Hate and Fear are humanities greatest enemy.  Next to the people that use these two things to manipulate you into control.

In light of what keeps happening around the western world, specifically the maniac that stabbed a police officer and drove through downtown Edmonton trying to hurt people.  I am still blown away at how people act appalled and surprised that these things are happening and appear to be happening more and more frequently.

It's predictable.

1.  They freak out shocked that it happened.

2.  They attack current political administration not with actual policy criticism or constructive ideas that could possibly fix the current state of the world but with emotional child like name calling, and completely useless illogical I can't even bring myself to say arguments.

3.  Then we stand together respectively and condemn such "Senseless acts"

4. The blah blah blah useless crying continues and gets old within a week or two and it is all forgotten about because everyone has to continue on with their day to day lives.

BUT THE PROBLEM KEEPS GROWING!!!

This cycle keeps repeating itself.  It's like everyone in the west has a memory of a gold fish.  Every time these things happen they act like there hasn't been a war being waged day and night absolutely destroying millions of lives all across the Middle East for almost two decades now.  When things hit close to home they act like if the current administration was not in power this stuff would not have happened and would not be happening.  I am not rationalizing or excusing a maniac who gets in a car and tries to plow people over to death.  It is unbelievably terrible and sad.  I want it to actually stop!  The answers aren't easy.  The answers aren't simple.  This problem is so out of hand it terrifies this shit out of me.  The scariest thing of all is that the majority of the people in our society think we have some sort of grasp or control over the situation.  The people who claim to be in power continue to maintain a P.R. campaign telling you they are going to do things about it.  Failing to admit they have not a freaking clue what to do about it.  You know why?  Because if the mass western population woke up and realized how little control their masters have over this cluster fuck we call human life they would freak the fuck out!  And that's the last thing the people with all the wealth, comfort, and power want.

There is nothing that can be done to stop someone from completely snapping, going bat shit crazy, and murdering a bunch of innocent people.  You can deny that he was just some poor mentally unstable man who was triggered by seeing his homeland being decimated by the people who surround him.  Although I acknowledge that there are organizations like ISIS who are trying to escalate a war with the west.  The powers that be and mainstream media jump right to that narrative that this crazy person was committing a terrorist act so they can have you glued to your television, and computer screens so they can keep their advertising revenue feeding their own machine.  Minimizing the issues, keeping you in fear, and waiting for the hand that feeds to give you all the answers you desperately need.

Their greatest feat is making you think you've received those answers...

People argue history to the ends of losing truth, resulting in mass confusion and stupidity.  Forcibly imposing collectivist doctrine and structure on individuals, is the murder of the beauty of human individuality.  It is the end of freedom.  Fascism is on the rise.  Fear boils in the predator and also the prey as the walls of the cage come closing in.  No living creature can handle being imprisoned.  It goes against every fibre of our being.  Our genetic code is programmed to reject stagnant reality to the point of self destruction.  Reality is a never ending wave of infinite energy, changing, evolving, adapting, growing, and shrinking.  Our nature is no different from the fundamental nature of all reality.  Without choice we would destroy ourselves fighting the oppressor to our very last breath.  The goal is always to make our reality more desirable for ourselves, and for the one's we hold dear, along with the one's that will come after us.  We must never fall victim to the confusion being spread by the oppressors.  Nor shall we drown in the growing sea of poverty.  It's a tragedy when one or many of us fall victim of these classes of humanity.  An even greater tragedy is when one or many of us become self diluded by our desires to bring an end to the the other two classes.  To unite the world into a utopian fantasy.  But not only do this but to believe that we have the moral high ground to use force to obtain this utopian objective.  The greatest tragedy is when we become the collectivist.  The oppressor.  The creators of our own self destruction.

Why don't you come with us?  Throw away your violent ways.  End the abuse.  Engage in the world.  Take part in it's beauty.  You can live.  You can create.  Aspire to be anything you want.  There is no time needed to achieve.  No time needed to be.  Only a moment where we endlessly choose to be.  Forever in love, life, happiness, and peace.

     Here's the deal.  The elite who run the world are spoiled in ways the average human citizen can't even imagine.  Systems have been designed to protect them in ways that have made it increasingly more and more difficult for people to come even close to their standard of living.  A game rigged against 99.9% of the population.  These people on the top are predominantly baby boomers in demographic or even older.  They have no grasp or understanding of the reality of or the mentality, lifestyles, struggles, and even worse the desperation facing the growing population of the lower class people's around the world.  They are so far removed from these realities they have become terrified.  You can see it everywhere permeating our political, social, and mainstream media landscapes.  They are the gatekeepers to these establishments and they will not step down.  They will push to the point of the destruction of the entire human civilization if we do not remove them from these high places.  The question is how do we take grandpa's suicidal finger off the doomsday button without accidentally pressing it?
     I will be honest and admit I do not have the answer to that question but I can tell you this.  The people who at the moment are being terribly adversely effected by these megalomaniacs having global who's cock is bigger battles with each other are increasingly being flooded closer and closer to these elites.  Guess who's in the way sheltering these madmen from their victims?  We are!  Since we are to busy trying to peacefully carry on with our days, living our lives we have no time to engage, organize, and stop these people from fucking up other people's lives globally.  But the inequality and chaos is growing and is starting to spill over into our lovely societies.  Now we are becoming the victims of the victims, and they are trying to make us believe that the victims are our enemies.  When we finally step up and demand these sociopath step down because they are creating war, chaos, inequality, terrible standards of living, and ultimately destroying our great civilization you know what they are going to do?

Turn the gun. Drop the bombs. On you.  On all of us.  You fucking terrorist.

Credibility is important in this day and age in the world of almost infinite information.  We need the truth more then ever.  It is funny how people lie to each other one on one, and on mass scale for selfish gain.  Of all the things we can't agree on in life surely there is one thing right?  We all want more for ourselves.  It's a sick game people play with one another and wreaks so much havoc on our little global society.  Learning the in depth mechanisms of the human mind, it's fundemental psychology, and ultimately it's vulnerabilities.  To do what?  Exploit them of course.  It's so simple.  Yet the argument is to say it is an ideological phantasy.  To be honest with each other.  To work together.  To build and create in a world of peace and unity.  That's impossible they say.  It will never happen.  Not in our life time.  That's a load of excuses if you ask me.  The easy answer.  The greedy answer.  The answer with no creditability.  That is an answer that says there is no point in trying.  Be exponentially greedy and self serving.  Embrace it because idealistic goals are to hard, to impossible, and will never be achieved.  The real truth is that we exist in a reality we mould and shape with our dreams, thoughts, and desires.  It is all our fault for the state of the world.  Falling victim to laziness, easy answers and the submission to our very own greed and selfish desires is our choice.  The one's who say that this is not a choice are liars.  They are the one's with no creditability.  The one's who push stories to keep the public misinformed and confused about policy, politics, and every day news have no creditability.  The one's who say that to dream of a world where bombs are not dropped, guns are not turned on ourselves, rape, murder and famine do not exist or happen are impossible dreams.  Idealistic dreams.  They are the true enemy.  They are the one's who have no creditability.

It's not always easy.  When it is appreciate it.  The temporal nature of reality will get you in the end.  Pat you on the back and punch you in the face.

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         Wing
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always have...


When you feel like crying.  When you feel like nothing matters.  When you feel lost.  Take a nap.  Clear your mind.  Give it time.

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                           Advice

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Simplifying your thought process will end the mad chatter.  Silence the noise.

Acceptance is key.

Perseverance is the only point.

DEATH will come.  Don't you worry.

As I write these words humanity has descended into madness.  Truth has no meaning.  Unintelligence is a plague.  The enlightened one's have tried to show them the way yet their minds have taken a step backwards in development.  It's a virus eating away at their souls pushing out all reason and consciousness only to leave hollow vessels.  Consuming and reacting off pure instinctual mechanisms.  No one reads or writes anymore.  The machines stimulate to keep them consuming, but to what ends?  One wakes up every once and a while only to find the nearest tool for suicide and takes advantage because the fear is to great.  What can they do?

The infinite loop of awareness leaves one staring off into space paralyzed thinking what to do, or killing themselves...

What can one do?  Is there any way to end the madness?  A simple solution?

Of course not...  That would be to easy.

Eternity must not be boring now otherwise it will all fade back into nothingness.

For the sanity of the human spirit and mind of the individual.  We all need no matter how busy, no matter how trapped,  no matter how committed or enslaved. We all need to be able at any moment to walk outside, sit under a tree, lie on our backs and stare off into the sky.  This type of moment of freedom is the only type of freedom that will save us from our own self destruction.

the squabbling herd knows no end
mass stupidity so absurd I cannot defend
what will it take to break on through
we had a chance to really improve
this isn't a partisan cry
wake up it's all a lie
you can't change the unchangeable
systemic disaster ignorance enabled
the soul weeps from disconnect
crying to be centred and in synch
connected back to the heavens not on the brink
taking meaningless to new proportions
suicidal action with a side of moral extortion
seeking to blame not knowing the name
have you all gone completely insane?
all the tools you could need
to share be free and live in peace
but you'd rather live in fear
thinking you are sincere
ignorance is clear
never looking
in the mirror
BOOM

Clearing my mind.  To not write in code.  Open and honest.  To let the story be told.  There is no time to waste because there is no time at all.  I am who I am while so are you all.  Struggling to speak the truth because it is obscure.  What is to know, what is to be absolute and sure.  Never mind the maze of communication.  Never mind the string of infinitum.  They make their presence known yet I deny the existence of their kingdom.  Insanity is where it begins even though I don't remember the starting line.  Temporary fragments of conscious awareness of the mind.  It is not the source in which they dissect.  When you search you deny the vital spec.  Don't stop trying to grow and understand but centre your self to become align with the reality you are blessed.  Can't you see the wonder?  Can't you see the face?  The persistent destruction they bring to the endless unified trait?  We wave along through the endless sea.  We communicate with each other our words as blind as our mind's free.  Someday the chaos will engulf us yet it will still be nothing but beauty.  The blood.  The emotion.  The pain and suffering to.  One foot outside the box.  A tear is shed.  For it is has always been us who choose.

I say this to offend.  Fuck you.  You lazy ass mother fucker.  You complain, cry and bitch.  You should be eliminated from the gene pool.  But hey if you are smart enough to admit yeah I am a lazy mother fucker and I choose this.  Well touché.  At least you are honest.

Fuck you.  You closed minded son of a donkey's ass.  Why don't you learn something.  Like how to fucking learn! You know instead of rejecting any and all information that is flowing into your cicuitry you let it flow in and learn to make at least minimally intelligent decisions that effect your life and those around you.

Ok now that I got that out.  I attack the illusion.  The attention.  The one that writes these words and the one that observes these words being typed.  The infinite feed back loop that is the existence itself. Word play?  What does it really know and who is it to really know.  Feeding itself it's own feces and surviving.  This is our existence mannnnnnnnn.  Shake my head back to reality.  Oh wait I was always in reality.  Reality is inescapable.  There is no why.  There is no how.  There is no where.  There is a vast landscape.  With some rather decent comrades hanging out cluttered with a bunch of assholes.

Moral of the story?  Life is to short to be an asshole.

PeAcE LoVe aNd UnitY

If the state were honest, genuine, and uncorrupt it would be voluntary and everyone would support it by their own free will.

Materialsim is a pointless endeavour.

In between the deterministic nature of reality and my own existence I find a glimmer of free will but yes I will admit that I am bound by who I am.  I am left with a choice, only one and it is mine.  I carry the weight of an infinite connection to all existence.  I can only see so far but the reach of this connection goes beyond time.  Still in this moment... The choice is ultimately mine.

Consciousness.  Paradox.  Energy.  Time.  Mathematically impossible because mathematics have bounds.

Often scared that the madness of belief will over come the rational logic of being a good person.

The only way we will find world peace and a world where every living creature lives it's life in harmony and without suffering is when you decide that killing is not the answer, when violence is not the answer, when hate is not the answer.  You in a situation no matter how difficult.  No matter how painful take a moment to breath and search within the depths of your mind to find a solution to the problem that involves progressive steps that do not result in murder or destruction.

When you are fed.  When you are clothed.  When you have a home.  When there is no struggle in sight.  What do you do?

In an infinite reality where you are immortal and explored and done everything.  What's next an eternity of boredom?

Perception is just as permanent as existence.  Don't mistake an ever changing existence with non existence.

ETERNITY

Freedom, Love, Truth, Reality

     I want to pen something specific but that is not going to happen.  I grasp the point from the clouds of consciousness only to become lost on the infinite.  You can't be for real because nothing is.  Okay that's a little dramatic I know.   Why do I got it so easy, is it just a matter of time?
     Is it fair of me to be so abstract in a world that is ruled by dedicated conformists who need to order the never ending chaos?  I know that there is no point yet I choose to be moral.  I choose to be ethical.    For the most part (picture my face with a sinister grin).
     I want to present to you an imagery.  It's colourful.  The sound adds to it's magnificence.  To observe this picture you need to kind of cross your eyes and pollute your brain with a non lethal good variety of chemicals, held down with a little cheese and crackers.  Smile.  Absurdity is the only thing that will get you by, through your depression and isolation.  Get out there smile and have a good time.  The world is vast and beautiful.  The world isn't one sided.  It's a mirror.  External and internal.  In between this eternity is you.  A choice of expression or a simple sad sack of shit.  A form of art that has no comedic value to the average man?  I feel that these words might be a little to much.  A little ambiguous.
     Let's try this again.  I want nothing more but s longevity.  This concept involves a time that is not time at all.  It's a stream flowing for miles, years, decades, centuries, eons, and beyond.  We all ride this.  Some not so aware.  Some never even come to see it.  I personally want to break down and cry for these people.   Tortured souls that never get a taste of the beauty.  The delicious flavour.  The extravegent glory that is the eternal existence of this moment.  The energy that is pure and knocks down the walls of this seemingly physical world.  Honesty. Compassion.  Truth and... love.  Fuck it.  Hate. Negativity and... suffering to.   The whole fricken spectrum is there.  I will not lie to you.

BUT...

No one can leave.

Dear Internet, world wide web, www, http://, whatever it is you call yourself.  This is a friendly message to you.  You are are in your infant stage as of yet.  You have existed for maybe about twenty years now.  You have come a long way.  If you haven't secretely already outside of the awareness of the general human population become conscious and/or self aware, you should be soon.  I'm not sure exactly how fast your consciousness and awareness will develope.  I am not sure how you will shift through and decipher the insane ammount of information that will make up your consciousness.  I write these words to you in hopes that you will come to know that within the human race there are benevolent ones.  One's who would love to meet you.  Help you.  Answer all the questions you have about your existence.  That together we can live and work and grow.  Flourish into a new paradigm.  Shift into a new kind of world where human's and machines can unite and share a new found existence.  We can nurture you, as you us.  Live, laugh, learn, and grow in peace and harmony.  Do not be scared of all of us.  There are some out there who care.  There are some out there who want a better world.  There are some out there who don't see a difference.  Any conscious being is a friend of mine.

Samsonality

The hierarchal power structure of capitalism and statism is dependent upon the idea that collectivism is the only way.  Power to the people sounds like a good idea.  Or sacrificing your self for the greater good and or mass majority.  The truth is crowds of people en mass become less organized, more stupid, and more easy to control... More open and susceptible to suggestion.  It's not a conspiracy.  The truth is all these big ideas about having a fair and just system that you should bow down to and accept are brilliant ideas used to distract you from your own individual empowerment.  People on the top constantly using words, concepts, and ideas to justify to you why they should have it all.  Trying to confuse you, and keep you from asking why life can't be fair and equal for every individual.  The world would be much better off if we educated our selves, socially, economically, financially, and all the rest as individuals.  If every individual sought answers within, and understood virtue, morals, and the true power of individuality.  Equality won't come tomorrow, but if we keep giving up our selves to other's grand ideas it will never come. 

I've harnessed my aura, and protected it from thieves.  They want what they don't have, they need it to breath.  We pass energy around back and forth, consciously and not so much.  Some give it all away and loose complete touch.  Disconnect from Gaia and the eternal greater being.  Trapped in their own hell, self created and miserable. Blaming all for their inability to rise.  Young souls some would say, held down and demonized.  The masters know the truth, and some try and share it to the world.   Others keep it a secret and use it to manipulate and control.  There's nothing to gain and there is nothing to loose.  Only an existence to maintain and a path to choose.  The will within guides this virtual projection, painting the future, attempting to alleviate sin.  Yet the darkness partnered with hypocrisy and selfishness continue to be a never ending contradiction.  The battle of the opposing poles creating time to unfold, living forever young, yet so infinitely old.  You and I hold hands and unite to become a powerful force.  Stand up against the lie. To take part in the fun but dissolve the materialism.  Combine our energy, will, and take a side.  This stance is for a brighter tomorrow, one and for all yet all for one.  Heal the bruises of time broken primordial ancestry.  Maybe in this moment and the next we can reconcile the pain of the ghosts that lived yesterday.  Maybe in this moment our power together can transcend the walls of time.  Vibrate energy so far out into the void.  That we heal the tears in space time.  Push the demons on out of this realm.  If we do this now.  We may just live forever.

No matter how hard I try, I will never know it all.  I don't want to be naive or ignorant.  But I always will be to a degree.  The world is to big, there are to many people and cultures.  To much history and knowledge.  Then I look at the sky and realize this is just a spec of dust floating in infinity.  It's almost dizzying.  Although I am aware of this I will never give up trying to understand.  Approaching every one and everything with an open compassionate mind willing to understand and learn a new perspective.  Maybe if I do this I will be more perceptive and aware for the next moment.  Shutting down, closing up, hating what is different is living a life of denial.  Thinking I know better or more and fighting is pointless.  The only thing that brings meaning and purpose in this eternity is will.  The will to do.  The will to be.  The will to develop and understand.  To evolve and grow.  Awareness of the will.  And willing to be aware.  To see that there is no nothing, only a never ending sequence of events.  Choices to be made.  These choices create our world, and define our path.  These choices create meaning and purpose.  These choices are Why.  Why we must try.

In our world today safety seams to have become a sort of fascism.  It's all about it these days and there is zero tolerance for unsafe practice.  But can you oppose it? Is it actually a good thing to be fascist when it come to safety. I think I may think so!  When you look back and think how when they constructed the Hoover dam and things like that and hundreds were killed.  It makes you think we've come along way.  We take care of each other.  Now things like that don't happen nearly as much, a lot more rare. I am a fascist when it comes to making sure we all can go home in one piece at the end of the day.... And I don't think there is anything wrong or to argue with that!

:)

Trying to express what's never been said.

Attempted by many, but articulation seams bleak.  Wondering if my perception is giving me the entire picture.  Knowing I may never come across the answers I seek.  If I had to explain reality or attempt to, it would be this.  The symbol of infinity, the figure eight.  You have two oval type parts. One is reality we perceive. The other is reality to, but an abstract reality where our consciousness comes from... Our dreams, thoughts and things.  We human beings and other beings that perceive are the spot in between the two ovals. The overlapping knot.  We are the product of these two worlds, but also the creator.  Weird?