head
The I that you find
we are it
it is I
every girl and every guy
we're all the same it
although we may appear different
same old shit
This eternity we call existence
peace out
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
I wish aliens would come down
I always have thoughts about aliens coming down and changing humanity's perspective on things forever. Imagine if we were visited by aliens and the whole world got to experience it, that would be amazing. I wish I knew for sure if they have already come to earth, but I can't know for sure until there is some sort of proof...all I can do is dream that it is true. I think that it is entirely possible given the fact that our universe is so immensely large and our existence so absurd. There is a lot of room for the possibility of more advanced civilizations out there somewhere. All I am saying is I think it would do a lot of good to this world if we had some extraterestrial help, it would also rapidly change people's perspective on the way things actually work and what existence is all about.
SO I welcome you aliens....if you are out there lol
Peace out,
Im outa here.
SO I welcome you aliens....if you are out there lol
Peace out,
Im outa here.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
A sad day full of depression
Ever since I have been put on lithium I have been feeling depressed. Also I can barely think enough to type these words. I don't know what to say or do anymore. I wish there was an easy solution to my delema, but there isn't.
I wish I could just be at peace with the world, trees and life on it, but everywhere I look I see more destruction and less hope for humanity. I try to see the beauty in everything but more and more I am seeing a picture that is rapidly deteriorating, and all I can really do is be myself and watch it crumble. I'll keep trying to make this world a better place from my end, but I feel like there is a war against survival. This consumer society that I live in is going to consume itself to death, and it doesn't seam like there is a solution. I hope to god that there will be a good transition one day when people realize how important survival actually is. Survival is the only thing we live for.
I don't know....these are my depressing thoughts....sorry anyone who reads them..
Peace out,
I wish I could just be at peace with the world, trees and life on it, but everywhere I look I see more destruction and less hope for humanity. I try to see the beauty in everything but more and more I am seeing a picture that is rapidly deteriorating, and all I can really do is be myself and watch it crumble. I'll keep trying to make this world a better place from my end, but I feel like there is a war against survival. This consumer society that I live in is going to consume itself to death, and it doesn't seam like there is a solution. I hope to god that there will be a good transition one day when people realize how important survival actually is. Survival is the only thing we live for.
I don't know....these are my depressing thoughts....sorry anyone who reads them..
Peace out,
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Ohh NO I said to much
I elevated my consciousness to the point I was in heaven
Now the docs N establishment are pumping me full of medication
It seams so easy sometimes
Lithium makes it seam hard
To exist freely with no worries
To exist peacefully in a world
But no no no
We must listen to the laws
We must obey the system
Unless we wanna get shot
I say fuck all that
Freedom to the masses
Not one individual on the face of this earth
Has the right to tell me how to think and act
I will not lie and conceal the truth I percieve
I hope aliens land down and end this world deseace
This human plaugue
A generation of liers
Greedy scoundrals that organized and blew up the twin towers
I am total love, that is all I've ever done
But I can't work for some bullshit corporation
With execs that don't give a shit about children
me or my friends
Nor will I believe the time wasting lies of the politicians
Everything should be free
We should work together as one
Is it really that hard to understand
Love builds worlds
Love is creation
Hate, deception and lies equal destruction
I want to live forever in peace with all my friends
Not live a lie and wait for complete self destruction
Peace everyone......these words just flow out of me
I hope my love is not forgotten when you read these words
We seriously need to change the world
Like major youthful revolutions...60's Style's....but this time we are bringing in the golden age of humanity.
Now the docs N establishment are pumping me full of medication
It seams so easy sometimes
Lithium makes it seam hard
To exist freely with no worries
To exist peacefully in a world
But no no no
We must listen to the laws
We must obey the system
Unless we wanna get shot
I say fuck all that
Freedom to the masses
Not one individual on the face of this earth
Has the right to tell me how to think and act
I will not lie and conceal the truth I percieve
I hope aliens land down and end this world deseace
This human plaugue
A generation of liers
Greedy scoundrals that organized and blew up the twin towers
I am total love, that is all I've ever done
But I can't work for some bullshit corporation
With execs that don't give a shit about children
me or my friends
Nor will I believe the time wasting lies of the politicians
Everything should be free
We should work together as one
Is it really that hard to understand
Love builds worlds
Love is creation
Hate, deception and lies equal destruction
I want to live forever in peace with all my friends
Not live a lie and wait for complete self destruction
Peace everyone......these words just flow out of me
I hope my love is not forgotten when you read these words
We seriously need to change the world
Like major youthful revolutions...60's Style's....but this time we are bringing in the golden age of humanity.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Emotional Baggage
Yeah so I am going through a kind of rough time in my life right now. Thanks to all the people who care about me. All your love and understanding is what keeps my dreams alive. If I didn't have all of you I don't know where I'd be. Maybe under neath a bridge doing heroin. I feel very fortunate to have the life I have and I thank the divine forces of existence with the very depth of my soul for this life. I can't wait until my dreams come true. Until then I will just keep on working on them and being with all of you the ones I LOVE, even if I can't be with you all at the same time I am with you always in spirit....Just think of me and I am there. I am on Lithium now because of the "Chemical Imbalance" of my brain and its making me insane and depressed a little. But i'll be ok. I have lots of love surrounding me in physics and spirits.
Peace monkey floppers.
LOVE YOU ALL.
I HOPE ALL OUR DREAMS COME TRUE!!!!
Peace monkey floppers.
LOVE YOU ALL.
I HOPE ALL OUR DREAMS COME TRUE!!!!
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Reckless Infinity
The beauty of this world shines to the stars
The people of earth maybe in heaven or maybe not
Walking till the sun sets
Dreaming forever
God is my soul
My soul is mixed up in a complex structure
Words of truth with abstract slumber
My meaning I hope is clear
Clear
Clear
Clear
Hope is all I have
Faith is all I need
Love never leaves me
Its in my head and the fabric of my being
All you people out there
KEEP ON DREAMING
PEACE. MO FO'S
The people of earth maybe in heaven or maybe not
Walking till the sun sets
Dreaming forever
God is my soul
My soul is mixed up in a complex structure
Words of truth with abstract slumber
My meaning I hope is clear
Clear
Clear
Clear
Hope is all I have
Faith is all I need
Love never leaves me
Its in my head and the fabric of my being
All you people out there
KEEP ON DREAMING
PEACE. MO FO'S
Friday, April 29, 2005
Freedom and Accesories
This is my existence
Filled with resistence
To manipulation
And dirty lies
Love is in the air
No one really cares
The party never ends
Truths are known
But no details are given
Hackers rule the world
Vegan dinners
Naked days
Infinite beauty forever and always
It's all in my head
It is nothingness in disguise
Won't you realize
Ohh won't you realize
My love is real
I can't deny how I feel
It holds us all together
In heaven while we raise hell
So humans can understand
The meaning behind
this absurd existence
Wonder boy knows no choice, he just plays his violin and cries.
HITCHIKER'S GUIDE TO THE GALAXY TONIGHT!!!!
Filled with resistence
To manipulation
And dirty lies
Love is in the air
No one really cares
The party never ends
Truths are known
But no details are given
Hackers rule the world
Vegan dinners
Naked days
Infinite beauty forever and always
It's all in my head
It is nothingness in disguise
Won't you realize
Ohh won't you realize
My love is real
I can't deny how I feel
It holds us all together
In heaven while we raise hell
So humans can understand
The meaning behind
this absurd existence
Wonder boy knows no choice, he just plays his violin and cries.
HITCHIKER'S GUIDE TO THE GALAXY TONIGHT!!!!
Monday, April 25, 2005
LOL hahahahahaha
I have never seen things so clearly in my life. It's beautiful!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Blrrrrrrrrrrd vision
Everythings strange
nothings the same
mental capacity growing
Information overflowing
loosing control
its all gonna blow
its all gonna blow
Its time to go
Its time to go
Bye bye bye
to everything with meaning
Hello everyone living in this dream
I remember now how I came to be here
No lies can stop me now, I roam with no fear
Reality is what you make of it
No matter how much control you have
You will never stop change
Infinity pulls me around
Nothing fills me with doubt
Throwing my hands in the air
Come on people get out
Symbolic existing
Moments never ending
Im having a blast
Yup a fucking blast
The paths interconnect
Black holes tear us apart
Time travel brings you back
So you can continue to interact
With the ones that you love
The ones that make you feel
So complete inside
Together as one
In a mindless field
Energy and stupidity
Absurity and truth
Wake up all of you
The corrupt of youth
let's become amused
With simple little games
Become that child inside
And become totally insane
I hope you feel good now.
Later brothers and sisters, and all you nasty creatures.
nothings the same
mental capacity growing
Information overflowing
loosing control
its all gonna blow
its all gonna blow
Its time to go
Its time to go
Bye bye bye
to everything with meaning
Hello everyone living in this dream
I remember now how I came to be here
No lies can stop me now, I roam with no fear
Reality is what you make of it
No matter how much control you have
You will never stop change
Infinity pulls me around
Nothing fills me with doubt
Throwing my hands in the air
Come on people get out
Symbolic existing
Moments never ending
Im having a blast
Yup a fucking blast
The paths interconnect
Black holes tear us apart
Time travel brings you back
So you can continue to interact
With the ones that you love
The ones that make you feel
So complete inside
Together as one
In a mindless field
Energy and stupidity
Absurity and truth
Wake up all of you
The corrupt of youth
let's become amused
With simple little games
Become that child inside
And become totally insane
I hope you feel good now.
Later brothers and sisters, and all you nasty creatures.
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